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they prob have respect for me because I didn't commit suicide even after all of the psychological pressure that they put on me

Honestly I have at least some respect for most people that come here and don’t kill themselves as a result.

Chapo said: 

Honestly I have at least some respect for most people that come here and don’t kill themselves as a result.

 forreal

*proceeds to get bullied by demons in the shower*  lol ego is such a tempting little seductress  "shamanism is stupid you're not even a real shaman you haven't even healed yourself yet  (valid point)  people don't respect shamans anymore they just think that you're crazy too bad it isn't back in the tribal days when people would respect you and make you their leader you suck so much"  :p

this bullying isn't even that bad it could be so much worse

well i guess if you revealed vulnerable private info about yourself sure, but i cant imagine anyone here pressuring me to kill myself, i exist in my own rambling bubble. even then, when i do have suicidal thoughts i always come to the conclusion that suicide is worthless and its better to die trying and just go completely fucking bonkers than it is to die quitely hanging from a noose in my closet, and most of my suicidal thoughts aren't even entirely from sadness, its out of of disgust and rage against those around me, and my albeit rude and cruel way of thinking of murdering myself and having my dead bleeding carcass lay on the flor for them to discover and cry, and deal with it, to get TRAUMATIZED by it.

but I know I am destined for grander things than a fate as shitty as THAT

healingqueen said: 

they mad at me  I suppose that I am supposed to be gentle and sweet to them too even though they use and abuse me and hate me  it is frustrating but I get the vibe that I am "supposed to" and held to that standard of like if I am going to choose to be all lovey that it has to be equal to all energies but obviously they know that I am not cool with being drained so much and will take protective measures when I figure out how

 

 

 Do they have names?

Chaotik said: 

when i do have suicidal thoughts i always come to the conclusion that suicide is worthless and its better to die trying and just go completely fucking bonkers than it is to die quitely hanging from a noose in my closet

Your suffering must not be all that bad then. 🤷

Turncoat said: 

Chaotik said: 

when i do have suicidal thoughts i always come to the conclusion that suicide is worthless and its better to die trying and just go completely fucking bonkers than it is to die quitely hanging from a noose in my closet

Your suffering must not be all that bad then. 🤷

 

 I don't claim to be a major victim or that my suffering must be the worst, but idk what that has to do with anything. My goals in life, and what I wish to do remain the same.