human beings oh my gosh people like this make me want to poop and fart all over this airbnb lady's "super fancy artistic ocd clean loft bedroom" :p
gosh I really do belong in a homeless shelter I hope that I do end up in one eventually and actually survive lol Idk how I would survive being in one that is the problem but God can work miracles............
do people think that Jesus was a degenerate ? because sometimes I feel like a degenerate following after Jesus, but Jesus did not have urges to poop and fart on things out of frustration and pleasurable enjoyment too so Idk
I would probably get a bad rating though and people would stop letting me stay at airbnbs and then I really would have to live in homeless shelters so I won't lmao :p but I still probably will end up living in homeless shelters eventually
I think that I am coming to the realization that I might have serious mental issues
You ought to consider talking to your therapist again.
yeah but I mean specifically valuing the physical piece of art being more important than a human being, like why rent out an airbnb space if you are going to be all paranoid ocd than a person renting that space might break or dirty something like sh** happens and I suppose I am annoyed because I am a pretty ocd clean person in general because I have to be because I have sensitive skin, and even I was feeling "judged" in this particular airbnb like wtf but also this particular airbnb has the landlady person actually living in it unlike all of the other ones that I have lived in
yeah but I mean specifically valuing the physical piece of art being more important than a human being
Exactly, and I support this if I consider the art above a certain tier.
Take for example that monk who burned himself to death, that was a case of a human converting himself into art, and after his death he is still remembered, effectively immortalized.
Even Jesus if we really consider his martyrdom is another case of artistic appreciation, one that resonates with people even now when he could have instead focused on staying alive.
like why rent out an airbnb space if you are going to be all paranoid ocd than a person renting that space might break or dirty something like sh** happens and I suppose I am annoyed because I am a pretty ocd clean person in general because I have to be because I have sensitive skin, and even I was feeling "judged" in this particular airbnb like wtf but also this particular airbnb has the landlady person actually living in it unlike all of the other ones that I have lived in
How are you even affording AirBnB right now?
obviously most of my life has (except for the time periods that I was employed at various jobs in the past like before six years ago) always been paid for by third party charitable donations :p usually my mother and also I have a mental health disability income
obviously most of my life has (except for the time periods that I was employed at various jobs in the past like before six years ago) always been paid for by third party charitable donations :p usually my mother and also I have a mental health disability income
AirBnB is pricey as fuck though.
