So who is it going to be?
So you figure that you would be paying the hotel bullshit fee in this situation?
I wasn't really thinking about it financially until your point about "a pretty good reason not to" over how relationships either became combined expenses, paying for our own things, or going dutch if we felt like sharing off each others' plates. Even when expenses hit whoever I was with's wallet rather than my own I felt like it was still a bad thing.
I'm guessing it'd have to happen towards the end of your stay if no one plans to do anything about it, otherwise you're sitting in a room with piss for the rest of your stay. Not sure how I feel about putting hotel staff through piss cleanup, seems a little embarrassing. Sympathetically speaking I've had to clean toilets as a part of my job before, but in their shoes, carrying piss laden blankets from a stranger might be the line.
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So who is it going to be?
Everyone except Chapo.
So who is it going to be?
Everyone except Chapo.
I’ll believe it when I see it.
So who is it going to be?
Everyone except Chapo.
I’ll believe it when I see it.
What does that mean?
As in you don't think they don't want you, or that someone gross is going to "ORLY???" as a part of 'everyone'?
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So who is it going to be?
Everyone except Chapo.
I’ll believe it when I see it.
What does that mean?
As in you don't think they don't want you, or that someone gross is going to "ORLY???" as a part of 'everyone'?
Would be pretty surprised to see them do this with anyone lol. Prove me wrong and show me the stab wounds.
So who is it going to be?
Everyone except Chapo.
I’ll believe it when I see it.
What does that mean?
As in you don't think they don't want you, or that someone gross is going to "ORLY???" as a part of 'everyone'?Would be pretty surprised to see them do this with anyone lol. Prove me wrong and show me the stab wounds.
All in good time.
AliceInWonderland said:I really like sexual aesthetics and am a total pervert to some degree, I desire to try everything.I'm less so, I don't really dig feces, piss, or anything generally unsanitary within that range, and there are a lot of life paths I will never truly understand beyond witnessing others going through it. It's super neat to see it, and some can even be fun to mesh into, but there are definitely incompatible kink styles out there for me and a lot of it's more about their nature than their interests, which has them fall into themes even without me scoping them out.
I know what I like and I like it a lot, and I desire to explore it further. Seeing how other people react to the experience has also remained novel, it doesn't get old.
Is there anything you've been wanting to try that you've yet to experience? Something that's been bouncing around in you head for a long time that just never happened?
I have only seen you date girls but you talk about dicks as if you might like them, at least you seem to appreciate them or have opinions on what makes a nice cock. Do you like guys? Have you ever been with one?
I am not sure I will like everything but I have a deep urge to experience it at least once so that I know that its like - the more primal and raw the better.So I take it none of the silly LARP some turn this scene into? There's some weak ass shit out there trying to act like they're on the same tier, acting all weird about signing contracts and following specific scripts. Some practically spend the entire time talking, getting off repeatedly on the same old knots in their brains rather than exploring the senses.
It becomes like passionless theater, a weird B Movie or some Vampire the Masquerade bullshit, rather than something artistic and experimental like 70s film. When it's real, it's in their body language like a mouse trap.
I don't want to experience theater, I want to experience the raw inputs and outputs of whatever the sexual context is. If Peach is cutting me I want to feel her moving the blade against my skin. I want to react to that feeling. I want her to react to my reaction. That's the experience.
Being verbal during sex can heighten the experience as it allows you to shape the experience into different contexts. However, its hot when its not something you are saying or reading like a script but rather statements pouring out of you based on your real attachment to them.
Luckily Peach has played a big role in me actually being able to actualize a lot of it, at least those things that have to do with masochism and feeling like a Alpha Chad while slamming her into orgasms.Do you mean topping once you're all pain-zombied?
Not necessarily, I can top and really enjoy it without going pain-zombie. We have a lot of normal sex too.
