100 percent of it you creep
I'm just wondering over how you may have begun to presume that you must have faced abuse you cannot remember from the possibility being suggested to you, just like the 90s therapy concerns went on about.
This is why professional therapists are not meant to suggest what is wrong with their patient, at least to their faces, until it's confirmable from more than one area.
Considering that you have also reported a phenomenon known online as 'psychic sex' with Satan and a few people, and that you report seeing divine beings, that people like myself (and Delora apparently) won't immediately believe your claims of paternal molestation without something more concrete than "I don't remember but it must be the case!".
So far your proof is just that he's left the country and that you have a foggy idea that maybe this happened to you in spite of you not remembering it over some sort of evidence you won't discuss. This is why I ask if the evidence is physical or spiritual, like if you have a journal on this or something, as for all you know it could have been some random uncle, a stranger, a classmate, anyone you encountered if you can't even remember it well enough.