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Lenalee said: 

Feathers said: 

Lenalee said: 

Feathers said: 

Lenalee said: 

Feathers said: 

Turncoat said: 

All of this over some Islamophobia. 

Congrats on your 1000th btw. 

No no no.

All this over:

- You continuously rooting for the end of my love life and relationships. 

Wait, how? 

Him telling you that Tryp wasn't a very good partner and would use your information against you was a warning about him. After all he was the reason we all found out that you had some issues, remember?

Him in trying to expose Chet outed your stuff.

What happen with Chet?

She tried to guilt him for talking to TC and I 

And your relationship with Tryp ended because you wanted to wait until marriage for sex and he didn't vibe with that so how TC root for that to happen?

o.O I wasn’t a Christian at the time. I gave my virginity to Tryp. He’s just too much of a gentleman to expose that on me. I respect that he keeps my sex life private. I broke up with Tryp for telling me Christianity was dumb in a heat of anger. Where do you get these ideas ?!? 

You said it. Lol You literally said he didn't want to wait until marriage.

Where ? Cause I never said he broke up with me. I broke up with him. 

I never said he broke up with you, i said:

You literally said he didn't want to wait until marriage

You also just verified that he didn't expose you on that lie. 

Ask him why we broke up... 
I left him. Nothing to do with sex. Everything to do with him not wanting to join my spiritual journey.

I don't like when men who don't want to wait for marriage NOW (and since becoming Christian). Maybe you confused me wanting to break up with/avoid others over that? I've had more than one relationship since then off site. 

Reddit military dude you dumped for BT because he wouldn't give you flowers and for some reason BT did. That wasn't on TC as either. You just traded up. 

Yeah BT persuaded me he’s better than military dude. I agree and traded up. 

Right so TC has nothing to do with that 

Yeah he has nothing to do with my success. Only my hurdles. 

You're either playing dumb or really not getting it. He's got nothing to do with your love life hurdles as these are all things that you have done, recently with BT by doing shitty stuff and bringing your relationship to a public forum. Your want for attention to your relationship is what causes you trouble. 

I'm not worried about that tho. I'm worried about TC.

We (me and BT) are still setting each other's boundaries. We are learning where is the line witch each other over time.

BT and TC are friends but i really doubt TC is able to control BT to do as he wants, BT is his own person and can make his own decisions, as you've said before- they have their free will. 

Yes Bt keeps assuring me he has his own fee will. It doesn’t mean I’m not paranoid. 

You still thinking TC can influence him or somehow end it has me thinking that you don't think so. You said he kept rooting for the end of your love life and it seems like that's not accurate

Do you know how paranoia works ? I’m paranoid for me and BT. 

I know how paranoia works which is why I'm pointing out that it's not other people that are making hurdles in your relationship it's you.

Tc: I don't trust you. Prove yourself to me in X situation.

Me: But... to prove myself I have to leak sensitive info.

Outcome 1:

Me: I do nothing.

Tc: Then you can't prove yourself LOL. Evidence probably doesn't exist!  Muhahahahaa

Outcome 2:

Me: I prove it and confide in him.

TC: Leaks it and serves his own agenda. Then can call me untrustworthy for TRUSTING him.  Then I feel dumb for trusting him once again like an IDIOT. Now it doesn't matter that I proved myself in that situation.

Ex - like me sending money to tryp to show I love him, which he used to paint him as a gold digger.

Outcome 3:

Me: I provide shallow evidence that doesn't hurt anyone.

Tc: That is not enough to prove anything... 

If he had already made it clear that there was nothing in common for friendship, why keep trying? Why obsess over him and his girlfriend? Why make up lies involving them? 

I’m done with him… 

Yes this is my exit. 

 I asked you and you told me to ask him and then still fail to answer

 I think he just choses someone to distrust and justifies it to himself... 

Lenalee said: 

ChallengeSeeker said: 

I see… She is obsessed with Trypt because he took her virginity. A med type of situation. Be happy with Toast and stop reminiscing about the past. Losing your virginity isn’t a big deal. You’re lucky you didn’t lose it to a rapist. Just be happy that you even have Toast. 

 Its not like you're dating tryp, why do you care if she asks him lol

 I care for Toast. We are buddies and it hurts me that she is fixated on Trypt when she has Toast. 

natasha87 said: 

ChallengeSeeker said: 

I see… She is obsessed with Trypt because he took her virginity. A med type of situation. Be happy with Toast and stop reminiscing about the past. Losing your virginity isn’t a big deal. You’re lucky you didn’t lose it to a rapist. Just be happy that you even have Toast. 

 is someone a bit jealous?

 Very jealous. I wish I lost my virginity to someone I knew or liked or even just wanted to have sex with. I’m super duper jealous. 

ChallengeSeeker said: 

Feathers said: 

ChallengeSeeker said: 

Feathers said: 

I am here to recount my experience with him throughout my time on socio. I first talked to him when I learned he spent time living with Tryptamine. I thought he could tell me more about him (my at the time beloved). He didn't trust me so I tried to show him my intentions were pure for Tryptamine. I showed him how I gave Tryp a bit of money to help him out. It turns out he used this information to try to paint Tryptamine as a gold digger. The worst part was that he leaked it without my consent. I only found out when things had been misconstrued in "telephone pms".

Tryptamine was mad at me of course and almost broke up with me. I started to think Tc had a plot to separate me from Trypt. I thought perhaps Tc made a mistake and felt bad for it. Then he just brushed it off as "not trusting my persona narrative”. News flash... not trusting me doesn't give the right to leak. Then I came up with the idea that Tc never cared about me. I speculated he was just info mining to learn about Tryp. I felt as if when I would try to avoid that topic and have a separate relationship without involving Tryptamine he would bring it back to Tryp.

