for her s**ual addiction and her suicidalness ?
that doesn't seem like acting like a Christian to me, is she one of those Christians who just uses God as an excuse to keep sinning ?
God calls for repentance and attempts to stop sinning what has ChallengeSeeker done in an attempt to become not a suicidal whore ?
genuinely I made this thread out of love and in hopes that she can see the truth about herself and that she is causing her own misery and depression by doing (from my perspective not that I know everything about her) nothing to try to change into becoming more Christ-like
I am not judging but like, how could she expect anything to change in her life when she refuses to seek help or make any sort of noticeable attempts at turning her behavior from wickedness to being filled with the love and compassion and selflessness of Jesus, who she professes to believe in ?
Just trying to understand, I do not understand this mentality in some professing Christians
is it a lack of faith, or a lack of wanting to become more compassionate and loving and selfless, or what ?
why do some people profess to believe in God but then not do anything to try to become less sinful ?
I do not understaaaaaaaaaaaand
hmm
I do a lot to change. I am actively looking for a husband so the sex I have is not sinful sex. That’s a step I’m taking. I’m also taking medicine to stop being suicidal. It’s not my fault it doesn’t work.
but what if a Christian man (or even a man looking for a wife in general) expects you to be able to control yourself sexually without a husband ?
most men do, and when they see that you cannot they lose trust in you they become scared that you will possibly cheat on them in the future, or leave them if they stop being able to preform s**ually at some point and leave them feeling disrespected and ashamed and heartbroken
and you openly communicate that you cannot control yourself s**ually often on sociopathcommunity which is also where you are looking for a husband right now so maybe seeking therapy to learn to control your s**ual desire first would be more helpful to achieve your goals of a future husband ?
genuinely not slut shaming, these are just new understandings that I have of relationships and of how men perceive women now that I am further along in my recovery as a previous female s**and s**ual attention addict
I have not had physical s** in over a year (e, and I am still detoxing off of being addicted to the s**ual attention but I do think that it is getting better although I have noticed some abusive behavior towards men recently because I am annoyed that I am not
oh
I just realized about the spiritual s** thing probably still counts
well anyway, my only hope is Celebrate Recovery and trying to become less codependent and more God-dependent, so that is really the only advice that I can offer right now because I have noticed some positive changes in me and that slooooooowly but surely my thoughts and heart is becoming more like Jesus's
love and blessings 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊✝️
She just wants to believe that God's behind her, and will say whatever it takes while enacting Satan's wishes.
Just check her post history and you'll see miles of contradictions.
Is she one of those Christians who just uses God as an excuse to keep sinning ?
Yes precisely, she has spent hours explaining why her actions are either acceptable or how she will just "Change Later" to not give up her ticket to the pearly gates.
why do some people profess to believe in God but then not do anything to try to become less sinful ?
I do not understaaaaaaaaaaaand
can someone explain this to me ? I am so confused
She doesn't think she's done anything wrong until hindsight, and can just call herself "Evil" as enough to justify her current behaviors. She then claims she's undergoing transformation like... the very next day, and delusionally tunes out a lot of what's going on around her as to not risk her ego narrative.
Seriously, check her post history. She's physically attacked multiple people from this website and otherwise has no self control at all, airing out her thoughts over her deceptions only to later claim she'd never do these things. She pours drinks down her throat like someone dying of dehydration, and makes no effort to manage it until her funds run dry.
You at least try, even if it's a bit misguided. She just thinks by default she'll do fine as long as she has the right people with her, allowing her impressions to change in the name of power. Her recollection of the past is far from lucid, she's probably even still trying to get ahold of Jim or some shit now.
I do a lot to change. I am actively looking for a husband so the sex I have is not sinful sex. That’s a step I’m taking. I’m also taking medicine to stop being suicidal. It’s not my fault it doesn’t work.
Always excuses with you.
