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I think that you are right I think that I have to have both of my dark and light balanced to be able to heal and to heal other people but I am scared  I probably will not have to be in human consciousness forever and can transcend to higher realms eventually  (or return to if I came from)  but I am in human consciousness right now and I need to accept this

I was trying to purify myself from all darkness / uncomfortableness yesterday and my roommates ended up almost killing each other last night and I had no idea how to help them soo I am really reconsidering some of my beliefs about healing

I think that am going to have to merge with them ooh noooooooooooo

The last time I believed in anything remotely reptilian was deep into an episode during it's first major peak. 

Personally, I think the fact that you are still seeing them as "Demons" makes it sound like you don't want this to happen. 

Turncoat said: 

The last time I believed in anything remotely reptilian was deep into an episode during it's first major peak. 

Personally, the fact that you are still seeing them as "Demons" makes it sound like you don't want this to happen. 

I do not (or maybe my ego does not) but I want to do what is best for me and for everyone else soo should I do it anyway ?

healingqueen said: 

Turncoat said: 

The last time I believed in anything remotely reptilian was deep into an episode during it's first major peak. 

Personally, the fact that you are still seeing them as "Demons" makes it sound like you don't want this to happen. 

 

I do not (or maybe my ego does not) but I want to do what is best for me and for everyone else soo should I do it anyway ?

 

 

isn't not accepting them keeping them repressed in my subconscious and in control of me instead of the other way around ?

healingqueen said: 

Turncoat said: 

The last time I believed in anything remotely reptilian was deep into an episode during it's first major peak. 

Personally, the fact that you are still seeing them as "Demons" makes it sound like you don't want this to happen. 

I do not (or maybe my ego does not) but I want to do what is best for me and for everyone else soo should I do it anyway ?

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isn't not accepting them keeping them repressed in my subconscious and in control of me instead of the other way around ?

I would still say you're better off working on reinforcing your own foundation first. 

It is good to explore your own personal demons, but if you mean external ones that's another matter. 

Turncoat said: 

healingqueen said: 

Turncoat said: 

The last time I believed in anything remotely reptilian was deep into an episode during it's first major peak. 

Personally, the fact that you are still seeing them as "Demons" makes it sound like you don't want this to happen. 

I do not (or maybe my ego does not) but I want to do what is best for me and for everyone else soo should I do it anyway ?

I would still say you're better off working on reinforcing your own foundation first. 

It is good to explore your own personal demons, but if you mean external ones that's another matter. 

they are inside of me the entire world is inside of me it seems like  everything external is internal tol right ? all is one,  and one is all

Rather than merge, I'd say maybe call on one personal demon at a time rather than flooding and merging with all demons and reptiles. 

Start small maybe? Have you even opted for anything protective in advance, like a protective circle or something? I knew some people who opted for that and candles to address things like college stress.