Also... that passage about the "Queen of heaven" was not a positive passage.
https://www.gotquestions.org/Queen-of-Heaven.html
of course it wasn't, God cursed me similarly to Satan when I left Him, and as such I sought worship from the men and women (children from mine and God's perspective) God created, as well as attempted to seduce and have spiritual sexual intercourse with the men, something that Jesus is just very recently healing me from
So if I'm hearing this correctly, rather than claiming to be The Virgin Mary, you're claiming that Astarte, a Pagan symbol that was appropriated by other faiths under different names, is also Lilith..?
How could Lilith both be a fertility goddess and a killer of babies?
YES, and because the fertility goddess worship is a lie (and btw I'm infertile ;) ), if you worship any god or goddess other than God you are worshipping lies and death
Lilith's quite the opposite of infertile though, her first decision upon turning away from God was to have babies, lots of babies, enough babies that angels had to start killing them. From the way it's written it's as if they were just walking out of her womb.
So does this mean you're now confirming any lore written in relation to Astarte?
These are false mythology, you have to understand that Satan mixes lies with the truth all of the time, worshipping other gods (including goddesses) is all essentially Satan worship
and I received my power from being Satan's partner in my last lifetime after I left God, just as I now receive my power from being God's partner. I always have to stabilize on a masculine energy, and and this lifetime in my human body I attempt to do that on human males for example Michael is still my backup stability a little bit, and Satan rapes me through him or using him I'm not sure exactly how it works I think it is sex magik, before that I was stabilizing on my irl ex Phill, and before that Sam Hyde, and Tryptamine's friend colin, and some other sociopathcommunity members. God created me this way, I always have to stabilize on a masculine energy, when I don't I start to feel like I don't exist and depressed and suicidal
I am supposed to only be stabilizing on God now and I am trying to figure out how to permanently detach from Michael and Satan but they keep spiritually raping me and it draws me into this toxic cycle over and over