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there is some kind of war going on to get me to read the bible

on 7/22/2022
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or not read  like I want to read it but there is some really strong force that Satan is probably in control of that is pulling me away

 

I need to figure out why I do not want to read it,  there must be some subconscious blocks that are making reading it not something I look forward to

 

why do I not like reading it  maybe I am scared of change  maybe it is a lack of faith  fear of not measuring up to his standards  fear that he will not transform me  fear that I am going to lose everything and hit rock bottom and find out that my faith was for nothing in the end  okay I know all of my blocks,  so now what ?  

 

 

on 7/22/2022
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I know all of my blocks so now what Jesus please give me wisdom I do not know how to overcome them there is too much fear,  what should I pray for ?  what should I do ?  Idk what to do,  Idk how to want to read the holy scriptures  Idk how to look forward to it and for it to be the highlight of my day like I want it to be,  because I only want it to be be ause I know that would please you,  but I do not want it to be because it is a genuine pleasure to me because I have too many fears about reading that book Heavenly Father

 

that book scares me Heavenly Father

 

 

on 7/22/2022
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that is one big scary book you got there Heavenly Father  :/  It scares me and I do not want to read it  😭  Idk what to do please give me wisdom help me speak me reveal yourself to me  😭  please be close to me again,  please give me another vision let me know you are still near to me please do something Idk

 

 

on 7/22/2022
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I confess to committing the sins against You of not wanting to read the bible I wish that you would just talk to me in visions and stuff

 

 

last edit on 7/22/2022 9:10:48 PM
on 7/22/2022
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I would prefer if we just communicate in visions to each other  that seems romantic and beautiful

 

 

last edit on 7/22/2022 9:11:24 PM
on 7/22/2022
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please forgive me for not wanting to read the bible and cleanse me from all unrighteousness

 

 

on 7/22/2022
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It must not be very important to you if you can't even read the source material. 

No wonder you'd prefer to speak in tongues. 🤣

Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
on 7/22/2022
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-1 votes RE: there is some kind of war going on to get me to read the bible

Really though, I don't see how you are supposed to be helpful to others when you find it easier to quote song lyrics than bible verses. 

Satan wins again. 

Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
on 7/22/2022
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I do not prefer to speak in tongues,  I do not speak in tongues at all lmao

 

 

on 7/22/2022
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I only am a Christian because God told me I am his significant other and that he was going to let Michael do horrible satanic rituals on me if I did not repent  🙎‍♀️😡  at least I am honest,  and I am not a Christian for any other reason than this

 

I am a Christian because of consequences,  If I was not scared of eternal hell Idk if I would have even reconciled with my husband and he knows this  he does not have an easy docile sheep wife  he has a scared as sh** into submission wife

 

 

last edit on 7/22/2022 9:57:20 PM
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