This isn't unique to CS.
Most Christian's are insufferable assholes using a cheap, low-effort substitute for actual moral integrity.
I grew up surrounded by hyper-religious evangelical types and by and large, they were pieces of shit.
And then she actually said....
is she one of those Christians who just uses God as an excuse to keep sinning ?
I do a lot to change. I am actively looking for a husband so the sex I have is not sinful sex. That’s a step I’m taking. I’m also taking medicine to stop being suicidal. It’s not my fault it doesn’t work.
but what if a Christian man (or even a man looking for a wife in general) expects you to be able to control yourself sexually without a husband ?
most men do, and when they see that you cannot they lose trust in you they become scared that you will possibly cheat on them in the future, or leave them if they stop being able to preform s**ually at some point and leave them feeling disrespected and ashamed and heartbroken
and you openly communicate that you cannot control yourself s**ually often on sociopathcommunity which is also where you are looking for a husband right now so maybe seeking therapy to learn to control your s**ual desire first would be more helpful to achieve your goals of a future husband ?
genuinely not slut shaming, these are just new understandings that I have of relationships and of how men perceive women now that I am further along in my recovery as a previous female s**and s**ual attention addict
I have not had physical s** in over a year (e, and I am still detoxing off of being addicted to the s**ual attention but I do think that it is getting better although I have noticed some abusive behavior towards men recently because I am annoyed that I am not
oh
I just realized about the spiritual s** thing probably still counts
well anyway, my only hope is Celebrate Recovery and trying to become less codependent and more God-dependent, so that is really the only advice that I can offer right now because I have noticed some positive changes in me and that slooooooowly but surely my thoughts and heart is becoming more like Jesus's
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I can and do control myself. I just talk about how much I want sex. I never do anything about it except with my boyfriend.
She just wants to believe that God's behind her, and will say whatever it takes while enacting Satan's wishes.
Just check her post history and you'll see miles of contradictions.
No you dumb cunt. I don’t have sex with anyone except my boyfriend. I know when I do something wrong and I tell people about it because it’s good to confess your sins. I don’t just call myself evil and move on either. I actually address my issues and have made a lot of progress since first coming here. It’s been six years. I’ve done amazingly in that time. I used to be worse. Now I improve myself every chance I get. I was in therapy, quit drinking, I don’t even smoke anymore, for now. God sees how much I have progressed and to get into heaven all you have to do is believe in Jesus and turn from sin, which I’m trying to do. That’s why I’m looking for a husband so my sex won’t be sinful.
Is she one of those Christians who just uses God as an excuse to keep sinning ?
Yes precisely, she has spent hours explaining why her actions are either acceptable or how she will just "Change Later" to not give up her ticket to the pearly gates.
why do some people profess to believe in God but then not do anything to try to become less sinful ?
I do not understaaaaaaaaaaaand
can someone explain this to me ? I am so confused
She doesn't think she's done anything wrong until hindsight, and can just call herself "Evil" as enough to justify her current behaviors. She then claims she's undergoing transformation like... the very next day, and delusionally tunes out a lot of what's going on around her as to not risk her ego narrative.
Seriously, check her post history. She's physically attacked multiple people from this website and otherwise has no self control at all, airing out her thoughts over her deceptions only to later claim she'd never do these things. She pours drinks down her throat like someone dying of dehydration, and makes no effort to manage it until her funds run dry.
You at least try, even if it's a bit misguided. She just thinks by default she'll do fine as long as she has the right people with her, allowing her impressions to change in the name of power. Her recollection of the past is far from lucid, she's probably even still trying to get ahold of Jim or some shit now.
You have some real issues if you think this is really who I am 🤣 I don’t even drink anymore at all. Where have you been? Also, I literally made a thread about how I don’t want Jim in my country and you think I’d try to contact him? This says more about your delusions than anything I have done. You obviously don’t pay any attention to me except when I am ranting about what’s on my mind and no I’d never do the things I think about doing. That’s the self control part. I literally write stream of consciousness style here because this is more like where I store my thoughts and not a place to put up a front. I don’t care what you think because you obviously don’t even think or read before you write about someone. Literally everything you said was wrong. It’s pathetic how little you know about me even though I spell it out for you. I’ve only ever hit anyone when I was drunk and again, I quit drinking seven months ago. Where have you been, seriously?
This isn't unique to CS.
Most Christian's are insufferable assholes using a cheap, low-effort substitute for actual moral integrity.
I grew up surrounded by hyper-religious evangelical types and by and large, they were pieces of shit.
Dude, I do everything I can to help people. What do you do?
I do a lot to change. I am actively looking for a husband so the sex I have is not sinful sex. That’s a step I’m taking. I’m also taking medicine to stop being suicidal. It’s not my fault it doesn’t work.
Always excuses with you.
Not an excuse. Just reality.
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This isn't unique to CS.
Most Christian's are insufferable assholes using a cheap, low-effort substitute for actual moral integrity.
I grew up surrounded by hyper-religious evangelical types and by and large, they were pieces of shit.
Dude, I do everything I can to help people. What do you do?
Probably nothing. But I don't pretend to be a good person lol
She just wants to believe that God's behind her, and will say whatever it takes while enacting Satan's wishes.
Just check her post history and you'll see miles of contradictions.
Bitch you are not even a Christian yourself
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She just wants to believe that God's behind her, and will say whatever it takes while enacting Satan's wishes.
Just check her post history and you'll see miles of contradictions.Bitch you are not even a Christian yourself
What does that have to do with anything?
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