"You Can Sin All You Want", oh my.
This is the sort of thing where it's true, technically, but people noticing it begins to undo why it works.elaborate ?
It's a matter of priorities.
If someone thinks they can sin and just ask for forgiveness through means like prayer or confession, then past a point their intent won't really be over trying to change, but rather absolving themselves of blame or guilt so they may do it again the next day. These lot just aim to avoid punishment rather than being a proper Christian, they don't really change beyond feeling the need to present a spiritual bribe every so often to continue.
The Bible stresses that God sees someone's intent by being some sort of heart-seeker, so if your intent is simply like cleaning out the queue then you aren't really cleansing yourself, you're absolving yourself. The point is over shedding that weight to the point of transformation, not just lightening the load for your next expected fuckup.
You have to mean it, you're basically dealing with a mind reader over how all of this is supposedly pre-written.
from my understanding, there is supposed to be a tension between trying to stop sinning and knowing that Jesus can help you to stop sinning and to even put your sinning into remission so that you do not want to do it anymore, and knowing that under Jesus's grace all of your sins are forgiven and that he will have mercy on all of your mistakes
my mistake is impatience, I suppose I became so frustrated at the lack of quick progress that I gave up alltogether out of anger and because I felt like he was making me feel stupid when I really want trying my best and Jesus knows that I have been trying my best to let him lead me and guide me and to learn how to do his will which is why I am still alive clearly and still not given fully over to Satan clearly because Jesus is having mercy on me because the intentions of my heart are sincere
also, because Jesus's love is unconditional and he erases our sins so completely that even he himself doesn't remember them as well as our own selves as Christians we will not remember them in the future, me sinning even in really bad ways are probably not going to degrade his love for me like I have been fearing, since I have asked for forgiveness and he promises to forgive and erase but I might have missed out on some opportunities for rewards in eternal life even though I have been forgiven
mostly what I am concerned with is losing my chance at Jesus having spieitual sex with me because I really want to know what it is like lol, but I might have to give up that focused desire and put the salvation of my soul and not being cast away in the end even after having spent my life trying to be a Christian first
only Jesus can show me the way not to be cast away or condemned to eternal hell, and I have been trusting him to do this and I am not going to stop now, because I asked him to take me back as his wife and also out of being scared