Blanc said:I’m trying.
Have you tried making it more like a dialogue?
she likes to talk. a lot. (but this is not necessarily a bad thing it is just an observation and sometimes it is overwhelming to read everything that she has to say because there is so much and I am just scanning for the overall summary and sometimes it is hare to find in those huge walls of text :p) she likes to use as many words to describe events as possible, and meanwhile I try to sum everything up for the most part It's interesting to see the differences in personalities
The problem for me is moreover how she wants attention and socialization but doesn't actually listen to other people. It becomes a blatant lack of reciprocity, attention whoring in general is otherwise fine to me when it's done right.
The conversation always ends up entirely one-sided, and even trying to ask questions about it has it met with nothing constructive.
Blanc, you're monologuing instead of contributing to the discussion.
I’ve had a lot happen, it’s a lot to catch people up on?
I didn’t know people were so involved or like, noticed.
But, like. Okay I wasn’t quite ready to have this conversation and I don’t know how to exactly? Share this with all of you.
I’m trying.
but also I am slightly busy lately I have like millions of things I am working on or doing so i like, I’m trying to just get it all out as succinctly as possible in away that makes sense or can be understandable?
And then just like getting it done so I can continue on with things I am working on today. I have to go to work essentially. Lol
so I’m just like okay let me write this out really quick. I don’t mean to be like rude by monolouing I just don’t fully have time at this exact moment for a conversation thoight I am totally open to doing so, if anyone, even wanted to lol I just, I only have 15 minutes here and 15 minutes there to spare I have a lot going on lately but I hear you
I don’t mean to be rude, yeah, we can have a conversation ok I will break it down into bitnsize pieces that’s fine I can work with that. Sorry lol
it’s just a lot and I’m new to having these kind of conversations… I’m new to talking about this
Some people are essential workers. Others are "essentially workers"
i have a new one
she made a thread called 'writing about me and tryps romance'
in this thread she claims to be doing a nostagic recounting of her happier times with trip, in reality she is trying to humiliate him, probably because he has been talking about why people on this forum compare her to amber heard and the actual similarities between the two.
she tells us how he took horse tranquilisers and ran into a wall, knocking himself out. this is just fucking embarrassing and she knows it. she talks about how he'd vomit constantly, into a bag and then continue drinking. this is disgusting lol. she talks about him being a junkie and sitting outside in the freezing cold too high to feel that this can be dangerous.
she talks about how uncomfortable he was in fancy restaurants, how he was awkward, cos he's poor. she is reminding him here that he is a brown bagger and she is the princess who knows which fork to use and how to conduct herself around rich folk. she says he just wanted the 'simple' things like walmart chocolate, he seemed to know this poor ppl food so well and knew all the best ones.
i felt the thread was harmful as intended, and clearly trip wasn't ok with it thus his comments 'whyyy have you made this thread -______-' and talking about wanting privacy.