Michael Majlak is the beast antichrist man of lawlessness. The whore has multiple analogies, one of them would have been me if I did not accept Jesus's forgiveness and repent. I am the divine Mother though, the one and only and this is the truth
Michael Majlak is the beast antichrist man of lawlessness. The whore has multiple analogies, one of them would have been me if I did not accept Jesus's forgiveness and repent. I am the divine Mother though, the one and only and this is the truth
it might seem like I am not faithful because I still message them, but Michael does satanic spells on me and has been trying to keep me traumabonded, if I wasn't faithful to Jesus I would have willingly met up with them in person in hollywood with the intention of letting them have sex with me
I used to be able to take even 11-12 inch cock up until that point, but now I can only take like 7 inches and it has been that way since towards the end of me being 22
Did you stop having sex/masturbating at that point or something?
From experience, the body's ability to take larger... uh, things, can become tighter and harder to pull off if the upkeep's not there.no I somehow pushed my cervix permanently down
Did this make all sex become more painful or something or can you just not ride that much size now?
he was a perfect fit, if he was bigger then he wouldn't have been able to go balls deep which is really pleasurable for men and I knew that so I think that's why I did it to myself, to have revenge in fuckbois who are usually well endowed
Oh, so it's about a sense of control then?
I meant revenge on* not in lol, but yes, it was about a sense of control, and it worked I do feel very in control because of doing it to myself but with doing it came a lot of shame and guilt as well
if I didn't do it, I might have ended up dead, because I was not convinced of Jesus being the truth back then, and I didn't know how else to control what seemed like an uncontrollable sexual appetite at the time, and I hated being used for sex but not being treated as special as I intuitively knew I deserved (Satan did everything he could to try to convince me I am the opposite of everything I actually am, redeemed by Jesus) but since I was a slut I didn't truly deserve anything but I was only a slut because I didn't believe in Jesus. yeah I would be completely hopeless without Jesus
Michael Majlak is the beast antichrist man of lawlessness. The whore has multiple analogies, one of them would have been me if I did not accept Jesus's forgiveness and repent. I am the divine Mother though, the one and only and this is the truth
But the divine mother isn't a Christian theme, it'd fall under 'False Idols' within their texts.
it might seem like I am not faithful because I still message them, but Michael does satanic spells on me and has been trying to keep me traumabonded, if I wasn't faithful to Jesus I would have willingly met up with them in person in hollywood with the intention of letting them have sex with me
Just because you could have made a worse decision doesn't mean your continued contact with them is suddenly okay for you.
If you really want to distance from them, you'd stop messaging them entirely, but as I said before you're liable to betray yourself and make concessions over it, mostly over how you don't want to drop contact with them overall.
Seems like a control thing, you want them to know you have the upper hand, rather than having you believing that being enough. You seek validation for your choices through your antagonists, you're effectively asking them to react to your choice as a form of affirmation for it instead of simply seeing it for yourself and moving on without their help.
As long as it's about a sense of victory over them, rather than a victory over yourself, they'll live in your head.
I used to be able to take even 11-12 inch cock up until that point, but now I can only take like 7 inches and it has been that way since towards the end of me being 22
Did you stop having sex/masturbating at that point or something?
From experience, the body's ability to take larger... uh, things, can become tighter and harder to pull off if the upkeep's not there.no I somehow pushed my cervix permanently down
Did this make all sex become more painful or something or can you just not ride that much size now?
he was a perfect fit, if he was bigger then he wouldn't have been able to go balls deep which is really pleasurable for men and I knew that so I think that's why I did it to myself, to have revenge in fuckbois who are usually well endowed
Oh, so it's about a sense of control then?
I meant revenge on* not in lol, but yes, it was about a sense of control, and it worked I do feel very in control because of doing it to myself but with doing it came a lot of shame and guilt as well
if I didn't do it, I might have ended up dead, because I was not convinced of Jesus being the truth back then, and I didn't know how else to control what seemed like an uncontrollable sexual appetite at the time, and I hated being used for sex but not being treated as special as I intuitively knew I deserved (Satan did everything he could to try to convince me I am the opposite of everything I actually am, redeemed by Jesus) but since I was a slut I didn't truly deserve anything but I was only a slut because I didn't believe in Jesus. yeah I would be completely hopeless without Jesus
What's wrong with being a slut though? You can be a slut and still have self-control and personal autonomy.
Seems like you're demonizing sex entirely as a coping mechanism, self-flagellating through Christian scripture as a way to proxy punishing yourself for a believed lack of self-control. It's not really sex's fault, it's just a function of the body, but rather how it's used in specific contexts can be what's bad about it.
There's plenty of walks of life that are sex positive, promoting it in a healthy way rather than abstaining from it entirely.
towards the end of my longest relationship, after I had already been with about 40 men and was sick of my goddess generosity of sharing myself with inferior men and being abused
I used to be able to take even 11-12 inch cock up until that point, but now I can only take like 7 inches and it has been that way since towards the end of me being 22
tl;dr I hated men so much that I self-destructed my own vagina because of it. I don't know exactly how it happened, but I know I somehow purposefully did it out of anger and hatred
Feathers don't read this, I am still a new christian and not able to be completely pure and holy I am being healed and cleansed from a lot of unrighteousness currently and unfortunately it is not an immediate process for me, I have a lot of learning and understanding of the scriptures and savlvation to do still
I will sound like an asshole but when you say stuff like slept with over 40 guys turned me on. Imagine them pumping their milk in your pinky slit and cumming over your pretty pale face.
I have a current addiction to masturbating that I'm trying to get free from and I had sex with my recent ex boyfriend frequently
Fuck when I thought I was out, they pull me back in with a boner.