the answers to these questions that I have and continued assurance as to what I believe to be my revealed from God and the holy spirit communicating to me through the scriptures, as well as an intimate vision given to me by God where he related to me as a partner, a wife, a female as big as him, and not a child, identity that I am seeking are never going to come from you Turncoat, or any sociopathcommunity member or any human being for that matter, they can only come from God
"I am the Lord, and there is no other, besides me there is no God; I equip you, though you do not know me, that people may know, from the rising of the sun and from the west, that there is none besides me; I am the Lord, and there is no other. I form light and create darkness; I make well-being and create calamity; I am the Lord, who does all these things." Isaiah 45:5-7
God seems to invalidate your claim of being 'as big as him'.
I am telling the truth, and not seeking attention, but no one here is going to believe that so it is best for me to just keep quiet and keep this between me and Jesus
Why, shouldn't you test your faith through trials and tribulations, through debate with other theologians to make sure you're on the right track?
I also believe you believe yourself, but that doesn't make you correct, just honest.
I was testing it out here first if I would ever tell christians at my church about this revelation,
They won't support this gospel, at best they'll give you the Spatial treatment and laugh at it instead of spending the time educating you.
A lot of people don't have time for others these days, or the patience, one of those.
and have decided that no I will probably always keep it between me and Jesus, unless in the future he commands me to testimony about it publicly, but He would have to make it 100% clear that in no way shape or form would it be possible that Satan was influencing me to testimony about it
How would you even know if it's Satan or Jesus if you're just going to cherry pick The Bible for the parts you like?
Again, figure that this 'Jesus' is telling you exactly what you think you want to hear, confirming your egotism so that you have more room to sin and profess incorrect gospel that might lead others to become just as lost.