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tl;dr  If you actually want me to feel better and become mentally healthier,  then stop fucking trying to scapegoat me

karma is not a bitch,  she is the truth

and if my biggest crime against humanity,  my karma that I have not paid for yet-  is making poop jokes on the internet and you want to attempt to label me as "a bad person" for that,  then maybe it is time for you to examine yourself as a person

In a pouty mood whatever lol,  ultimately I can free my own self from y'alls stuff lol soo do what thou willest but do not come crying to me when there are consequences acting like I did not warn y'all  I am not karma incarnate,  but I am intuitive and I do not think that worshipping bullies and narcissism is going to end well for us as a species so I am not going to participate

and I am not pro New World Order  (anymore,  I used to be because I was fucking pissed at everyone for a long time),  I am pro humanity evolving past its violence against itself nature  and unfortunately I cannot force that to happen  but by golly if I could I would because I am sick of all of this violence against each other shit and it feels freaking wrong in my spirit

compassionatequeen said: 

I am going through some healing lately and self-identifying as a siren is not true or helpful for my self-esteem,  especially as I was born from human parents and not the ocean or the air Lmao

 

I really need to stop feeding my borderline pd traited urge to blame myself for all of the problems of the world or for men "losing their minds and going crazy" over me  Idk why I do this and I really need to stop like what the hell ?  just because I do not support their narcissistic grandiose view of themselves does not make me a bad person,  it makes me fucking honest and a realist  like time to come down from delusional land guys,  and if you hate me for giving you an honest perception of yourself where you are not just soo immaculate then get over yourself,  because trying to blame me as the one with the problem for seeing the truth for what it is is not going to make me feel bad about myself anymore because I am not going to let it make me feel bad about myself anymore

 

got it ?

compassionatequeen said: 

yeah I am I have an interest in mythology,  I love mythology because fantasy is one of my strategies for dealing with emotional pain

compassionatequeen said: 

the way that I feel is that if you act like a mean lying bully,  why should I "worship" you ?  most people out of fear are like oh that person is super abusive and I am scared of what they will do to me if I do not stand up to them,  but me ?  fuck that-  No,  I am going to stand up to them and put them in their place

 

I guess this is why I relate to the concept of "embodying karma" because I freaking refuse to see behaving like a mean lying bully as "being right and good and beautiful"

compassionatequeen said: 

If you want to be "worshipped" by me,  then behave like a good freaking person  and treating women like sex objects or as people who are supposed to take on all of your karmic debt as their own "because they are so sweet and nice and giving and self-sacrificial" when they are actually innocent of it is not behaving like a good freaking person

compassionatequeen said: 

taking on other people's karmic debt is not letting them learn why they should not be behaving like mean lying bullies in the first place,  and there is nothing "good and benevolent" about that  I do not actually cast spells on people Lmao,  I just refuse to take on their karmic debt  and it pisses people off but Idc because I would rather you be pissed and learn why you should not be acting like a mean lying bully,  then for you to continue spreading hatred and abuse throughout humanity

compassionatequeen said: 

when I spread hatred and abuse,  which sometimes I do and especially in the past I have but I am trying to stop,  I always end up feeling horrible because of it and I pay my own karmic debt for it and so should everyone else pay for their own karmic debt

compassionatequeen said: 

tl;dr  If you actually want me to feel better and become mentally healthier,  then stop fucking trying to scapegoat me

compassionatequeen said: 

karma is not a bitch,  she is the truth

compassionatequeen said: 

and if my biggest crime against humanity,  my karma that I have not paid for yet-  is making poop jokes on the internet and you want to attempt to label me as "a bad person" for that,  then maybe it is time for you to examine yourself as a person

compassionatequeen said: 

In a pouty mood whatever lol,  ultimately I can free my own self from y'alls stuff lol soo do what thou willest but do not come crying to me when there are consequences acting like I did not warn y'all  I am not karma incarnate,  but I am intuitive and I do not think that worshipping bullies and narcissism is going to end well for us as a species so I am not going to participate

compassionatequeen said: 

and I am not pro New World Order  (anymore,  I used to be because I was fucking pissed at everyone for a long time),  I am pro humanity evolving past its violence against itself nature  and unfortunately I cannot force that to happen  but by golly if I could I would because I am sick of all of this violence against each other shit and it feels freaking wrong in my spirit

So much anger, and pain. 

