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healingqueen said: 

Blanc said: 

accepting the things we don't have control over seems hard but its harder to live with the life being sucked out of you trying to control what you can't 

 

I do not know that I cannot master them though  I have a shaman calling and I already spoke to them in trance plus I have a dominant personality and I desire to transform them which I am fully capable of  probably  and I am probably going to have to go through a super long power struggle until I know for sure

 

 

fine you know what I will ignore them for now while I focus on more shamanism training but they are on my radar and so are all forces that contribute to the suffering and torment of humanity  idk if reptilians even exist but maybe they do and if they do I definitely just confronted them the other day and requested that they stop draining humanity lmao

blanc I want heaven on earth do you think that this os a bad thing ?  and spirit just responded but human life is duality based and is supposed to be a balance of light and dark  but what if we evolve out if duality is that possible ?  see I am an idealist and I always want there to be a way to make things better than they are and what if I could contribute to bringing heaven down to earth through my willpower and creativity ? this is the problem with my ego it very much is not a fan of "accepting everything the way that it is"  because it looks at the unfairness in the world like why are some people rich and famous and some people are starving children in third world countries  and then I want to balance everything out and make everything fair and happy for everyone

how am I supposed to talk my ego out of wanting this ?  I do not even know if it is possible to talk my ego out of wanting heaven on earth

healingqueen said: 

blanc I want heaven on earth do you think that this os a bad thing ?  and spirit just responded but human life is duality based and is supposed to be a balance of light and dark  but what if we evolve out if duality is that possible ?  see I am an idealist and I always want there to be a way to make things better than they are and what if I could contribute to bringing heaven down to earth through my willpower and creativity ? this is the problem with my ego it very much is not a fan of "accepting everything the way that it is"  because it looks at the unfairness in the world like why are some people rich and famous and some people are starving children in third world countries  and then I want to balance everything out and make everything fair and happy for everyone

 

how am I supposed to talk my ego out of wanting this ?  I do not even know if it is possible to talk my ego out of wanting heaven on earth

 

 

I am an aries with a tiger power animal and somewhat of a god complex for reference

healingqueen said: 

I am an aries with a tiger power animal and somewhat of a god complex for reference

More precisely, you are both an Aries for your Sun and Moon, and a Leo with staggered houses for your Ascendant. 

Your stagger has Gemini and Sagittarius missing, meaning their themes will elude you yet be seen as if generally spread out across everything. 

In exchange you have twice the Leo and Aquarius, at your first and second houses for Leo and your seventh and eighth for Aquarius, lending to those themes blending houses a bit. 

First house is basically one's idea of self-identity, rather than the reality of it (sun + moon), and tends to project as how they expect the world to treat eachother. The second house is one of money and possessions, and tends to show one's spending habits. You have this combined expression in Leo, the pride sign. 

Seventh house by contrast to the First house is closer to how you see others behaving, the sort of behavior you might expect out of peers that otherwise would captivate you further. Eighth house meanwhile is over themes like Taboos, Sex, Life & Death, and other strong, mysterious, or dramatically extreme things. You have these in Aquarius as a blend of the concepts.