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0 votes RE: 'which is why I am kind of quarantining myself from the Church'
Bitch said: 

yeah,  I have found myself to be a bad influence on the church people so I am quarantining until I am healthier and less demonically oppressed

I also sabotage myself like this.

You're afraid that you're too evil and lead people to a place they can't return from.

That's about all we have in common, but yeah, I get it.

You should try to see it as a punishment. Make people feel better, to repent for your sins. Cutting yourself off from people is actually you taking the easy way out. It's a cop-out.

 

umm No incorrect it is temporary, if it was a cop out I would plan to never return

 

 

last edit on 5/21/2022 6:20:35 PM
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0 votes RE: 'which is why I am kind of quarantining myself from the Church'

Just seems like an excuse, I don't imagine you actually corrupting anyone from the church and if you could then they have a weak connection to the faith in the first place. 

Leaving the church, much like when we heard of this from Spatial, tends to denote not wanting to feel judged by those around them while not wanting to focus on the ego bruising by making it about them instead. 

lol super inaccurate,  but you can believe whatever you want  :)  I am going to keep this to myself

You're seriously trying to tell me that you've begun corrupting church goers? 

Come on. 

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0 votes RE: 'which is why I am kind of quarantining myself from the Church'

one way that it is very different that Spatial's reasons is that I am quarantining to protect the church from myself,  whereas Spatial does not want to be a part of the Church for hypocritical reasons and because he is judging the church

 

I realized that I was the problem, and not the church and that needed to get myself free from the demonic oppression that I am under before rejoining the church,  unlike Spatial

 

but lart of it too is that my energy is too big and overwhelming for 1) church people to be able to help and 2)  it overwhelms them because I am so big energetically and they are so little energetically, comparatively speaking

 

only God can heal me because my energy is so powerful and extensive and frankly massive,  church people are completely powerless in this regard  at least this has been my experience so far

So the Deliverance didn't heal you I take it? 

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-1 votes RE: 'which is why I am kind of quarantining myself from the Church'
Bitch said: 

Cutting yourself off from people is actually you taking the easy way out. 

Bingo.

She's gone on about social struggles she handles through avoidance before, and this seems to fall into those themes. 

She must fear the church at this point over how they'll potentially tell her, to her face, how she's doing it wrong. Even if her demonic pacts are to be believed this choice would most certainly benefit the demon, and her fear of them could very well be over the demon sending her those thoughts. 

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last edit on 5/21/2022 8:53:54 PM
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0 votes RE: 'which is why I am kind of quarantining myself from the Church'
Bitch said: 

Cutting yourself off from people is actually you taking the easy way out. 

Bingo.

She's gone on about social struggles she handles through avoidance before, and this seems to fall into those themes. 

She must fear the church at this point over how they'll potentially tell her, to her face, how she's doing it wrong. Even if her demonic pacts are to be believed this choice would most certainly benefit the demon, and her fear of them could very well be over the demon sending her those thoughts. 

 

LOL I WAS IN A CELEBRATE RCOVERY PROGRAM BECAUSE I KNEW THAT I WAS NOT DOING ALMOST ANYTHING CORRECTLY

 

freaking idiot

 

It's just that I joined a very hypocritical church that also didn't know what the frick they were doing either,  so I left and am doing some healing on my own and am then going to join a church that is more Jesus-like and less hypocritical

 

hypocrisy is retarded and annoying at the end of the day

 

 

last edit on 5/21/2022 9:19:19 PM
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0 votes RE: 'which is why I am kind of quarantining myself from the Church'

Christianity isn't about having to be a certain level of "perfect" to be saved,  and you do not even have to do anything right

 

Jesus would just prefer it,  essentially,  but you still have freewill even as a Christian until you leave this world and move on into the new eternal life where sinning doesn't even exist anymore

 

 

last edit on 5/21/2022 9:22:38 PM
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-1 votes RE: 'which is why I am kind of quarantining myself from the Church'
Bitch said: 

Cutting yourself off from people is actually you taking the easy way out. 

Bingo.

She's gone on about social struggles she handles through avoidance before, and this seems to fall into those themes. 

She must fear the church at this point over how they'll potentially tell her, to her face, how she's doing it wrong. Even if her demonic pacts are to be believed this choice would most certainly benefit the demon, and her fear of them could very well be over the demon sending her those thoughts. 