There narrative where he asks for "proof" to prove yourself... Yet then if you give proof he uses it against you, or at least uses it in a way you did not intend. All he has to say is "I don't trust you" to manipulate you to give out information about oneself. Then you feel the urge to "prove yourself" as he plays you like a puppet. That is one of his ploys that he uses even if he knows 1) Providing evidence would betray someone or, 2) provided evidence will be twisted to fit his story.

Turncoat kept talking to me telling me not to confide in tryptamine claiming tryptamine gathers so much info to persecute. I knew he was projecting real hard. Then he told me he had spent time with Systematic recently in person. But, Systematic told me they hadn't spent time in person with him in a long while. Coincidence? Or different perspective? 

I don't know... but his greatest trick was claiming not to trust people. Then using their trust against them. 

 You sure do mention Trypt a lot. How does Toast feel about you harping on old relationships after your “my parents are crazy, ask Trypt” thread? I’m just noticing a pattern is all…

LOL coming from someone who wants a threesome with tryp and chapo. Me and tryp were years and years ago. He's just a relevant part of my past.

 I can’t have one, but I wanted one because I enjoy sex and thought it would be cool. I’ve already been with two gay guys at the same time, so I was wondering how it would be with two straight guys.

You mean from that Republican Rally you told us you went to? 

It sounds so strange that I'm questioning if I remembered your story wrong. 

I’m not always bringing him up when I have a boyfriend who probably doesn’t like it.

Lol yes, instead you're bringing up other dudes you fucked in his place now that he's turned you down in public chat. 🤣

Cavalier said: 

 Is this how you treat your men? By "trading up"? What if you found a more attractive man than BT? Would you dump him?

Yeah... now that you mention it that wouldn't make me feel too secure with my partner either if that's how the relationship started. 

I get helping someone get away from a bad partner, but how quick she turned on Reddit Carmeister was straight cold blooded. There's not really much here to say this couldn't happen again just as quickly. 

Lenalee said: 

Feathers said: 

Lenalee said: 

Feathers said: 

Turncoat said: 

All of this over some Islamophobia. 

Congrats on your 1000th btw. 

No no no.

All this over:

- You continuously rooting for the end of my love life and relationships. 

Wait, how? 

Him telling you that Tryp wasn't a very good partner and would use your information against you was a warning about him. After all he was the reason we all found out that you had some issues, remember?

Him in trying to expose Chet outed your stuff.

What happen with Chet?

She tried to guilt him for talking to TC and I 

I didn't think I knew that beyond when she'd make those kinds of statements publicly or occasionally at random in a Discord group. 

Reddit military dude you dumped for BT because he wouldn't give you flowers and for some reason BT did. That wasn't on TC as either. You just traded up. 

Yeah BT persuaded me he’s better than military dude. I agree and traded up. 

Right so TC has nothing to do with that 

She could blame pretty much anyone with the sort of logic she's using, but apparently what she can't do is stick to topics. 

BT and TC are friends but i really doubt TC is able to control BT to do as he wants, BT is his own person and can make his own decisions, as you've said before- they have their free will. 

Yes Bt keeps assuring me he has his own fee will. It doesn’t mean I’m not paranoid. 

You still thinking TC can influence him or somehow end it has me thinking that you don't think so. You said he kept rooting for the end of your love life and it seems like that's not accurate

Her repetition of the phrase 'free will' has me somewhat questioning if those were the words used on her by someone else, if she might just parroting it poorly. 

I think your wording comes off as TC actively doing things to bring about the downfall of your relationships, why do you think that? Why would TC care about you specifically? 

Ask him  

You want me to ask him whyyouthink he cares about you? 

This is a strangely challenging question, why does she think I care about her at this point? 

Turncoat said:

You mean from that Republican Rally you told us you went to? 

It sounds so strange that I'm questioning if I remembered your story wrong.

shouldn't forget about libertarians, but even neocons & the alt get down too

new info about conservative masculinity role model jack murphy dropped last week, dude runs a forum for masculinity/alphaness where u pay $99 a month to be there...

turns out denver shooter lyndon mcleod was payin dues and recognized as an exemplar member

and the dude jack murphy himself (birth name john goldman--too semitic?)

comes out he was pretty much forcing his ex-fiance to fuck other dudes and then piss on her outside when she got back home, he started getting more involved in his fetishes and got into pussy hooks and stuff like that. was inserting objects into his ass on cam for money, having his wife rim him and then kissing her after, had a meltdown live on a podcast too when it started leaking he might not be a trad chad

Tryptamine said: 

Turncoat said:

You mean from that Republican Rally you told us you went to? 

It sounds so strange that I'm questioning if I remembered your story wrong.

shouldn't forget about libertarians, but even neocons & the alt get down too

new info about conservative masculinity role model jack murphy dropped last week, dude runs a forum for masculinity/alphaness where u pay $99 a month to be there...

turns out denver shooter lyndon mcleod was payin dues and recognized as an exemplar member

and the dude jack murphy himself (birth name john goldman--too semitic?)

comes out he was pretty much forcing his ex-fiance to fuck other dudes and then piss on her outside when she got back home, he started getting more involved in his fetishes and got into pussy hooks and stuff like that. was inserting objects into his ass on cam for money, having his wife rim him and then kissing her after, had a meltdown live on a podcast too when it started leaking he might not be a trad chad

 

 Y'all need to embrace the Alt Chad, for 150$ @ month i can show you how-

So when in the alpha environment there can only be one alpha at all times right? Do they recognize this and act like betas regardless of what they're paying a month or do they pay and try to out alpha the other?