Turncoat said: 

compassionatequeen said: 

I am going through some healing lately and self-identifying as a siren is not true or helpful for my self-esteem,  especially as I was born from human parents and not the ocean or the air Lmao

 

I really need to stop feeding my borderline pd traited urge to blame myself for all of the problems of the world or for men "losing their minds and going crazy" over me  Idk why I do this and I really need to stop like what the hell ?  just because I do not support their narcissistic grandiose view of themselves does not make me a bad person,  it makes me fucking honest and a realist  like time to come down from delusional land guys,  and if you hate me for giving you an honest perception of yourself where you are not just soo immaculate then get over yourself,  because trying to blame me as the one with the problem for seeing the truth for what it is is not going to make me feel bad about myself anymore because I am not going to let it make me feel bad about myself anymore

 

got it ?

compassionatequeen said: 

yeah I am I have an interest in mythology,  I love mythology because fantasy is one of my strategies for dealing with emotional pain

compassionatequeen said: 

the way that I feel is that if you act like a mean lying bully,  why should I "worship" you ?  most people out of fear are like oh that person is super abusive and I am scared of what they will do to me if I do not stand up to them,  but me ?  fuck that-  No,  I am going to stand up to them and put them in their place

 

I guess this is why I relate to the concept of "embodying karma" because I freaking refuse to see behaving like a mean lying bully as "being right and good and beautiful"

compassionatequeen said: 

If you want to be "worshipped" by me,  then behave like a good freaking person  and treating women like sex objects or as people who are supposed to take on all of your karmic debt as their own "because they are so sweet and nice and giving and self-sacrificial" when they are actually innocent of it is not behaving like a good freaking person

compassionatequeen said: 

taking on other people's karmic debt is not letting them learn why they should not be behaving like mean lying bullies in the first place,  and there is nothing "good and benevolent" about that  I do not actually cast spells on people Lmao,  I just refuse to take on their karmic debt  and it pisses people off but Idc because I would rather you be pissed and learn why you should not be acting like a mean lying bully,  then for you to continue spreading hatred and abuse throughout humanity

compassionatequeen said: 

when I spread hatred and abuse,  which sometimes I do and especially in the past I have but I am trying to stop,  I always end up feeling horrible because of it and I pay my own karmic debt for it and so should everyone else pay for their own karmic debt

 

compassionatequeen said: 

tl;dr  If you actually want me to feel better and become mentally healthier,  then stop fucking trying to scapegoat me

compassionatequeen said: 

karma is not a bitch,  she is the truth

compassionatequeen said: 

and if my biggest crime against humanity,  my karma that I have not paid for yet-  is making poop jokes on the internet and you want to attempt to label me as "a bad person" for that,  then maybe it is time for you to examine yourself as a person

compassionatequeen said: 

In a pouty mood whatever lol,  ultimately I can free my own self from y'alls stuff lol soo do what thou willest but do not come crying to me when there are consequences acting like I did not warn y'all  I am not karma incarnate,  but I am intuitive and I do not think that worshipping bullies and narcissism is going to end well for us as a species so I am not going to participate

compassionatequeen said: 

and I am not pro New World Order  (anymore,  I used to be because I was fucking pissed at everyone for a long time),  I am pro humanity evolving past its violence against itself nature  and unfortunately I cannot force that to happen  but by golly if I could I would because I am sick of all of this violence against each other shit and it feels freaking wrong in my spirit

So much anger, and pain. 

yeah because I feel trapped in a mind that I do not even want  (sometimes,  because it is often seen as "problematic"),  and I keep trying to change it to be something different and it keeps being the same in the ways that makes maintaining "normal" social relationships really difficult for me  but I reached a point where I am not really interested in staying in suicidal or depressed mindstates anymore

being neurodivergent sucks  (sometimes)

I mean being human sucks sometimes for everyone,  but still  like some have it less suckier

we are human beings and we have feelings