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and I do not feel in control of this aspect of myself

like I understand why people like Spatial mind think of me as "bad",  but what he does not realize is that I do not feel in control over men becoming obsessed with me and I actually genuinely try to target men who I hope would be emotionally unavailable enough to not fall into obsession with me,  but now that hope is falling apart right before my eyes with the Omari flirting with me thing that happened

and I do not even remember why I was angry at anyone including random social media influencers and stuff like that,  I think that it was all christian programming of seeing everyone who sins as "bad" but that programming has completely wore off of me lately

Finally, the devaluing stage of BPD, thank you.

edit lol

edit grey rock the toxic abuser

edit grey rock the toxic abuser  *protects sacred super empath energy*  :p