Whaaa?
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yeah, I have found myself to be a bad influence on the church people so I am quarantining until I am healthier and less demonically oppressed
A bad influence on them?
What sorts of things have they found themselves doing?
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Really, what kind of influence were you having on other people?
I am not going to go into details, it is what it is
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5/21/2022 5:07:39 PM
Just seems like an excuse, I don't imagine you actually corrupting anyone from the church and if you could then they have a weak connection to the faith in the first place.
Leaving the church, much like when we heard of this from Spatial, tends to denote not wanting to feel judged by those around them while not wanting to focus on the ego bruising by making it about them instead.
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5/21/2022 5:13:45 PM
Just seems like an excuse, I don't imagine you actually corrupting anyone from the church and if you could then they have a weak connection to the faith in the first place.
Leaving the church, much like when we heard of this from Spatial, tends to denote not wanting to feel judged by those around them while not wanting to focus on the ego bruising by making it about them instead.
lol super inaccurate, but you can believe whatever you want :) I am going to keep this to myself
one way that it is very different that Spatial's reasons is that I am quarantining to protect the church from myself, whereas Spatial does not want to be a part of the Church for hypocritical reasons and because he is judging the church
I realized that I was the problem, and not the church and that needed to get myself free from the demonic oppression that I am under before rejoining the church, unlike Spatial
but lart of it too is that my energy is too big and overwhelming for 1) church people to be able to help and 2) it overwhelms them because I am so big energetically and they are so little energetically, comparatively speaking
only God can heal me because my energy is so powerful and extensive and frankly massive, church people are completely powerless in this regard at least this has been my experience so far
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5/21/2022 5:39:15 PM
yeah, I have found myself to be a bad influence on the church people so I am quarantining until I am healthier and less demonically oppressed
I also sabotage myself like this.
You're afraid that you're too evil and lead people to a place they can't return from.
That's about all we have in common, but yeah, I get it.
You should try to see it as a punishment. Make people feel better, to repent for your sins. Cutting yourself off from people is actually you taking the easy way out. It's a cop-out.