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Who is free though? 

no one on this prison planet  lol turncoat remember when I used to post pocahontas and moana songs and you were like "No".  I cannot help it,  I am very European geneticed but my soul is apparently tied to being connected with the earth even though I was cutting myself off from that for a long time because I wanted to leave the planet and leave being a human being entirely but wanting to escape was just leading to more sickness and misery sadly

"Man is born free, but he is everywhere in chains." - Rousseau

everyone has shamanic ancestors though because it was the first form of spirituality practiced by humanity  so I am not just some caucasian woman culturally appropriating  also I am not just a mentally sick person I was given specific empathic abilities to take on the sicknesses of my community that being seemingly America but the entire world too to learn how to heal them which is why my "mental disorder" is like a combination of all of the mental disorders out there i.e. very obviously a shamanic initiation illness  like if I just had one or a couple it would be like not as obvious but no I have experienced them all pretty much  the call of our ancestors is super strong in me and is like hurtling me towards filling myself with the earth wisdom and I am like god please no but also kind of powerless against it and probably pissing off all of the spirits both benevolent and malevolent out there along the way lol  :)  and I don't care because I did not ask for this freaking calling like it is kind of rude to be forced into something

but the more that I piss them off the longer I will stay sick for

I have to deal with it all on my own and make peace with everything on my own no one can do it for me

I'm not proud of this current fake administration. They suck. Wars, money laundering, basic organized crime.

LiYang said: 

I'm not proud of this current fake administration. They suck. Wars, money laundering, basic organized crime.

 Hello, my name is John, I have been sober for 62 years and I am an alcoholic.

I feel sad for not honoring the earth and not honoring the sacredness of life and behaving like such an ungrateful asshole but I was hurting I was in so much pain  of course I would want to try to leave and why would I respect anything that was causing me pain  and I understand now why it is important to be respectful and honor and be grateful but like now I feel like an asshole and I kind of was one and I have to take responsibility for that

K now what are you going to do about it.