13:15 Delora: i just wanna feel in control of my body dude
13:15 Delora: i just wanna feel in control of my shit
13:16 Delora: i just had the most fucked dream it was nother flashback i am NOT ok dude i am NOT ok WTF is happening to me
13:16 Delora: im so fucking confused man idk
13:16 Delora: i need help someone please help me fuck it dude
13:19 Delora: this is uncool
13:29 Delora: i am not okay
i need to fucking talk to someone dude this shit is out of control my shit isnt being treated and its getting worse, i have no health insurance and i dont know how to get it, ive tried for years, i know someone here is a therapist can they please help me? im not the best about talking about "feelings" or some shit but holy shit im losing my fucking mind