yeah, I have found myself to be a bad influence on the church people so I am quarantining until I am healthier and less demonically oppressed
I also sabotage myself like this.
You're afraid that you're too evil and lead people to a place they can't return from.
That's about all we have in common, but yeah, I get it.
You should try to see it as a punishment. Make people feel better, to repent for your sins. Cutting yourself off from people is actually you taking the easy way out. It's a cop-out.
umm No incorrect it is temporary, if it was a cop out I would plan to never return