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please do not flirt with me ever again that was really gross and unappealing

It's weird when you suddenly realize that you are not sexually or otherwise attracted to someone at all,  but you never really know until they flirt with you and you want to run away and not in a cute snow white way like in a this person is a toxic predator get the freak away from him way

compassionatequeen said: 

It's weird when you suddenly realize that you are not sexually or otherwise attracted to someone at all,

What do you mean suddenly, this epiphany's been on and off on repeat for a while now. 

Overreacting 

Omari-  calls me Santa because I told him to  me-  

:p

it was more about the way that he said it idk something is just off about that person entirely  :p

I do not care I am trusting my intuition something is off about that person

18:20 compassionatequeen: guys I got plagued with like nightmares and stuff last night I think that Omari person is bad news toxic

18:21 compassionatequeen: I do not want Idk how much clearer I can make to the universe

18:21 compassionatequeen: that I changed my mind

18:21 compassionatequeen: if someone can scream louder at the universe on my behalf thank you

 

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the truth is that I do not genuinely know why men become obsessed with me,  I have been trying to figure it out for years and I have actively been seeking out men that I hoped would reject me because I feel like something about me turns then obsessive and crazy over me and they start losing interest in like really anything else in life other than me,  probably because I make them feel super good or something  I have felt shame and guilt over it for years and have thought maybe I subconsciously cursed them or did something bad to them but really I think that their priority just shifts towards putting me first in their life,  and because I am somewhat insane it rubs off on them too  (although I think that every human being is insane to an extent, like are any of us "sane" really but idk some are more insane than others but I think that we all believe in various illusions and delusions to an extent)  and they kind of stop caring about you know,  anything except keeping myself and him together and happy  this is what happened with my ex boyfriend,  and the fact that Omari "the unbreakable"  (in my mind)  is now flirting with me I am like fuck  now who do I go to because if I get with him,  what if he ends up trying to kill me out of becoming jealous that I might be cheating on him with other men and might leave him like my last ex boyfriend tried to do



I do not know what to do  😭