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Lenalee said: 

JesusistheKing said: 

Lenalee said: 

Turncoat said: 

Lenalee said: 

There's so much to read and I'm kinda over your delusion that you're gods incest wife, i hope you get better. I fucking miss turq

Focus more on her portions and you'll get the gist, her posts go by pretty quickly. 

Even her bible passages tend to be short and vague, you can skim them. 

 My attention span is short and hiding behind delusional religious quotes and passage try my patience plenty. I'm not here to encourage this delusion

lol name 1 person on sociopathcommunity who is, and your opinion matters nothing at all to me, you are just a child with a teeny tiny bit of energy and intelligence compared to mine

 

 You know it's fine to be religious and shit if you absolutely need that in your life but going to the point where you begin to believe you're gods incestuous wife is flat out delusional. I don't doubt you've lots of energy- spiritual or whatever and it's incredibly obvious that you're highly intelligent but it sucks watching you spiral down deeper into this thing you've got going on. 

 

 but Lena, what if it's true ? something obviously caused me to strat believing this so strongly, experiences in my life especially this past year but also throughout this entire lifetime reaffirm what I currently believe about myself

I can't just not believe something that is so obvious to me that I can't shut it out and to be honest, I've tried a few times, and it doesn't last, I can't run from it I've tried, just like Jonah

Lenalee said: 

Turncoat said: 

Lenalee said: 

There's so much to read and I'm kinda over your delusion that you're gods incest wife, i hope you get better. I fucking miss turq

Focus more on her portions and you'll get the gist, her posts go by pretty quickly. 

Even her bible passages tend to be short and vague, you can skim them. 

 My attention span is short and hiding behind delusional religious quotes and passage try my patience plenty. I'm not here to encourage this delusion

Any time we visit another person's perspective we're encouraging some level of delusion, might as well indulge in just enough of it to learn how to speak it's language. 

Jesus chases me and shows me to believe it again and again, because I trusted Him as my Savior

I understand that you miss how I used to behave and that you think I am insane, but you could also take into consideration that I have probably a lot of reasons for believing what I do and that since you're not me, you don't truly know all of the reasons why I am convinced of what I am convinced of currently

and maybe if you were me and you had experienced everything I have experienced firsthand, you would believe what I believe about myself too

I don't want to hurt your feelings I just, I can't run from it, because trust me it would make my life so much easier to run from it, because it doesn't work, it doesn't last

JesusistheKing said: 

 

lol name 1 person on sociopathcommunity who is, and your opinion matters nothing at all to me, you are just a child with a teeny tiny bit of energy and intelligence compared to mine

Pride. 

JesusistheKing said: 

Lenalee said: 

JesusistheKing said: 

Lenalee said: 

Turncoat said: 

Lenalee said: 

There's so much to read and I'm kinda over your delusion that you're gods incest wife, i hope you get better. I fucking miss turq

Focus more on her portions and you'll get the gist, her posts go by pretty quickly. 

Even her bible passages tend to be short and vague, you can skim them. 

 My attention span is short and hiding behind delusional religious quotes and passage try my patience plenty. I'm not here to encourage this delusion

lol name 1 person on sociopathcommunity who is, and your opinion matters nothing at all to me, you are just a child with a teeny tiny bit of energy and intelligence compared to mine

 You know it's fine to be religious and shit if you absolutely need that in your life but going to the point where you begin to believe you're gods incestuous wife is flat out delusional. I don't doubt you've lots of energy- spiritual or whatever and it's incredibly obvious that you're highly intelligent but it sucks watching you spiral down deeper into this thing you've got going on. 

 but Lena, what if it's true ? something obviously caused me to strat believing this so strongly, experiences in my life especially this past year but also throughout this entire lifetime reaffirm what I currently believe about myself

But what if it isn't? What if this you just using a belief to try to protect yourself from real or imagined pain? Again there isn't anything wrong with belief in God, but the point you've gotten isn't healthy. If down enough you can realign your life to fit any religion and or belief. You can reframe things in a way that would be easier for you to connect to a system of your choosing. You've done somewhat similar before. 

I can't just not believe something that is so obvious to me that I can't shut it out and to be honest, I've tried a few times, and it doesn't last, I can't run from it I've tried, just like Jonah

 I'm not sure who Jonah is but you do keep trying to run from one person to another and it's understandable that god would be an ideal partner if he is in his entirety a perfect being that cannot let you down. This sounds like a way to protect yourself.

Turncoat said: 

JesusistheKing said: 

 

lol name 1 person on sociopathcommunity who is, and your opinion matters nothing at all to me, you are just a child with a teeny tiny bit of energy and intelligence compared to mine

Pride. 

yes, and ? I am not perfect, not anywhere close, it could take years before I'm healed as much as Jesus would like me to be to truly be a good example of His love

you have to remember I've claimed to be the wife (he is the "Father of lies" afterall, but also just an angel) and equal in intelligence to Satan in my past lifetime, and was born in this lifetime with all of that baggage

JesusistheKing said: 

I don't want to hurt your feelings I just, I can't run from it, because trust me it would make my life so much easier to run from it, because it doesn't work, it doesn't last 

Well yeah, by your own admission you let yourself become possessed by Lilith. You can't outrun something that lives inside of you now. 

Turncoat said: 

Lenalee said: 

Turncoat said: 

Lenalee said: 

There's so much to read and I'm kinda over your delusion that you're gods incest wife, i hope you get better. I fucking miss turq

Focus more on her portions and you'll get the gist, her posts go by pretty quickly. 

Even her bible passages tend to be short and vague, you can skim them. 

 My attention span is short and hiding behind delusional religious quotes and passage try my patience plenty. I'm not here to encourage this delusion

Any time we visit another person's perspective we're encouraging some level of delusion, might as well indulge in just enough of it to learn how to speak it's language. 

 You learn to speak it's language and become a spectator. You're basically a weeb with subtitles on. 

Turncoat said: 

JesusistheKing said: 

I don't want to hurt your feelings I just, I can't run from it, because trust me it would make my life so much easier to run from it, because it doesn't work, it doesn't last 

Well yeah, by your own admission you let yourself become possessed by Lilith. You can't outrun something that lives inside of you now. 

I already explained to you that it was the same as when Jesus accepted God's holy spirit into him during the baptism, he was still always God even from his birth