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Lillith had many demon offspring, daily I think, and the angels were assigned to kill them. She knew about that but would carry on.

 this is a myth, I think ? maybe it isn't, but why would God allow me to create demon offspring

She collected the nocturnal emissions of wet dreams and the spilled seeds of masturbation in order to produce Lilum; Demonic offspring. 

I don't create children with God

That would be The Virgin Mary. 

I don't think that I created children with Satan or the fallen angels either, and I don't create children in this lifetime either because I am infertile

Then you aren't Lilith. 

you can't say that (that I'm not Lilith), because I was in alliance with Satan and cursed similarly to Satan (the Father of lies), when you take this into consideration and hypothetically believe it to be the truth then it follows that the myths about me and all of the goddesses are likely part truth and part lies, so you have to keep that in mind

 

last edit on 10/21/2021 6:18:42 PM
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0 votes RE: Spatial, what are your beliefs about Jesus and God ?

Lillith had many demon offspring, daily I think, and the angels were assigned to kill them. She knew about that but would carry on.

Senoi, Sansenoi, and Sammangelof, killing 100 babies a day as the ultimate act of abortion. 

Just trying to imagine how many babies you'd need to have to keep up with such a death counter...

Noah's flood was over similar reasons. According to scripture, when angels and demons have offspring they turn out to be demon giants which is a problem in the gene pool for our species.

That does throw some interesting spin on how people keep getting taller with each coming generation. 

Perhapse God couldn't bring himself to end Lillith. ( Adam's ex before Eve was created )

I mean yeah, His angels were almost stuck bartering with her when she refused to leave her new home. I question why He made her at all though, considering that He doesn't make mistakes right? Considering that she was made at the same time as Adam wouldn't she be that much closer to God than Eve, similar to the rhetoric given over why Men are supposedly closer to God than Women over how Eve is connected to Adam who is connected to God? 

Otherwise think about it, if people were told that their first four children would die, don't you think a lot of people would try to have five children? As much as He forbid her action He didn't expressly stop her beyond creating an upkeep that I'd argue would only inspire her to need to have even more children.

 Does God make mistakes ? Or does all of this drama come with the gift of free will ?

From what I've gathered God did make Lilith equeal to Adam. Maybe she was shreded like a man, and her skeleton was as thick as a man. Maybe she had a man face who knows.

When I think about the insticnts and the typical builds of a man and a woman, it probably wouldn't have been that good if men and women were like men. They would fight over who stays home to watch the nest and who goes out to bring back the bread.

When we look at the modern world, women are focusing on their careers and either having children later on in life, or not at all. Of course some people still have children, but the more women start acting the way men were intended to be, we'll see a decline in population growth before a reversal in numbers. Kinda like how most Japanese people in the world are old.

And maybe by design that's how we were made, but in the begining it might not have worked out if women were manly like Lillith.  She left Adam cause she wanted to be dominant. However she ended up with Satan, who probably came across as more alpha than Adam. Maybe Adam was beta in comparrision, manhood was new and had a lot to learn about female nature. Adam had to change the way he loved women. Eve ended up doing him dirty too, lol.

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0 votes RE: Spatial, what are your beliefs about Jesus and God ?

Lillith had many demon offspring, daily I think, and the angels were assigned to kill them. She knew about that but would carry on.

 this is a myth, I think ? maybe it isn't, but why would God allow me to create demon offspring

She collected the nocturnal emissions of wet dreams and the spilled seeds of masturbation in order to produce Lilum; Demonic offspring. 

I don't create children with God

That would be The Virgin Mary. 

I don't think that I created children with Satan or the fallen angels either, and I don't create children in this lifetime either because I am infertile

Then you aren't Lilith. 

you can't say that, because I was in alliance with Satan, the myths about me and all of the goddesses are likely part truth and part lies so you have to keep that in mind 

It's in the scripture that babies practically just walked out of her. Her defiance against God was expressed through the child rearing of demons and the stillbirths and cradle deaths of young children of Eve. It's why the names of the three angels even protected children back when people still practiced this. Again she collected every single nocturnal emission and spilled seed of man to produce enough Lilum to keep up with the angels' demands. 

Even how she was seen as powerful by other, Satanic faiths, is over her power over birth. It was a much earlier notion of women being the 'gatekeepers of sex', except she did it over babies and promised lots of them to those who worshipped her. She arguably could have used something like this to try to get Lilum to infiltrate human societies or something equally nefarious. 

