So I was returning from the gym just a hour ago or so. I have the habit of wearing mask like ray ban sunglasses at night and a black shirt, and I was passing by that coffee shop and there was a group of drunk / stupid not sure which NPD mommies.
Around 20 years old main age? Idk. Didn't notice cause I get shy when women cat call me. (inb4 u beta u no sigma male blah blah) kys
And they started doing "wuuuuu wuuuuu" "hey hey" like trying to get my attention, doing other provocative gestures and giggling.
I un ironically turned red and was suppressing my laughter. They noticed immediately and continued calling me flattering things but in a very aggressive tone.
I didn't like the experience at all, if it was a group of dudes I would had beat them up. But with women I become super shy and lose my shit if they do that, that's why I try to be dismissive/cold/egotistical when they are around cause if they start complimenting me I turn red like a tomato.
That was before I was depressed at least, when I became depressed I started looking down on them with contempt due to my bad experience with my former NPD mommies. So that was shutting off the shyness.
But now that's cured the shyness returned and idk what to do.
Lol.
