At the risk of sounding redundant: this is probably not the place to recruit a roommate and "comrade-in-arms".
It worked for me.
You’re Christian now?
Nope.
Probably a good admittance of irrelevance enough.
Does one have to be a Christian to be a Comrade?
Don't take this into Communism, I swear...
At the risk of sounding redundant: this is probably not the place to recruit a roommate and "comrade-in-arms".
It worked for me.
You’re Christian now?
Nope.
Probably a good admittance of irrelevance enough.
Does one have to be a Christian to be a Comrade?
Don't take this into Communism, I swear...
I’m no expert but the oscillating behavior between black and white extremes is a hallmark of borderline personality disorder
It’s not always present with all borderlines but yeah, my dad has the diagnosis and I’ve witnessed this behavior and when I went about learning about bpd it really helped me understand what was going on and I realized oh okay… that’s why my dad does that.
he does the same thing like oscillating between two extremes a lot. My mom described it as sometimes he is like Mother Theresa, and other times, he is like The Godfather.
No doubt, we've known that about her for some time.
Last time or maybe the time before she went through this, I brought up that she could be having a Spiritual Emergency.
'Spiritual Emergency' aka 'Spiritual Crisis' Is listed in the DSM V' as something that can happen to bipolar minds.
Borderlines are also bipolar.
Symptoms of a spiritual crisis can go into what is identified as a type psychosis where the subject will believe they are some type of angelic divine being, in a chilling way they will start to speak wisdom and sometimes they and those around them do become enlightened. At the time they will be super benevolent and preach biblical things sometimes.
It may shock some of you but Turquie knows right from wrong in really deep ways. You chat with her about this stuff and she'll go deep if she sees you're keeping up with her. These religious threads she's been writing is watered down, probably cause she wants people to understand.
I wouldn't suggest Turquie is that far gone where she thinks she's God, and personally I don't think having a spiritual emergency is all that bad for her to be honest, as she would often take pleasure in breaking hearts, making porn, take pleasure in intolerance and a list of other things that generally makes her a toxic addition to those she's close with.
In the actual spiritual side of the matter, like all of us, our bodies and existence in the physical is a battle ground for good and evil, based on principals, but for Turquie who is borderline, the battle between good and evil comes out in more profound ways. As the borderline emotions are more intense, so too is her character at the time.
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Turquie is both shy and shameless, which is contradictory to one another. For example she feels no way posting nudes here or on whatever platform she does the cam girl thing on. She's comfortable in her skin, however, when it comes to speech or talking to an SC member verbally, she's veeeery shy, like she would throw out a line then mute her mic, or remain quite in a group call. Aside from that I've only seen Turquie get serious once, and that was the Delora Saga when Delora was infatuated with Turquie and wanted to marry her, then they fought and they both used to talk to me about it. Turquie really wanted to be in the right in the matter, not saying she wasn't, but she clearly cared to be in the right, which is usually out of character for her.
What?
You can't be a Communist and a Xtian.
Karl Marx called religion "opium for the masses." So real Communists are usually atheists, or they find a way to graft any quasi-spiritual thoughts/needs/seeking on to euphemisms and metaphors that won't upset their atheist friends.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Persecution_of_Christians_in_the_Soviet_Union
seek the Lord and his healing with me, and go to Celebrate Recovery and volunteer to help the homeless and those in poverty with me
I confess I am a little lonely right now going through Jesus's transformation of my heart and remission of sinning on my own so if anyone needs a place to live
I need a change of scenery.
I might consider coming with my son to visit you for a few weeks or a month or 2, depending on what's going on with COVID controls at the border.
Which state are you in rn?
Honestly I think loneliness builds character. It is fine to be alone with your thoughts and to find your own soul I think. One acquaintaince of my is always alone. He is the most alone person in the world honestly but I like him a lot. He lives in his own world and honestly his living room and apartment looks like he has some big plans and stuff. But really I think sometimes loneliness makes people weird. Sometimes you can have a bit too much depth of character and then its offputting. So maybe it's not good to be alone after all I changed my mind.
seek the Lord and his healing with me, and go to Celebrate Recovery and volunteer to help the homeless and those in poverty with me
I confess I am a little lonely right now going through Jesus's transformation of my heart and remission of sinning on my own so if anyone needs a place to live
Don't religious lonely people go to church?
What?
You can't be a Communist and a Xtian.
Karl Marx called religion "opium for the masses." So real Communists are usually atheists, or they find a way to graft any quasi-spiritual thoughts/needs/seeking on to euphemisms and metaphors that won't upset their atheist friends.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Persecution_of_Christians_in_the_Soviet_Union
Pfff, it's been years since then. That's like saying you can't have Christian Fortune Tellers or Scientists.
Honestly I think loneliness builds character. It is fine to be alone with your thoughts and to find your own soul I think. One acquaintaince of my is always alone. He is the most alone person in the world honestly but I like him a lot. He lives in his own world and honestly his living room and apartment looks like he has some big plans and stuff. But really I think sometimes loneliness makes people weird. Sometimes you can have a bit too much depth of character and then its offputting. So maybe it's not good to be alone after all I changed my mind.
i just need space, even if im with someone sometimes. like, pretend im not here, even if u need smth. i need my sanctuary
