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lol name 1 person on sociopathcommunity who is, and your opinion matters nothing at all to me, you are just a child with a teeny tiny bit of energy and intelligence compared to mine

Pride. 

yes, and ?

Pride's a sin, a sin you're letting guide your hand repeatedly rather than simply fall upon once or twice from time to time. 

To lord over others that you're better than them is your pride speaking, and what comes from it resembles Satan's words more than the words of God. You must accept that you are no better than anyone else if you are to accept the tenants of your faith, and that means accepting that you and Alena are equals. 

 
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Lenalee said: 
Lenalee said: 
Lenalee said: 

There's so much to read and I'm kinda over your delusion that you're gods incest wife, i hope you get better. I fucking miss turq

Focus more on her portions and you'll get the gist, her posts go by pretty quickly. 

Even her bible passages tend to be short and vague, you can skim them. 

 My attention span is short and hiding behind delusional religious quotes and passage try my patience plenty. I'm not here to encourage this delusion

Any time we visit another person's perspective we're encouraging some level of delusion, might as well indulge in just enough of it to learn how to speak it's language. 

 You learn to speak it's language and become a spectator. You're basically a weeb with subtitles on. 

You can't see the entire story if you just sit back and watch though. 

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Jesus chases me and shows me to believe it again and again, because I trusted Him as my Savior

That seems a possessive quality, and almost predatory.

I understand that you miss how I used to behave and that you think I am insane, but you could also take into consideration that I have probably a lot of reasons for believing what I do and that since you're not me, you don't truly know all of the reasons why I am convinced of what I am convinced of currently

and maybe if you were me and you had experienced everything I have experienced firsthand, you would believe what I believe about myself too

 I miss you being a person. I don't think you're insane i think you've wrapped yourself up in a cocoon of religious beliefs where you are safe and yet also a target. 

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I don't want to hurt your feelings I just, I can't run from it, because trust me it would make my life so much easier to run from it, because it doesn't work, it doesn't last 

Well yeah, by your own admission you let yourself become possessed by Lilith. You can't outrun something that lives inside of you now. 

I already explained to you that it was the same as when Jesus accepted God's holy spirit into him during the baptism, he was still always God even from his birth

I'm just saying that a lot of what you're spouting sounds pretty close to possession. 

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Lenalee said: 

Jesus chases me and shows me to believe it again and again, because I trusted Him as my Savior

That seems a possessive quality, and almost predatory.

She's trying to have Jesus be her guard dog while laying sole claim to him as her husband. She's aware that Nuns are 'The Brides of Christ' now, and since then hasn't been as pushy about being possessive (until challenged apparently). 

For a while she thought she was equal to God, too, but that was dispelled with some time and Bible passages. 

I understand that you miss how I used to behave and that you think I am insane, but you could also take into consideration that I have probably a lot of reasons for believing what I do and that since you're not me, you don't truly know all of the reasons why I am convinced of what I am convinced of currently

and maybe if you were me and you had experienced everything I have experienced firsthand, you would believe what I believe about myself too

I miss you being a person. I don't think you're insane i think you've wrapped yourself up in a cocoon of religious beliefs where you are safe and yet also a target. 

She's on medications that have made it spiral further out of control than how it was prior, and I swear she gets seizures or something because she straight up talks about having visions. 

There's otherwise some clear God Complex coping going on, it's how she responds when she feels cornered. What makes now interesting is that she's aiming to seek protection from a religious path that emphasizes being humble, which works entirely against the nature of her complex. 

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What was it before? A cult leader mother? Then Lilith? Then Jesus/Gods wife? 

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Lenalee said: 

What was it before? A cult leader mother? Then Lilith? Then Jesus/Gods wife? 

She claims to have called out to Lilith through a Wiccan ritual. Since then she's become afraid of discussions related to Sorcery, they don't go anywhere as she is now. 

Since being possessed by Lilith she found herself in L.A., then when she wasn't able to conquer it like she believed she would she instead had two Anti-Christ like figures start raping her through psychic sex, similar to that of Gail Chord Schuler.

When that became too much to bear she sought out Jesus Christ and God, who then told her that she's The Divine Mother (A Wiccan symbol that denotes Duotheism, something The Bible speaks against time and time again) and Wife of Jesus, and that she as Lilith was never married to Adam and that her time with Satan was a mistake. 

So basically right now she thinks she's Lilith, Emily, The Divine Mother, The Queen of Heaven (even though the passage in The Bible that references this is saying it's shameful and doesn't exist), and a bunch of other things. She at this point is ignoring a ton of passages about who Lilith is in order to continue on as she is, believing that for some reason that Lilith and Jesus are meant to be married. 

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Lenalee said: 

What was it before? A cult leader mother? Then Lilith? Then Jesus/Gods wife? 

She claims to have called out to Lilith through a Wiccan ritual. Since then she's become afraid of discussions related to Sorcery, they don't go anywhere as she is now. 

Since being possessed by Lilith she found herself in L.A., then when she wasn't able to conquer it like she believed she would she instead had two Anti-Christ like figures start raping her through psychic sex, similar to that of Gail Chord Schuler.

When that became too much to bear she sought out Jesus Christ and God, who then told her that she's The Divine Mother (A Wiccan symbol that denotes Duotheism, something The Bible speaks against time and time again) and Wife of Jesus, and that she as Lilith was never married to Adam and that her time with Satan was a mistake. 

