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I see it more like a balancing act, where even too much of a good thing can oversaturate and twist it. 

For good to be perceived one must also know bad, for comfort to be known one must also know toil. It gives a stronger sense of Relativism and with it a Humbler appreciation for even the simple things. 

By my findings at least, those who seek only one thing will always be disappointed over how it is not enough. 

Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
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0 votes RE: so I am being initiated into shamanism but they have to train me

I see it more like a balancing act, where even too much of a good thing can oversaturate and twist it. 

For good to be perceived one must also know bad, for comfort to be known one must also know toil. It gives a stronger sense of Relativism and with it a Humbler appreciation for even the simple things. 

By my findings at least, those who seek only one thing will always be disappointed over how it is not enough. 

 

seeking to be free of demonic energy drain is first of all not the only goal that I have and second of all,  I do not see how raising my vibration takes away from all that I have learned from the time that I spent being barely connected to source energy and experiencing a mostly lower vibrational perspective on life

 

the lessons and subconscious memories remain,  but the emotional energies of the traumas are released so that you are able to move forward healed and experience the fullness and wholeness of not having a fragmented soul

 

 

last edit on 2/3/2023 10:54:20 PM
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You at every turn have had a mindset to focus plainly on only "Love", even during your shadow work chapter. This has me feel that the fixation on the good is much of why the bad hits as strongly as it does, like Feast or Famine. 

This is why I tend to have my totem goal be closer to "Comfort", as that can work on ridding of problems in the self without taking it too far. Rather than need to be the best at something I've had it become more of a goal to see how to be okay with where I am, and see if there is room for growth from there. 

If something makes me uncomfortable, it is also easier to work through when compared to words such as Love and Hate. Words of Black and White gives the room to entrap passion and hold it prisoner. 

It is also much of what I want out of those who are around me, but sometimes to reach comfort a snag or knot must be worked through, like massage. Something as simple as sharing food or showing that you thought of someone can ease a lot of tension, and rub off on their later interactions with the rest of the world. 

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last edit on 2/3/2023 10:59:57 PM
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0 votes RE: so I am being initiated into shamanism but they have to train me

You at every turn have had a mindset to focus plainly on only "Love", even during your shadow work chapter. This has me feel that the fixation on the good is much of why the bad hits as strongly as it does, like Feast or Famine. 

This is why I tend to have my totem goal be closer to "Comfort", as that can work on ridding of problems in the self without taking it too far. Rather than need to be the best at something I've had it become more of a goal to see how to be okay with where I am, and see if there is room for growth from there. 

If something makes me uncomfortable, it is also easier to work through when compared to words such as Love and Hate. Words of Black and White gives the room to entrap passion and hold it prisoner. 

It is also much of what I want out of those who are around me, but sometimes to reach comfort a snag or knot must be worked through, like massage. Something as simple as sharing food or showing that you thought of someone can ease a lot of tension, and rub off on their later interactions with the rest of the world. 

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I am a fan of love and higher vibrations  (which do not "need darkness" to exist and be enjoyable by the way but the darkness can be used to have more of an understanding of itself)-  trauma often fragments the human soul and it is unhealthy  the normal human life is not meant to be lived unhealed but everyone has some level of soul fragmenting unless they heal themselves or have healing work done on them  but most have simply adapted to living traumatized and fragmented

 

seeking health and wholeness is natural and normal and I am unsure of how humanity got itself into the state that it is in  but I will probably be given insight about this in the future

 

 

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furthermore,  while you can choose to strive to maintain comfort in your life as a goal,  it is pretty weird to try to criticize someone for prioritizing health and wholeness instead

 

feel free to continue to be your weird self though   🤷‍♀️  ?

 

 

last edit on 2/3/2023 11:42:23 PM
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Would you say Comfort is bad? 

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embrace the demonic energy instead

Are you READY ? Are you SQUARE ?!

Are you on the square?
Are you on the level?
Are you ready to swear right here, right now
Before the devil
That you're on the square
That you're on the level
That you're ready to stand right here, right now
Right here, right now

 

ARE YOU?

Cheery bye!
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0 votes RE: so I am being initiated into shamanism but they have to train me

Would you say Comfort is bad? 

 

no not at all,  but growth as human beings can often require us to step out of our comfort zones  I am happy for you that you are comfortable  many people find it difficult to remain comfortable

 

and I appreciate the monks and yogis across the world maintaining their peaceful vibes as long as they are helping teach other people how to heal too  meditating and responding to situations with lovingkindness can help heal trauma and integrate fragmented parts of yourself as long as those parts are not lost in the subconscious realm or being held captive by other people or entities  (if they are-  this is where the shamanic practice of soul retrieval comes in where the shaman tracks down and returns these lost parts to you)

 

 

last edit on 2/4/2023 1:01:17 AM
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0 votes RE: so I am being initiated into shamanism but they have to train me

Would you say Comfort is bad? 

no not at all,  but growth as human beings can often require us to step out of our comfort zones  I am happy for you that you are comfortable  many people find it difficult to remain comfortable

Wouldn't you have to find your comfort zone first to then step out of it? 

I also wouldn't say I am comfortable so much as more comfortable than I used to be. More of it is about self-maintenance strategies. 

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last edit on 2/4/2023 1:03:32 AM
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0 votes RE: so I am being initiated into shamanism but they have to train me

and it might be possible to heal yourself completely through enough meditation without ever needing shamanic work done but I am not sure but I personally do not have enough patience for that  it could take a loong time without entering a different realm  there might be other energy healing techniques that could accomplish the same results as shamanic work but I am not aware of them yet

 

 

last edit on 2/4/2023 1:11:35 AM
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