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Turncoat said: 

Rather than merge, I'd say maybe call on one personal demon at a time rather than flooding and merging with all demons and reptiles. 

Start small maybe? Have you even opted for anything protective in advance, like a protective circle or something? I knew some people who opted for that and candles to address things like college stress. 

no I feel like I can handle anything and I am about to find out  I do not want to shield from any energies because it will unbalance me  I have to become one with all that is  I have to feel it to heal it  I am going to accept all of my darkness and fears into my consciousness

healingqueen said: 

Turncoat said: 

Rather than merge, I'd say maybe call on one personal demon at a time rather than flooding and merging with all demons and reptiles. 

Start small maybe? Have you even opted for anything protective in advance, like a protective circle or something? I knew some people who opted for that and candles to address things like college stress. 

no I feel like I can handle anything

Don't pull an Icarus. 

Turncoat said: 

healingqueen said: 

Turncoat said: 

Rather than merge, I'd say maybe call on one personal demon at a time rather than flooding and merging with all demons and reptiles. 

Start small maybe? Have you even opted for anything protective in advance, like a protective circle or something? I knew some people who opted for that and candles to address things like college stress. 

no I feel like I can handle anything

Don't pull an Icarus. 

 

lol it is happening potentially rip to my soul  I already accepted that they are all a part of myself and I am not going to let my fear of my consciousness being taken over by any of the darker forces subconsciously control me anymore

I am merging with them but staying focused on unconditional love and my connection with God and hopefully unconditional love will transmute them so that they are not keeping me sick anymore

Well, I said my piece anyway. 

Good luck with wherever this goes. 

the true light is going to win beloved Turncoat  well at least in me idk about the rest of y'all because you have to believe in it and want it

lol I can feel all of my boundaries dissolving and it feels both terrifying and exhilarating  this is the bravest most trusting of God thing that I have ever done and trusting people that "oneness" consciousness is supposed to be good for us  and I still do not fully understand oneness consciousness but I can sense that the understanding is coming

my fears are telling me that what I am doing is stupid and that I am an idiot and retarded and will probably end up possessed but like is it worth the risk to try to heal myself  yes to me it is

I have let fear control my life my entire life and I am done I am too exhausted to carry on the way that I was

the death and rebirth of the shaman  I am sacrificing myself to the spirits  well to God primarly though because I trust God the most

if this goes wrong though I am soo fucked