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JesusistheKing said: 

where is there a holy text that is authorized by the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob that says that I was Adam's first wife? please show me lol

I mean if we're going by the current canon of Bible they conveniently edited Lilith out of the story, likely because her presence would risk confusing the readers. It took finding the Dead Sea Scrolls to even revisit her significance, and even with that many Christians won't accept her presence at all from it not being directly within The Bible itself. 

It's hard to blame Lilith for her choices really, she was made as Adam's equal and, as his equal, did not simply comply with his demands of having her lay under him. She then left the garden in the name of freedom, rather than being subjected to "God's Plan", and following her leaving Adam she remarried to Satan, ate babies, had tons of sex and refused to bow to any man. 

Basically she said no to God-condoned rape and left the garden. Imagine being made of clay with a fresh set of eyes upon the world only to see your counterpart being rapey. 

not Adam's equal...... God's equal, the female counterpart of

JesusistheKing said: 

not Adam's equal...... God's equal, the female counterpart of

I'm just going by what's in the Sea Scrolls. 🤷

She was made to be Adam's equal and, by the merit of the original passages, is why those of Eve instead are written to perform a secondary role for men (to prevent bickering). It's also hard to believe the wife of Satan would be equal in strength to God, and even harder to believe that God's equal would not be capable of seeing all of Time and Space like He can. 

The point of Lilith in the original texts was to demonize feminist themes, even having them marry up conceptually with Satan to further emphasize it. 

JesusistheKing said: 

It is 100% a lie from Satan, what really happened is that he turned me into a pedophile, or that my own pride and sinful nature after I left my husband did

But again, you told me that your marriage to Adam was a lie told by Satan. Did you or did you not marry Adam? 

Also I don't recall anything about pedophilia, she instead was responsible for people's children being stillborn or dying in their baby bed. Even this was an act of vengeance on her part, an eye for an eye, when angels of God told her they'd kill 100 of her children every day for her continued disobedience over the whole rape thing. 

JesusistheKing said: 

but the truth is that I do have amnesia for all of my past existence before this incarnation, and I am not sure if it is going to remain permanent or not.

Which one, the amnesia or your past existence? 

this has been the most confusing and frustrating part of God's revealing of my identity to me, and I am still struggling with accepting it, because I really really want to remember

I still see nothing that makes this look like anything other than Satan's tricks, you're telling me that God is revealing unto you the tenants of the very faiths The Bible wastes no time on demonizing. 

and, I never saw a vision *of* Jesus, I saw a vision *from* God, a pure and righteous holy vision that was in no way tainted by Satan and all and like nothing I have ever experienced before

And no marvel, for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light.

Therefore it is no great thing if his ministers also be transformed as the ministers of righteousness, whose end shall be according to their works.

- 2 Corinthians 11:13-15

You're acting as if Satan were meant to look vile and wicked, but he's both tricky and seductive enough to drag a third of the angels with him when he was banished. Even the Book of Ezekiel goes as far as to have God himself say: 

"Your heart became proud on account of your beauty, and you corrupted your wisdom because of your splendor."

"You were the seal of perfection, full of wisdom and perfect in beauty." (ignoring that Ecclesiastes calls Wisdom meaningless)

Considering that God's listed as effectively capable of knowing all and seeing all, it'd stand to conclude that he made Satan happen on purpose, that for whatever reason he chose to banish his best and brightest guardian cherub to serve some purpose He must have seen in advance, no differently from how He must have known in advance that humanity would become exposed to the fruit of knowledge of good and evil. 

When you really look at it within the capacity of God's abilities, He in many ways set him up to fall in advance, giving him positions of power above other angels. Satan's listed as having started as being of good, aesthetically perfect and wise beyond compare with no signs of flaws or corruption in his form until after God gave him an appetite for it, an appetite He'd understand the conclusions of well in advance. He essentially confirms it with a line as simple as: 

"You were blameless in your ways from the day you were created till wickedness was found in you."

In most ways, God is just as culpable as Satan if not moreso. 


To reiterate and conclude this portion, Satan's an angel who knows how to appear as he did when he was one of the light, with many angels that descended with him. Considering that your average Christian doesn't even know what Jesus looks like, let alone God, it'd stand to reason that it'd not be that hard for Satan and his agents to trick people through illusions and tricky ideas. 

it was about a week after living in the hollywood apartment while I was talking with Logan Paul and Faze Banks and was introduced to Mike Majlak who I later found out is the beast antichrist man of lawlessness prophesied about in the biblical New Testament book of Revelation,

through this, that the Spirit of Lilith actually descended upon me, I agreed to invoke her through a chant I was shown online and she showed me in a tarot reading that she was my grandmother, she put it in terms of grandmother to show me that she has been around for a while since the beginning of humanity's creation, and she and I merged and became one.

