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I think once you realize your own limitations, it's easier to empathize with the fact that others have their own limitations that are different from yours.

and I am aware that my own disrespect for humanity is psychological illness which is why I am trying to not continue percieving humanity this way

Tryptamine said: 

I think once you realize your own limitations, it's easier to empathize with the fact that others have their own limitations that are different from yours.

yeah I agree,  but I think what is stopping me is from feeling like "they cheated, they took a shortcut through life that I was not allowed to because I felt forced by spirit not to,  it is not fair and also they are mean" <--  this is my wounded Inner child

healingqueen said: 

Tryptamine said: 

I think once you realize your own limitations, it's easier to empathize with the fact that others have their own limitations that are different from yours.

 

yeah I agree,  but I think what is stopping me is from feeling like "they cheated, they took a shortcut through life that I was not allowed to because I felt forced by spirit not to,  it is not fair and also they are mean" <--  this is my wounded Inner child

 

 

there could be many reasons why,  such as maybe not being aware of an alternative the way that I was forced to be  what it really is is that I feel like what if they unjustly purposefully chose to not work through their shadow stuff and it hurt me and I felt pain and suffering from it  and then they act so "holier than thou" but like I see through it all and I see into their subconscious and I'm like ya'll do not even know yourselves  and then there are the people who do know that they purposefully repressed all of their "bad stuff" into their subconscious and tauntingly act like they are soo much better than everyone else because they do not have to go through pain and suffering like the rest of us because they took a shortcut out of it

like my wounded Inner child feels like cheated I suppose  and I want to forgive but it hurt her so much  she feels taunted by the people who chose to repress everything meanwhile she had to feel a ton of pain and torment and it just feels  "unfair and unjust and stupid" to her

and when she feels really upset she just wants all of their subconsciouses to be exposed for everyone to see what is hiding in there  instead of being alone in seeing it but that is immature vengeance type thinking

healingqueen said: 

healingqueen said: 

Tryptamine said: 

I think once you realize your own limitations, it's easier to empathize with the fact that others have their own limitations that are different from yours.

 

yeah I agree,  but I think what is stopping me is from feeling like "they cheated, they took a shortcut through life that I was not allowed to because I felt forced by spirit not to,  it is not fair and also they are mean" <--  this is my wounded Inner child

 

 

 

there could be many reasons why,  such as maybe not being aware of an alternative the way that I was forced to be  what it really is is that I feel like what if they unjustly purposefully chose to not work through their shadow stuff and it hurt me and I felt pain and suffering from it  and then they act so "holier than thou" but like I see through it all and I see into their subconscious and I'm like ya'll do not even know yourselves  and then there are the people who do know that they purposefully repressed all of their "bad stuff" into their subconscious and tauntingly act like they are soo much better than everyone else because they do not have to go through pain and suffering like the rest of us because they took a shortcut out of it

 

 

It does suck that you get limitations and obstacles that others didn't have to deal with. For example if you grow up without a parental figure, usually you end up socially fucked in some way. Some lose those close to them early on to death, and it makes it more difficult for them to handle things. Not everyone gets to grow up on some island in Italy, and furthermore when you grow up elsewhere there's usually some genetic baggage that locks people into certain environments. It's not fair, but it's also not the fault of the person who got a better dice roll on where they were born and to who.

Tryp basically covered it, a lot of what occurs is a byproduct of the genetic lottery and our environment. 

Tryptamine said: 

healingqueen said: 

healingqueen said: 

 

yeah I agree,  but I think what is stopping me is from feeling like "they cheated, they took a shortcut through life that I was not allowed to because I felt forced by spirit not to,  it is not fair and also they are mean" <--  this is my wounded Inner child

 

 

 

there could be many reasons why,  such as maybe not being aware of an alternative the way that I was forced to be  what it really is is that I feel like what if they unjustly purposefully chose to not work through their shadow stuff and it hurt me and I felt pain and suffering from it  and then they act so "holier than thou" but like I see through it all and I see into their subconscious and I'm like ya'll do not even know yourselves  and then there are the people who do know that they purposefully repressed all of their "bad stuff" into their subconscious and tauntingly act like they are soo much better than everyone else because they do not have to go through pain and suffering like the rest of us because they took a shortcut out of it

 

 

It does suck that you get limitations and obstacles that others didn't have to deal with. For example if you grow up without a parental figure, usually you end up socially fucked in some way. Some lose those close to them early on to death, and it makes it more difficult for them to handle things. Not everyone gets to grow up on some island in Italy, and furthermore when you grow up elsewhere there's usually some genetic baggage that locks people into certain environments. It's not fair, but it's also not the fault of the person who got a better dice roll on where they were born and to who.

yeah I think that I need to accept that everyone is on their own unique different life path and to forgive them and accept forgiveness for myself and to let go of trying to control anyone else and let God be in control and not myself

I release this burden and responsibility of feeling like other people who have not done shadow work are cheating to God to take care of

and yeah sometimes life at least appears to be unfair and unjust and I do not know all of the reasons why it appears that way  or if it is that way even from a more expansive perspective

healingqueen said: 

Tryptamine said: 

healingqueen said: 

 

there could be many reasons why,  such as maybe not being aware of an alternative the way that I was forced to be  what it really is is that I feel like what if they unjustly purposefully chose to not work through their shadow stuff and it hurt me and I felt pain and suffering from it  and then they act so "holier than thou" but like I see through it all and I see into their subconscious and I'm like ya'll do not even know yourselves  and then there are the people who do know that they purposefully repressed all of their "bad stuff" into their subconscious and tauntingly act like they are soo much better than everyone else because they do not have to go through pain and suffering like the rest of us because they took a shortcut out of it

 

 

It does suck that you get limitations and obstacles that others didn't have to deal with. For example if you grow up without a parental figure, usually you end up socially fucked in some way. Some lose those close to them early on to death, and it makes it more difficult for them to handle things. Not everyone gets to grow up on some island in Italy, and furthermore when you grow up elsewhere there's usually some genetic baggage that locks people into certain environments. It's not fair, but it's also not the fault of the person who got a better dice roll on where they were born and to who.

 

yeah I think that I need to accept that everyone is on their own unique different life path and to forgive them and accept forgiveness for myself and to let go of trying to control anyone else and let God be in control and not myself

I release this burden and responsibility of feeling like other people who have not done shadow work are cheating to God to take care of

 

and yeah sometimes life at least appears to be unfair and unjust and I do not know all of the reasons why it appears that way  or if it is that way even from a more expansive perspective

 

 

Emphasize what you're good at, don't worry about how others are more lucky in some ways. That's my 2 cents, I can be mad all day about how I was born poor, but after a certain point it's just emotional masturbation.