This otherwise does not answer how you feel about her, just how you don't feel this one specific way.
🌺plumeria🌺 said:You always assume I'm stupid
🌺plumeria🌺 said:You no longer feel that way about me?
Tryptamine said:i do not think you are stupid
Turncoat said:He straight up told me to not talk to you straight because you couldn't handle it.
what's the context?
Turncoat said:This otherwise does not answer how you feel about her, just how you don't feel this one specific way.
🌺plumeria🌺 said:You always assume I'm stupid🌺plumeria🌺 said:You no longer feel that way about me?Tryptamine said:i do not think you are stupid
Turncoat said:He straight up told me to not talk to you straight because you couldn't handle it.what's the context?
You assume you are smarter than me when there are so many things about me you don't know
you mean me?
Yes, both of you
okay
Yeah you only say okay cus you have no other response because it's true, well I'll tell you what, everything I have to say is not any less legitimate than you, or anybody else here.
You think you know me so well that you can deem the sum of my entire mind as less than, and you don't even know me as person, you don't even know my favorite color, and that's basic shit, so why do you act like you know about something as complex as a human mind, my mind. You don't even know me, you hardly know anything about me other than surface level shit, yet you think you know all about me enough to judge my capabilities and compare them to yourself or to anyone? Who are you to do that?
Same for you tc, although your far more extreme with this in every way and beyond, in fact whatever subtle annoyance I have with tryp I have for you fifty fold, and this adds up to me being mildly agitated with tryp but still some respect and care for the guy, and complete disgust with you.
As for you again, tryp, I can tell you care about my well being, but the lack of taking me seriously at all is pretty obvious and you don't even respect me as a peer, and because of this I have a grudge against you.
And you will probably dismiss me or respond with a video or something, but I want you to know this matters a great deal to me and I want not just you, but really anyone I have some semblance of respect for, to take my words into consideration
Because whether you, or anybody else gives a damn, or even thinks about the possibility that what I have to say matters or is valid or worth anything or not, what I say matters, and because it matters it would be a damn shame to be ignored. Which is why I hardly put in the effort of writing anything for anyone other than for myself in privacy
You people dismiss almost everything I say, and yet people like you think you can assess me based on what I say in a place where I know and everyone around me also knows that for the most part, no one gives a damn about what I have to say?
That is as bold an assumption as it is nonsensical, and yet it is in my face constantly every moment I'm here, or really anywhere, and everything I said in the previous paragraph applies to basically everywhere.
On an unrelated note, the one time anyone thought I was worth really anything at all, they used me as a god damn lab rat. Fuck it then, I'll remain in my head, and no one will ever know me, just as you never knew me and never tried to without your miraculous premonitions
"Oh but why care?" Why should I care? Why should I care enough to explode after all these years and write these things? Well it is in human nature to want to be taken into consideration, to want to have a chance, to hear and to be heard, and to be known, and considered as an individual. To be understood. When are emotions, ever logical, and when can they ever be helped? They are hardwired into our brains, and the same goes for the "want" or desire of anything, so why question it? If you question me for this, question yourself then, and everyone else the same.
so you would like more respect?
To put it in a better way, I'd like the chance for respect
okay, i don't think that's a problem
Thank you. I really appreciate that more than you know
