If I can get rid of my autism I can understand br, and we can have a good relationship. I will be able to read his face, empathize with him more, and see things in him I hadn't been able to before
no. he won't stop beating you.
Huh, I just looked up mushrooms and autism and I guess it's being pursued as an avenue of research. Just be careful, I guess.
I will. I cannot live this way allister. My life is good in ways I have never even dreamed and I am still unhappy. I am lonely, if my autism is gone I can finally understand br.
What differences do you notice while microdosing?
I haven't microdosed yet, I got high on shrooms. I realized I am alone and don't understand people, but only my research.
I realized a lot more than that actually. I cried for a while and then I was quiet fell asleep, and it was the first peaceful sleep I had in a long, long time. It felt like for the first time in my life, I was being hugged, but not in the usual annoying way, and I didn't feel alone.
I did realize, I finally realized though that I am actually incredibly intelligent, but also am afraid of my own intelligence.
It was intelligence br pointed out but it made me upset, and I usually hide it on purpose.
But despite that intelligence there is a wall between me and people and I need to break that wall
the way to get past any mental health hurdles is not to imagine some fantasy where they disappear. you have to understand and more importantly accept it, then work on coping strategies. you have to be comfortable with who you are
I am going to use mushrooms to get rid of my autism be normal! From the point on if anyone calls me autistic I will kill them because I am neurotypical now! Look out neurotypical gang I am one of you now!
Ahahaha. Good girl.
This is what I did to cure my imaginary Tourette's syndrome. If you don't believe Autism exists.. it doesn't. You are in control of your own destiny.
...Having said that, I admire you more than "normal" people. Who would want to be... neurotypical? It may make you happy... but to throw away your purpose is to give up. To break your ego in vain is the height of stupidity.
Buttered Toast: (Lolling at a German dude's English grammar)
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