SOON AFTER, Jesus basically gave me the choice of risking Michael's threats to kill me against me and chase after them hoping to steal their power for my own success and pussywhip them and all of the male celebrities by my "feminine amazing goddessness" and sorcery and try to even take over becoming president of the United States of America, Satan was putting it in my head to try to want to become THE ACTUAL QUEEN OF AMERICA AND MAYBE EVEN THE WORLD, I promise you this is true, or risk humbling myself and asking for Jesus's forgiveness even if he might still reject me and let Michael and Logan and them torture and kill me and then be condemned to eternal hell.

If Satan's the one presenting ultimatums, I can only assume he's planned for either outcome. 

Ever hear of the Xanatos Gambit? 

Lilith and I, who are one, chose to humble myself and accept Jesus's forgiveness at the risk of the ultimate humiliation possible for the female goddess to ever have to face, being humiliated by both Satan, men, and Jesus, and Jesus saved me. and here we are months later

are you understanding why I have come to all of the conclusions about myself and about Jesus being God and my husband that I have so far?

It's quite the story to say the least, and I believe you believe it. 

Lilith does what is most fun and exciting for her, truth be told, and when Jesus faced me with death and eternal hell at the very end, I surrendered my pride, because eternal hell is not fun and exciting for me. this is the reality. It had nothing to do with men or love, it had to do with my own selfish desires, and my intelligence

you do not know me, or my intentions or my heart, only God does, so shut up, all you know are myths and legends, and aspects of ME, they are aspects of ME, I am not an aspect of Lilith lol I AM LILITH THE ONE AND ONLY GODDESS, THE DIVINE FEMININE, THE DIVINE MOTHER, CREATURE BUT NOT THE CREATOR, GODDESS BUT NOT GOD, or I was anyway since the beginning beginning humanity's creation up until this incarnation, in which I became a combination of Lilith and Emily and the holy spirit which I accepted into me at a young age and has been working in me ever since and I am still the goddess, the divine feminine, and the divine Mother but I am not completely evil and sinful anymore, most of which are lies by the way the myths and legends are exactly that, myths and legends passed down over time, vague ponderings of different aspects of my previous attributes

JesusistheKing said: 

Lilith does what is most fun and exciting for her, truth be told, and when Jesus faced me with death and eternal hell at the very end, I surrendered my pride, because eternal hell is not fun and exciting for me. this is the reality. It had nothing to do with men or love, it had to do with my own selfish desires, and my intelligence

She'd already made an agreement with Senoy, Sansenoy, and Semangelof though, and does not fear the flames of Hell from already having been married to Satan. 

None of what you're saying makes sense here. 

you do not know me, or my intentions or my heart, only God does, so shut up

Are you certain you know your own intentions and heart, and are you so certain that the one who speaks with you is not merely a demon in the guise of an angel of light? You can't confirm how it's not a demon, while I'd say that what it's telling you fits the bill of demonic trickery. Even your history with Witchcraft leaves you more open to the influence of demons, your mind's but an open door for them after they've had the time to destroy the locks. 

Figuring that Satan and Lilith had a thing, Satan would have fairly intimate knowledge of her, and considering your Past Life Amnesia (even though The Church does not support reincarnation beyond our time spent within The Rapture) I'd dare to say that Satan and pretty much anyone else who's met Lilith would know more about her and how she thinks than you would. 

Satan's abilities serve to block out the messages of God, to turn them far enough blasphemous to be irretrievable, and so far most of what you've been rambling on about does not match up with Christianity's message, but rather Witchcraft's, which further supports that the path you've been led to follow isn't as it appears when you're literally advertising the words of the enemy under a Biblical signature. 

all you know are myths and legends, and aspects of ME, they are aspects of ME, I am not an aspect of Lilith lol I AM LILITH THE ONE AND ONLY GODDESS, THE DIVINE FEMININE, THE DIVINE MOTHER, CREATURE BUT NOT THE CREATOR, GODDESS BUT NOT GOD

See, this is your power tripping again. It'd be an honor to be an aspect of Lilith, but that's not good enough for you since it'd not be the strongest woman. 

If 'The Meek Shall Inherit The Earth', why would you even want to be powerful? 

or I was anyway since the beginning beginning humanity's creation up until this incarnation, in which I became a combination of Lilith and Emily and the holy spirit which I accepted into me at a young age and has been working in me ever since and I am still the goddess, the divine feminine, and the divine Mother but I am not completely evil and sinful anymore, most of which are lies by the way the myths and legends are exactly that, myths and legends passed down over time, vague ponderings of different aspects of my previous attributes

You continue to speak in the name of The Bible while professing the words of Witchcraft. 

Fusing Emily and Lilith together sounds a lot like Lilith possessing you, as possession tends to be a union between an outside influence and themselves. You even say she came unto you through sorcery, further confirming the possession risk and the room to be further misled once the deal was made.