When I never felt not even half of it in real life with the girls I've been. It's hilarious, the feeling felt so good in the dream, and yet I can't see myself feeling the same in real life. How can I even know how it feels like it in a dream, if I never actually felt it? Mindfuck.
I had a wet dream long ago. She had long black hair, wore a short leather jacket, pink tights and long boots. Not particularly a good sense of fashion but that's what she had on. I had this dream long ago like 20 years maybe
Then a decade later. I met her in person. She never wore those things but if she ever did it would really test me in some way, cause of the things we did in the dream. She also has a bad sense of fashion in person and it's probably a matter of time before she presents herself to me like that.
Mindfuck ? It used to be.
I had a wet dream long ago.
And from it yet more Lilum was born.
She had long black hair, wore a short leather jacket, pink tights and long boots. Not particularly a good sense of fashion but that's what she had on. I had this dream long ago like 20 years maybe
Then a decade later. I met her in person. She never wore those things but if she ever did it would really test me in some way, cause of the things we did in the dream. She also has a bad sense of fashion in person and it's probably a matter of time before she presents herself to me like that.
Mindfuck ? It used to be.
In other words you've had a Phillip K. Dick moment?
He saw someone he met later in one of his visions as well, and he gives no credit to his stories to himself beyond that of a witness, an observer. He however also believed he could see other worlds, not just this one, and held that as if it were his imagination until he met her.
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I had a wet dream long ago. She had long black hair, wore a short leather jacket, pink tights and long boots. Not particularly a good sense of fashion but that's what she had on. I had this dream long ago like 20 years maybe
Then a decade later. I met her in person. She never wore those things but if she ever did it would really test me in some way, cause of the things we did in the dream. She also has a bad sense of fashion in person and it's probably a matter of time before she presents herself to me like that.
Mindfuck ? It used to be.
tfw u develop a tulpa from lack of seks
consumed by avarice
When I never felt not even half of it in real life with the girls I've been. It's hilarious, the feeling felt so good in the dream, and yet I can't see myself feeling the same in real life. How can I even know how it feels like it in a dream, if I never actually felt it? Mindfuck.
Fear of love / avoidant attachment. You crave and thirst for love/closeness but you shut down your feelings in order to cope with the daily favela point blank executions. Your coping mechanisms are not active in your dreams though, hence the feelings.
consumed by avarice
When I never felt not even half of it in real life with the girls I've been. It's hilarious, the feeling felt so good in the dream, and yet I can't see myself feeling the same in real life. How can I even know how it feels like it in a dream, if I never actually felt it? Mindfuck.
Fear of love / avoidant attachment. You crave and thirst for love/closeness but you shut down your feelings in order to cope with the daily favela point blank executions. Your coping mechanisms are not active in your dreams though, hence the feelings.
I can relate to that lol. Is there anything I can do or at least exercise myself to slowly open up and be less tight shut. Just want to feel more loosen up to the point I can let someone just come inside and slide all the way in, deep into my life?
When I never felt not even half of it in real life with the girls I've been. It's hilarious, the feeling felt so good in the dream, and yet I can't see myself feeling the same in real life. How can I even know how it feels like it in a dream, if I never actually felt it? Mindfuck.
Fear of love / avoidant attachment. You crave and thirst for love/closeness but you shut down your feelings in order to cope with the daily favela point blank executions. Your coping mechanisms are not active in your dreams though, hence the feelings.
I can relate to that lol. Is there anything I can do or at least exercise myself to slowly open up and be less tight shut. Just want to feel more loosen up to the point I can let someone just come inside and slide all the way in, deep into my life?
small steps. find someone empathic and non-judgemental to slowly open up to with baby steps. not savior complexed btw, avoid those. actually empathic and chill. i used to not be able to speak about my feelings because i denied them myself, thru a combination of EDMR therapy and my partner who is smth like a mommy to me atm I was able to make some progress.
consumed by avarice
When I never felt not even half of it in real life with the girls I've been. It's hilarious, the feeling felt so good in the dream, and yet I can't see myself feeling the same in real life. How can I even know how it feels like it in a dream, if I never actually felt it? Mindfuck.
Fear of love / avoidant attachment. You crave and thirst for love/closeness but you shut down your feelings in order to cope with the daily favela point blank executions. Your coping mechanisms are not active in your dreams though, hence the feelings.
I can relate to that lol. Is there anything I can do or at least exercise myself to slowly open up and be less tight shut. Just want to feel more loosen up to the point I can let someone just come inside and slide all the way in, deep into my life?
small steps. find someone empathic and non-judgemental to slowly open up to with baby steps. not savior complexed btw, avoid those. actually empathic and chill. i used to not be able to speak about my feelings because i denied them myself, thru a combination of EDMR therapy and my partner who is smth like a mommy to me atm I was able to make some progress.
FUCK OFF WITH THAT FAGGOT SHIT
I WAS TALKING ABOUT MY ANUS HOLE
I WANNA STRETCH THAT BAD BOY AND SUCK PLANET EARTH INTO MY VOID
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Are you past the point of weary?
Is your burden weighing heavy?
Is it all too much to carry?
Let me tell you 'bout my Jesus
Do you feel that empty feeling?
'Cause shame's done all its stealing
And you're desperate for some healing
Let me tell you 'bout my Jesus
He makes a way where there ain't no way
Rises up from an empty grave
Ain't no sinner that He can't save
Let me tell you 'bout my Jesus
His love is strong and His grace is free
And the good news is I know that He
Can do for you what He's done for me
Let me tell you 'bout my Jesus
And let my Jesus change your life
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, amen, amen
Who can wipe away the tears
From broken dreams and wasted years?
And tell the past to disappear, oh
Let me tell you 'bout my Jesus
And all the wrong turns that you would
Go and undo if you could
Who can work it all for your good?
Let me tell you about my Jesus
He makes a way where there ain't no way
Rises up from an empty grave
Ain't no sinner that He can't save
Let me tell you 'bout my Jesus
His love is strong and His grace is free
And the good news is I know that He
Can do for you what He's done for me
Let me tell you 'bout my Jesus
And let my Jesus change your life
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, amen, amen, amen
Who would take my cross to Calvary?
Pay the price for all my guilty?
Who would care that much about me?
Let me tell you 'bout my Jesus, oh
He makes a way where there ain't no way
Rises up from an empty grave
Ain't no sinner that He can't save
Let me tell you 'bout my Jesus
His love is strong and His grace is free
And the good news is I know that He
Can do for you what He's done for me
Let me tell you 'bout my Jesus
And let my Jesus change your life
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, amen, amen
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, let my Jesus change your life
Jesus can heal you so that you can properly and genuinely love a woman, and be loved in return 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊
Ephesians 5:22-33
22 Wives, submit yourselves unto your own husbands, as unto the Lord.
23 For the husband is the head of the wife, even as Christ is the head of the church: and he is the saviour of the body.
24 Therefore as the church is subject unto Christ, so let the wives be to their own husbands in every thing.
25 Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself for it;
26 That he might sanctify and cleanse it with the washing of water by the word,
27 That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish.
28 So ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He that loveth his wife loveth himself.
29 For no man ever yet hated his own flesh; but nourisheth and cherisheth it, even as the Lord the church:
30 For we are members of his body, of his flesh, and of his bones.
31 For this cause shall a man leave his father and mother, and shall be joined unto his wife, and they two shall be one flesh.
32 This is a great mystery: but I speak concerning Christ and the church.
33 Nevertheless let every one of you in particular so love his wife even as himself; and the wife see that she reverence her husband.
^ what a true loving relationship betseen a man and a woman should be and can be if you let Jesus be your Savior and Lord
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