I have had to fight my own battles for people to accept me for the way that I am, and I have thought for a while that I might have some form of autism there is definitely something different about me but I am not sure what to label it as and I am not talking about the psychosis or borderline pd stuff, there is something else
I have had to fight my own battles for people to accept me for the way that I am, and I have thought for a while that I might have some form of autism there is definitely something different about me but I am not sure what to label it as and I am not talking about the psychosis or borderline pd stuff, there is something else
What are the symptoms of this neurodivergence for you?
I have had to fight my own battles for people to accept me for the way that I am, and I have thought for a while that I might have some form of autism there is definitely something different about me but I am not sure what to label it as and I am not talking about the psychosis or borderline pd stuff, there is something else
What are the symptoms of this neurodivergence for you?
umm, I spend a lot of time alone, like a lot I also seem to have underlying depression going on almost always that makes me feel tired throughout the day and wanting to sleep more than normal I think that depression is the reason, but maybe it is some other underlying cause I am not sure
I also tend to avoid socializing with most people except for a few chosen people that I develop a close almost codependent bond with everyone else I tend to avoid socializing with because I struggle to trust them to not trigger stuff in me that makes me feel bad about myself, like judging me for not living a neurotypical life and for struggling with mental illness you know It really sucks when people act like you want to be different without really getting to know you I did not choose to be different, and I have wished for an easier more neurotypical life plenty of times but so far it is not happening for me