No matter how you slice it, Lilith and Astarte represent Fertility. 

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last edit on 10/21/2021 6:22:19 PM
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0 votes RE: Spatial, what are your beliefs about Jesus and God ?

Lillith had many demon offspring, daily I think, and the angels were assigned to kill them. She knew about that but would carry on.

Senoi, Sansenoi, and Sammangelof, killing 100 babies a day as the ultimate act of abortion. 

Just trying to imagine how many babies you'd need to have to keep up with such a death counter...

Noah's flood was over similar reasons. According to scripture, when angels and demons have offspring they turn out to be demon giants which is a problem in the gene pool for our species.

That does throw some interesting spin on how people keep getting taller with each coming generation. 

Perhapse God couldn't bring himself to end Lillith. ( Adam's ex before Eve was created )

I mean yeah, His angels were almost stuck bartering with her when she refused to leave her new home. I question why He made her at all though, considering that He doesn't make mistakes right? Considering that she was made at the same time as Adam wouldn't she be that much closer to God than Eve, similar to the rhetoric given over why Men are supposedly closer to God than Women over how Eve is connected to Adam who is connected to God? 

Otherwise think about it, if people were told that their first four children would die, don't you think a lot of people would try to have five children? As much as He forbid her action He didn't expressly stop her beyond creating an upkeep that I'd argue would only inspire her to need to have even more children.

 Does God make mistakes ? Or does all of this drama come with the gift of free will ?

From what I've gathered God did make Lilith equeal to Adam. Maybe she was shreded like a man, and her skeleton was as thick as a man. Maybe she had a man face who knows.

When I think about the insticnts and the typical builds of a man and a woman, it probably wouldn't have been that good if men and women were like men. They would fight over who stays home to watch the nest and who goes out to bring back the bread.

When we look at the modern world, women are focusing on their careers and either having children later on in life, or not at all. Of course some people still have children, but the more women start acting the way men were intended to be, we'll see a decline in population growth before a reversal in numbers. Kinda like how most Japanese people in the world are old.

And maybe by design that's how we were made, but in the begining it might not have worked out if women were manly like Lillith.  She left Adam cause she wanted to be dominant. However she ended up with Satan, who probably came across as more alpha than Adam. Maybe Adam was beta in comparrision, manhood was new and had a lot to learn about female nature. Adam had to change the way he loved women. Eve ended up doing him dirty too, lol.

 when men see me as being equal to them, what it really is is that I am much much bigger in energy and intelligence than them, and they see a reflection of themselves in me and also that I am not controllable like all of the Eves, the human females

 

but it is because I am God's partner, I was not designed to be his created males' partner. I'm simply too big for them, I'm their Mother, but it makes sense to me how men pondering my existence would label me as an equal, since I am not submissive to them because God created me to be their Mother

 

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0 votes RE: Spatial, what are your beliefs about Jesus and God ?

sorry if I am disturbing anyone, but I am spilling out truths about me right now that are becoming clearer and clearer the more that Jesus is healing me from the curses I was under and the more that I am detaching from stabilizing on human males which has been very confusing for me in this lifetime and messes me all up very very badly lol, the most unnatural feeling in the world

 

an adult trying to stabilize their identity on a child, on a much much smaller energy with much less understanding and intelligence (no offense, just in comparison to God my husband) it's just not natural, and it has caused me to become very very sick and depressed and suicidal and drained of energy for most of my teenage years (after I stopped believing in Jesus) on

 

last edit on 10/21/2021 6:25:48 PM
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0 votes RE: Spatial, what are your beliefs about Jesus and God ?

oh gosh this is freaking me out, my soul feels very vulnerable right now because I know I'm telling the truth and it makes complete sense when I go into detail explaining how I am designed spiritually and psychologically and I'm scared of people seeing me for who I am

 

last edit on 10/21/2021 6:27:46 PM
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0 votes RE: Spatial, what are your beliefs about Jesus and God ?

Lillith had many demon offspring, daily I think, and the angels were assigned to kill them. She knew about that but would carry on.

Senoi, Sansenoi, and Sammangelof, killing 100 babies a day as the ultimate act of abortion. 

Just trying to imagine how many babies you'd need to have to keep up with such a death counter...

