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Chaotik said: 

Turncoat said: 

Chaotik said: 

when i do have suicidal thoughts i always come to the conclusion that suicide is worthless and its better to die trying and just go completely fucking bonkers than it is to die quitely hanging from a noose in my closet

Your suffering must not be all that bad then. 🤷

 I don't claim to be a major victim or that my suffering must be the worst, but idk what that has to do with anything. 

For those in the deep end, dying becomes preferable to another day. 

Turncoat said: 

Chaotik said: 

Turncoat said: 

Your suffering must not be all that bad then. 🤷

 I don't claim to be a major victim or that my suffering must be the worst, but idk what that has to do with anything. 

For those in the deep end, dying becomes preferable to another day. 

 Well of course, but do you think this of me? Do you think my wishes for military and other things as a means to self-destruction and suicide and that it's merely a guise of righteousness? something to somehow justify, to facilitate this wish of death I have without being explicit about it?

Chaotik said: 

Turncoat said: 

Chaotik said: 

 I don't claim to be a major victim or that my suffering must be the worst, but idk what that has to do with anything. 

For those in the deep end, dying becomes preferable to another day. 

 Well of course, but do you think this of me? Do you think my wishes for military and other things as a means to self-destruction and suicide and that it's merely a guise of righteousness? something to somehow justify, to facilitate this wish of death I have without being explicit about it?

But don't you "just exist"?  How could you have those wishes and desires while merely existing?

Buttered Toast said: 

Chaotik said: 

Turncoat said: 

For those in the deep end, dying becomes preferable to another day. 

 Well of course, but do you think this of me? Do you think my wishes for military and other things as a means to self-destruction and suicide and that it's merely a guise of righteousness? something to somehow justify, to facilitate this wish of death I have without being explicit about it?

But don't you "just exist"?  How could you have those wishes and desires while merely existing?

healingqueen said: 

they mad at me  I suppose that I am supposed to be gentle and sweet to them too even though they use and abuse me and hate me  it is frustrating but I get the vibe that I am "supposed to" and held to that standard of like if I am going to choose to be all lovey that it has to be equal to all energies but obviously they know that I am not cool with being drained so much and will take protective measures when I figure out how

 

 

 Girl you are out of your fucking mind call me when you wake the fuck up what drugs are you on? 💅 Smh......

If "waking up" includes not having healing powers I'll pass  this shit is cool af and I kind of feel like an x men I can literally manipulate energy with my mind

don't be jels  I am content with my calling to be a healer thank you  notice how I am not jealously attacking anyone anymore  it is because I have confidence and a purpose in life now that I earned through the gradual dissolving of my ego reliance over spirit reliance  (which was immensely torturous and painful by the way)

demigod stuff  I wouldn't be so prideful about it except for the fact that I had to earn it through years of extreme psychological torture  but spirit always humbles me anyway the more humble I am the better vessel and I am called to help the community instead of using my powers for personal gain or maybe it is just that I understand using the powers selfishly is asking for trouble  if I followed a self serving path of shamanism the spirit realm is going to fuck with me eventually in some way or another and umm I would rather not face that punishment lol not worth it longterm

Am I a ridiculous person if I truly have no desire to be feared by any female that doesn’t work for the government?

Chapo said: 

Am I a ridiculous person if I truly have no desire to be feared by any female that doesn’t work for the government?

Do you feel like a ridiculous person for not desiring that? 

healingqueen said: 

If "waking up" includes not having healing powers I'll pass  this shit is cool af and I kind of feel like an x men I can literally manipulate energy with my mind

don't be jels  I am content with my calling to be a healer thank you  notice how I am not jealously attacking anyone anymore  it is because I have confidence and a purpose in life now that I earned through the gradual dissolving of my ego reliance over spirit reliance  (which was immensely torturous and painful by the way)

This does qualify at the very least as Harm Reduction.