However, topping after pain-zombie mode leads to some really intense primal feelings. Peach likes to cum, so after torturing me it almost always leads to really hardcore sex you just disappear into deeper than normal topping. In those moments we are always louder and more exhausted after ward. I imagine if someone was watching it'd look crazy given I end bleeding all over her if knifes were involved.
We've only just become open to the idea of actualizing everything we fantasize about that would necessarily involve others.
In relation to this actual thread topic if you'd like we probably would meet up with you the next time we are traveling near Ohio. To not seems like a missed opportunity given your exact mapping between pain and pleasure. However, as you know from the other instance we almost met I am very cautious.I'm totally up for it and if nothing comes of it it's fine. If in person it's just hanging out and nothing else happens then that's the vibe, and if meeting up ends up not happening at all, that sucks, but I get it.
Cool.
We'd need somewhere to go though, it couldn't be at my folks place. They're fairly accepting people when it comes to talking about things, but some of my behavior disturbs them a bit to think about. 😅
Peach and i would just end up getting a hotel, so that resolves the issue.
How open are your parents in general? I have always enjoyed really chill parents, they are so easy to talk to because you really don't need a filter in front of them. Some of my closest relationships have been with parents of friends and exs for this reason.
AliceInWonderland said:I really like sexual aesthetics and am a total pervert to some degree, I desire to try everything.I'm less so, I don't really dig feces, piss, or anything generally unsanitary within that range, and there are a lot of life paths I will never truly understand beyond witnessing others going through it. It's super neat to see it, and some can even be fun to mesh into, but there are definitely incompatible kink styles out there for me and a lot of it's more about their nature than their interests, which has them fall into themes even without me scoping them out.
I know what I like and I like it a lot, and I desire to explore it further. Seeing how other people react to the experience has also remained novel, it doesn't get old.Is there anything you've been wanting to try that you've yet to experience? Something that's been bouncing around in you head for a long time that just never happened?
Well now knives, still flipped out about it but that photo is really inviting.
I like pain a lot, if it can be presented to me in forms I haven't tried I am really open to trying it for the most part as long as it doesn't lend to permanent mutilation (like a spike in the crotch or something).
A lot of it otherwise tends to be more about the people than the deed. I can go through the same thing through five different people and report it as being nothing like one-another. It's Psychology in the Physical, I get a lot out of it as long as it's not dry and routine.
I like pain a lot, if it can be presented to me in forms I haven't tried I am really open to trying it for the most part as long as it doesn't lend to permanent mutilation (like a spike in the crotch or something).
A lot of it otherwise tends to be more about the people than the deed. I can go through the same thing through five different people and report it as being nothing like one-another. It's Psychology in the Physical, I get a lot out of it as long as it's not dry and routine.
I have only seen you date girls but you talk about dicks as if you might like them, at least you seem to appreciate them or have opinions on what makes a nice cock. Do you like guys? Have you ever been with one?
I've seen my share of human body parts from changing rooms during theater productions, you don't always have time to be modest when you're cue is coming up and the changing rooms more often than not were co-ed. I otherwise have watched a lot of porn and have had sex with others having sex in the same room.
Guy stuff's happened, but I tend to get along better with women. In general I'm a lot pickier when it comes to what makes a dude hot, and men overall don't try as hard unless it's just about buff gains or whatever (that being said, being lifted up by someone is pretty hot, regardless of gender). Women also generally smell better, have more nuanced personalities, and as a byproduct of society more to prove which lends to more passionate violent expressions once they get to hitting me.
A lot of why I prefer women is mostly mental, I see a lot about a person based on their expression, how they say things more often than what they're saying, but guys from the stomach-line down (with decent biceps) can be pretty sexy even with a butterface. A lot of what makes me prefer women is more a matter of culture, and a lot of what has me accept men is over them overcoming their T-Poisining in a profound way.