LOL I WAS IN A CELEBRATE RCOVERY PROGRAM BECAUSE I KNEW THAT I WAS NOT DOING ALMOST ANYTHING CORRECTLY

And now you're finding excuses to leave. 

It's just that I joined a very hypocritical church that also didn't know what the frick they were doing either,  so I left and am doing some healing on my own and am then going to join a church that is more Jesus-like and less hypocritical

Oh yes, blame the entire church, it's all of their fault that you're struggling. 

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0 votes RE: 'which is why I am kind of quarantining myself from the Church'
Bitch said: 

Cutting yourself off from people is actually you taking the easy way out. 

Bingo.

She's gone on about social struggles she handles through avoidance before, and this seems to fall into those themes. 

She must fear the church at this point over how they'll potentially tell her, to her face, how she's doing it wrong. Even if her demonic pacts are to be believed this choice would most certainly benefit the demon, and her fear of them could very well be over the demon sending her those thoughts. 

LOL I WAS IN A CELEBRATE RCOVERY PROGRAM BECAUSE I KNEW THAT I WAS NOT DOING ALMOST ANYTHING CORRECTLY

And now you're finding excuses to leave. 

It's just that I joined a very hypocritical church that also didn't know what the frick they were doing either,  so I left and am doing some healing on my own and am then going to join a church that is more Jesus-like and less hypocritical

Oh yes, blame the entire church, it's all of their fault that you're struggling. 

 

I just said earlier that I did not blame them you retard,  I still take full responsibility for my own behaviors and decisions even while knowing that the blind cannot lead the blind into any sort of genuine healing

 

you need to be institutionalized and force fed mental help

 

 

last edit on 5/21/2022 9:32:00 PM
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0 votes RE: 'which is why I am kind of quarantining myself from the Church'
Bitch said: 

Cutting yourself off from people is actually you taking the easy way out. 

Bingo.

She's gone on about social struggles she handles through avoidance before, and this seems to fall into those themes. 

She must fear the church at this point over how they'll potentially tell her, to her face, how she's doing it wrong. Even if her demonic pacts are to be believed this choice would most certainly benefit the demon, and her fear of them could very well be over the demon sending her those thoughts. 

LOL I WAS IN A CELEBRATE RCOVERY PROGRAM BECAUSE I KNEW THAT I WAS NOT DOING ALMOST ANYTHING CORRECTLY

And now you're finding excuses to leave. 

It's just that I joined a very hypocritical church that also didn't know what the frick they were doing either,  so I left and am doing some healing on my own and am then going to join a church that is more Jesus-like and less hypocritical

Oh yes, blame the entire church, it's all of their fault that you're struggling. 

I just said that I did not blame them you retard

You're saying it's your fault that the men want to fuck you and the women are angry with you. 

While that is cause and effect, you're still making it about them through their reactions to you. It's their response to you that has you fleeing them, and more likely than not you're imagining quite a bit of it. 

You're looking for excuses to leave over how they now scare you. 

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last edit on 5/21/2022 9:33:43 PM
Posts: 5714
0 votes RE: 'which is why I am kind of quarantining myself from the Church'
Bitch said: 

Cutting yourself off from people is actually you taking the easy way out. 

Bingo.

She's gone on about social struggles she handles through avoidance before, and this seems to fall into those themes. 

She must fear the church at this point over how they'll potentially tell her, to her face, how she's doing it wrong. Even if her demonic pacts are to be believed this choice would most certainly benefit the demon, and her fear of them could very well be over the demon sending her those thoughts. 

LOL I WAS IN A CELEBRATE RCOVERY PROGRAM BECAUSE I KNEW THAT I WAS NOT DOING ALMOST ANYTHING CORRECTLY

And now you're finding excuses to leave. 

It's just that I joined a very hypocritical church that also didn't know what the frick they were doing either,  so I left and am doing some healing on my own and am then going to join a church that is more Jesus-like and less hypocritical

Oh yes, blame the entire church, it's all of their fault that you're struggling. 

I just said that I did not blame them you retard

You're saying it's your fault that the men want to fuck you and the women are angry with you. 

While that is cause and effect, you're still making it about them through their reactions to you. It's their response to you that has you fleeing them, and more likely than not you're imagining quite a bit of it. 

You're looking for excuses to leave over how they now scare you. 

 

I left like over a month ago retard

 

 

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