So basically right now she thinks she's Lilith, Emily, The Divine Mother, The Queen of Heaven (even though the passage in The Bible that references this is saying it's shameful and doesn't exist), and a bunch of other things. She at this point is ignoring a ton of passages about who Lilith is in order to continue on as she is, believing that for some reason that Lilith and Jesus are meant to be married. 

 :( 

I thought Lilith was an owl? Not wanting to be involved in encouraging this made me unwilling to participate, i hadn't realized it'd gotten this deep tho

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Lenalee said: 
Lenalee said: 

What was it before? A cult leader mother? Then Lilith? Then Jesus/Gods wife? 

She claims to have called out to Lilith through a Wiccan ritual. Since then she's become afraid of discussions related to Sorcery, they don't go anywhere as she is now. 

Since being possessed by Lilith she found herself in L.A., then when she wasn't able to conquer it like she believed she would she instead had two Anti-Christ like figures start raping her through psychic sex, similar to that of Gail Chord Schuler.

When that became too much to bear she sought out Jesus Christ and God, who then told her that she's The Divine Mother (A Wiccan symbol that denotes Duotheism, something The Bible speaks against time and time again) and Wife of Jesus, and that she as Lilith was never married to Adam and that her time with Satan was a mistake. 

So basically right now she thinks she's Lilith, Emily, The Divine Mother, The Queen of Heaven (even though the passage in The Bible that references this is saying it's shameful and doesn't exist), and a bunch of other things. She at this point is ignoring a ton of passages about who Lilith is in order to continue on as she is, believing that for some reason that Lilith and Jesus are meant to be married. 

 :( 

I thought Lilith was an owl? Not wanting to be involved in encouraging this made me unwilling to participate, i hadn't realized it'd gotten this deep tho

Lilith's symbol has traditionally been a serpent, but she was the original woman made at the same time as Adam before Eve. 

Eve by the older scripts was made second, from Adam's rib, when having made Lilith as his equal did not work. Adam demanded he be able to lay on Lilith, Lilith argued that she did not like this and would prefer to be on top/not do this at all. When they would not stop quarreling in the garden she left, Adam complained to God, and God sent three angels to see her. 

They found her in a cave having babies, lots and lots of babies, from the seed of Adam she'd stolen in the night. The three angels told her to go back to the garden and be Adam's slave, which she refused to do since she is her own woman unlike Eve. When she refused to go the angels threatened to kill 100 of her children every day, and to this end this became Lilith's existence. 

Following this she stole the spilled seeds of man, be they from nocturnal emissions or masturbation. Through this she was able to make Lilum, a demonic variant of humans, and is feasibly making hundreds of these a day to stay ahead of the death upkeep put on her. As vengeance she kills the babies of Eve from time to time within around two weeks of their birth, so people who fear Lilith's wrath would tie a red ribbon or something to that effect above the crib. 

The lore's weird. 

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Lenalee said: 
Lenalee said: 

What was it before? A cult leader mother? Then Lilith? Then Jesus/Gods wife? 

She claims to have called out to Lilith through a Wiccan ritual. Since then she's become afraid of discussions related to Sorcery, they don't go anywhere as she is now. 

Since being possessed by Lilith she found herself in L.A., then when she wasn't able to conquer it like she believed she would she instead had two Anti-Christ like figures start raping her through psychic sex, similar to that of Gail Chord Schuler.

When that became too much to bear she sought out Jesus Christ and God, who then told her that she's The Divine Mother (A Wiccan symbol that denotes Duotheism, something The Bible speaks against time and time again) and Wife of Jesus, and that she as Lilith was never married to Adam and that her time with Satan was a mistake. 

So basically right now she thinks she's Lilith, Emily, The Divine Mother, The Queen of Heaven (even though the passage in The Bible that references this is saying it's shameful and doesn't exist), and a bunch of other things. She at this point is ignoring a ton of passages about who Lilith is in order to continue on as she is, believing that for some reason that Lilith and Jesus are meant to be married. 

 :( 

I thought Lilith was an owl? Not wanting to be involved in encouraging this made me unwilling to participate, i hadn't realized it'd gotten this deep tho

Lilith's symbol has traditionally been a serpent, but she was the original woman made at the same time as Adam before Eve. 

Eve by the older scripts was made second, from Adam's rib, when having made Lilith as his equal did not work. Adam demanded he be able to lay on Lilith, Lilith argued that she did not like this and would prefer to be on top/not do this at all. When they would not stop quarreling in the garden she left, Adam complained to God, and God sent three angels to see her. 

They found her in a cave having babies, lots and lots of babies, from the seed of Adam she'd stolen in the night. The three angels told her to go back to the garden and be Adam's slave, which she refused to do since she is her own woman unlike Eve. When she refused to go the angels threatened to kill 100 of her children every day, and to this end this became Lilith's existence. 

Following this she stole the spilled seeds of man, be they from nocturnal emissions or masturbation. Through this she was able to make Lilum, a demonic variant of humans, and is feasibly making hundreds of these a day to stay ahead of the death upkeep put on her. As vengeance she kills the babies of Eve from time to time within around two weeks of their birth, so people who fear Lilith's wrath would tie a red ribbon or something to that effect above the crib. 

The lore's weird. 

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