Noah's flood was over similar reasons. According to scripture, when angels and demons have offspring they turn out to be demon giants which is a problem in the gene pool for our species.

That does throw some interesting spin on how people keep getting taller with each coming generation. 

Perhapse God couldn't bring himself to end Lillith. ( Adam's ex before Eve was created )

I mean yeah, His angels were almost stuck bartering with her when she refused to leave her new home. I question why He made her at all though, considering that He doesn't make mistakes right? Considering that she was made at the same time as Adam wouldn't she be that much closer to God than Eve, similar to the rhetoric given over why Men are supposedly closer to God than Women over how Eve is connected to Adam who is connected to God? 

Otherwise think about it, if people were told that their first four children would die, don't you think a lot of people would try to have five children? As much as He forbid her action He didn't expressly stop her beyond creating an upkeep that I'd argue would only inspire her to need to have even more children.

 Does God make mistakes ? Or does all of this drama come with the gift of free will ?

I see this come up a lot, but his Omnipotence does not give Him a pass. If He does not make mistakes and there is an intention behind every little thing to the point of coincidence not existing, then by His sights it's a Deterministic framework. 

Having accepted that, looking at Lucifer's path to becoming Satan, the demands being made against Lilith, and even feeling sympathy for people as lowly treated as Job's wife, you end up with no choice but to question not why He'd allow for that to happen, but rather what purpose He figures it'd serve in the bigger picture. Giving us the choice of whether or not to eat from The Tree of Knowledge could have been entirely averted if He'd just not designed such a tree in the first place, which has me presume He meant for us to eat it and then be sent out into the wider world. 

At least when it comes to explaining it causally, turning his best angel into Satan for example makes sense, someone has to look over the souls God doesn't want to deal with. If he'd kept him operating purely by the limitations of typical angels, rather than orchestrating the path towards corruption and banishment, then Satan'd never be able to relate to those in his care. I can see a sense of why God would do this in a practical sense, even if I don't agree with His choices it otherwise fits the paradigm in an Orderly way. 

If we use the model above, what purpose to god does Lilith serve by being forced to birth a minimum of one hundred babies a day to keep the children she cares about alive? There must be some grander purpose to it, right? 

When I think about the insticnts and the typical builds of a man and a woman, it probably wouldn't have been that good if men and women were like men. They would fight over who stays home to watch the nest and who goes out to bring back the bread.

I mostly see it as a matter of power dynamics, which could be just as easily demonstrated with a frontwoman and a househusband. 

It's usually when you see two subs trying to make it work with neither having much push or two doms trying to co-exist but ending up with rivalry struggles that things get iffy, but most people don't usually take it as far as that, but rather have areas they're proficient in and areas where they feel they need help, rendering it more a matter of synergy. 

When we look at the modern world, women are focusing on their careers and either having children later on in life, or not at all. Of course some people still have children, but the more women start acting the way men were intended to be, we'll see a decline in population growth before a reversal in numbers. Kinda like how most Japanese people in the world are old.

It'd take a lot more than this to have us reflecting Japan's numbers, and you strongly underestimate how many babies can come out of households that don't bother to use protection. 

We're more likely to face the Idiocracy problem: 


And maybe by design that's how we were made, but in the begining it might not have worked out if women were manly like Lillith.  She left Adam cause she wanted to be dominant. However she ended up with Satan, who probably came across as more alpha than Adam.

I always saw him playing up the evil advisor role a little too much to be alpha, plus it'd make sense for the representation of evil to not act traditionally manly. 

Even South Park called this one: 


Maybe Adam was beta in comparrision, manhood was new and had a lot to learn about female nature. Adam had to change the way he loved women. Eve ended up doing him dirty too, lol.

I suspect from Adam's behaviors that he suffered from T-poisoning while lacking the human awareness of shame (that took the tree of knowledge). He tried to lay on top of her when she did not wish this, then immediately ran to God all entitled over it, whining until she was punished. 

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0 votes RE: Spatial, what are your beliefs about Jesus and God ?

sorry if I am disturbing anyone, but I am spilling out truths about me right now that are becoming clearer and clearer the more that Jesus is healing me from the curses I was under and the more that I am detaching from stabilizing on human males which has been very confusing for me in this lifetime and messes me all up very very badly lol, the most unnatural feeling in the world

I've found it to be interesting discussion personally.

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