I might have mpd and alter personalities (but they all still have my same name and gender soo Idk) but I still am aware of my overall opinion of a person, even if different alters express different opinions and usually the opposite of my usual opinion of the person is a sarcastic opinion expressed by a different alter
I might have mpd and alter personalities (but they all still have my same name and gender soo Idk) but I still am aware of my overall opinion of a person, even if different alters express different opinions and usually the opposite of my usual opinion of the person is a sarcastic opinion expressed by a different alter
This to me reads as your cope for otherwise feeling embarrassed over your attraction, then externalizing that shame into aggression against the source of your weakness.
It's classic value/devalue, in time you'll respect that he has this strong of an effect on you and find him sexy again. Following that you will feel embarrassed once more and the cycle will continue.
yoo I acted as my own therapist and solved my problem guys and I'm super calm now https://sociopathcommunity.com/Forum/Topic/25658/1/ugly-repulsive-people-exist-and-it-is-part-of-reality#post172272