Guy stuff's happened, but I tend to get along better with women. In general I'm a lot pickier when it comes to what makes a dude hot, and men overall don't try as hard unless it's just about buff gains or whatever (that being said, being lifted up by someone is pretty hot, regardless of gender). Women also generally smell better, have more nuanced personalities, and as a byproduct of society more to prove which lends to more passionate violent expressions once they get to hitting me.
A lot of why I prefer women is mostly mental, I see a lot about a person based on their expression, how they say things more often than what they're saying, but guys from the stomach-line down (with decent biceps) can be pretty sexy even with a butterface. A lot of what makes me prefer women is more a matter of culture, and a lot of what has me accept men is over them overcoming their T-Poisining in a profound way.
Being verbal during sex can heighten the experience as it allows you to shape the experience into different contexts. However, its hot when its not something you are saying or reading like a script but rather statements pouring out of you based on your real attachment to them.
I tend to prefer that stuff during foreplay, or as part of the attack. Something like being called a slut while being struck is different from just being struck silently, moreso from how they're saying it than the words themselves (and the insult is oddly empowering during sex?).
Luckily Peach has played a big role in me actually being able to actualize a lot of it, at least those things that have to do with masochism and feeling like a Alpha Chad while slamming her into orgasms.Do you mean topping once you're all pain-zombied?Not necessarily, I can top and really enjoy it without going pain-zombie. We have a lot of normal sex too.However, topping after pain-zombie mode leads to some really intense primal feelings. Peach likes to cum, so after torturing me it almost always leads to really hardcore sex you just disappear into deeper than normal topping. In those moments we are always louder and more exhausted after ward. I imagine if someone was watching it'd look crazy given I end bleeding all over her if knifes were involved.
The moment after can be kind of nuts sometimes, the whole "Wait did we do that?" thing like looking at a crime scene.
We've only just become open to the idea of actualizing everything we fantasize about that would necessarily involve others.
In relation to this actual thread topic if you'd like we probably would meet up with you the next time we are traveling near Ohio. To not seems like a missed opportunity given your exact mapping between pain and pleasure. However, as you know from the other instance we almost met I am very cautious.I'm totally up for it and if nothing comes of it it's fine. If in person it's just hanging out and nothing else happens then that's the vibe, and if meeting up ends up not happening at all, that sucks, but I get it.
Cool.
We'd need somewhere to go though, it couldn't be at my folks place. They're fairly accepting people when it comes to talking about things, but some of my behavior disturbs them a bit to think about. 😅
Peach and i would just end up getting a hotel, so that resolves the issue.
Cool, I can try to chip in a bit or find some other ways to balance things out. This could be a lot of fun even outside of anything sexual if we decide on any movies or whatever, and even if nothing happens I can still play the role of pincushion in the name of clothed science, like having a few bites on the arm or something to show what I've been talking about.
How open are your parents in general? I have always enjoyed really chill parents, they are so easy to talk to because you really don't need a filter in front of them. Some of my closest relationships have been with parents of friends and exs for this reason.
They're both very conversational but over different areas. The two of them together are a bit of an odd couple (as in opposites in many regards) but meet in the middle over a lot of things with me effectively picking up enough from each to become some weirdly consolidated BDSM-Thespian in the center of it. They also both play videogames which was a nice bonus when I was growing up.
For the most part I can talk to them about anything, the question tends to be moreover if they will understand it. I for instance was able to go on about BDSM-ish stuff with them able to tell me stories about people they knew when they were younger and stuff, and our talks tend to be very frank rather than feeling like we have to tiptoe around things. If there's an argument, save for some occasional baggage, even if there's tone it tends to be resolved that day. They know that passion is a momentary thing and that the long term is what counts, and in many respects that's helped them pull through a lot of things and adapt to eachother when others might have drifted further apart.
They've served as a good model for a couple when it comes to compromise and longevity, and I can hold a conversation with them which is rare when a lot of people are wired to be pretty slow. My traits came from somewhere, so they are pretty wired and chatty too.
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