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1 i don't self-reflect but i analyze myself objectively from a bird's eye point of view

like i add age/ income/ social position/ life/ general abilities/ generally observable shit that you can't cope yourself into, and make a summary, see what's imperfect and what i can fix if i want to

2 idk if i want to fix the second one tbh

relation ships and connections seem like a rampant cope for people who can't dominate their own reality

why connect with you if i can simply have you? 

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yeah i know that too that many aspd's npd's use that card cause they lack the IQ and analytical skills to reflect on their errors but it's not what i do

AizenTheTitanic said: 

1 i don't self-reflect but i analyze myself objectively from a bird's eye point of view

How do you do that? 

like i add age/ income/ social position/ life/ general abilities/ generally observable shit that you can't cope yourself into, and make a summary, see what's imperfect and what i can fix if i want to

So you look at the larger hierarchy, rather than the individual? 

2 idk if i want to fix the second one tbh

relation ships and connections seem like a rampant cope for people who can't dominate their own reality

why connect with you if i can simply have you? 

Connection gives it more meaning, while also offering enough relativity to question ourselves. It also feels more meaningful, which is why so many are afraid of that kind of vulnerability. It's also natural, we're meant to bond and connect with others, and we tend to get more out of it than we would from abstaining from it. 

It takes strength to allow yourself to lower your guard. "To raise your sword you must first lower your shield". 

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yeah i know that too that many aspd's npd's use that card cause they lack the IQ and analytical skills to reflect on their errors but it's not what i do

You've essentially admitted to a lack of social IQ beyond archetypes and labels, what makes yours different than theirs? 

if you don't look at the hierarchy you're delusional and absurdist, you belong in a hierarchy like it or not

"meaning" is relative, i could say that my meaning is having no meaning in other people

i never admitted to lack of social iq, i probably got the highest cognitive empathy i ever seen in a person, and some times i even pin point trauma- ideology by few words, assuming i focus and i stop being "carefree"

in fact

the reason why i come here and i don't think, or generally avoid thinking / analyzing is because i used to be very dependent on the said ability

people would keep calling me "genius INFJ" even boosted who's a bpd rampant hater and pinata 

gradually that lead up to people depending on me emotionally -seeking understanding in me, which i realized it was a FLAW 

and given how my actual mbti is ENTJ- a, is better if i am based more on pragmatic/ hierarchy approach rather than any type of social-analyzation

like how do i put this, i essentially shut down my own gift and social IQ completely, despite how it's actually my highest ability, to stop depending on it

01:17 AizenTheTitanic: kek wasted 10 mins to find flaws but i could find only one
01:17 AizenTheTitanic: i am so fucking bad ass i can literally try to shame myself and i can't
01:17 AizenTheTitanic: 💪 juggernaut power

01:33 AizenTheTitanic: trannycoat is dumbounfded in the face of sheer confidence kek
01:33 AizenTheTitanic: i am going to respond to you you FAGGOTTTTTTTTT
01:36 AizenTheTitanic: FLAWS ARE SUBJECTIVE, ONLY MY OBJECTIVITY MATTERS
01:36 AizenTheTitanic: #superiority complex club

01:37 AizenTheTitanic: stfu you loser
01:37 AizenTheTitanic: i am self -reflecting on a screen stop interrupting this beautiful process
01:37 AizenTheTitanic: you're sad hence why you vent about your drug abuse
01:37 AizenTheTitanic: and you try to connect with e-strangers
01:38 AizenTheTitanic: get reversed by the juggernaut
01:38 AizenTheTitanic: 💪

01:38 AizenTheTitanic: socialize, chit chat, boredom whatever
01:38 AizenTheTitanic: it's cringe
01:39 AizenTheTitanic: you're like an ape
01:39 AizenTheTitanic: unless you're having a productive conv to make a point you're an ape
01:39 AizenTheTitanic: cope
01:39 AizenTheTitanic: 💪

01:39 Dexciple: so why you here
01:39 AizenTheTitanic: cause it helps me achieve one final step i want
01:40 AizenTheTitanic: and it's been working
01:40 AizenTheTitanic: my plans always succeed KEK

01:41 AizenTheTitanic: why do you inbreds always make it about some sort of herd-approval
01:41 AizenTheTitanic: it's like the concept of self- sufficient is foreign to you

01:43 AizenTheTitanic: wtf are you on about
01:43 AizenTheTitanic: i come here cause these subhumans activate my general contempt for human beings a lot
01:43 AizenTheTitanic: and contempt makes you somewhat attached to yourself
01:43 AizenTheTitanic: like i had to find the most pathetic beings to do it but given how irl they are afraid of me and in discord they ban me
01:44 AizenTheTitanic: this was the most functional option
01:44 AizenTheTitanic: if i manage to look past my contempt i won against my perfectionism
01:44 AizenTheTitanic: 💪

01:44 Dexciple: but you dont know what im on about
01:44 AizenTheTitanic: nah idrc tbh i monopolize most convs out of sheer superiority complex sorry
01:44 AizenTheTitanic: xD

01:45 Dexciple: why yoyu an ass hole?
01:46 AizenTheTitanic: cause it's my personality
01:46 AizenTheTitanic: inconsideration towards others copes and insecurities

01:50 AizenTheTitanic: it says that i am a bad ass
01:51 AizenTheTitanic: and ofc it says more about me retard, i was describing myself
01:51 AizenTheTitanic: why would i care about describing you, you are boring
01:51 AizenTheTitanic: 💪

01:52 AizenTheTitanic: in your primitive mind which translates shit based on what triggers you sure
01:52 AizenTheTitanic: the difference is with all these "internet twats"
01:53 AizenTheTitanic: i do this cause it's me, they do it for attention
01:53 AizenTheTitanic: 💪

01:54 AizenTheTitanic: trannycoat doesn't care to have a cool conv he wants to win the trolling battle
01:54 AizenTheTitanic: like you can win against me kek

01:56 AizenTheTitanic: if you can't achieve your goal without others approval / interest/ attention
01:56 AizenTheTitanic: your goal is depended on others

01:56 Dexciple: do you have presence in real life?
01:57 AizenTheTitanic: bit too much in fact
01:57 AizenTheTitanic: i am like 6.2 and i have 18+ inches arms
01:58 AizenTheTitanic: that's more than enough to get attention
01:58 AizenTheTitanic: plus my zero fucks rockstar attitude
01:58 AizenTheTitanic: i get orbiters and i hate it cause
01:58 AizenTheTitanic: eventually when people can respect you and feel safe + understood by you
01:58 AizenTheTitanic: they become depended but, you also become depended on their dependence
01:58 AizenTheTitanic: that's a prison
01:59 AizenTheTitanic: the point is to be free 💪

KEK he posted the ss where the supreme example of me completing reversing my original gifts - achieving my goal are presented in a badass form

💪 JUGGERNAUTED 

AizenTheTitanic said: 

if you don't look at the hierarchy you're delusional and absurdist, you belong in a hierarchy like it or not

True, but how much it matters to someone varies. 

Doesn't your observance of the hierarchy contradict your notions of self-preservation? 

the reason why i come here and i don't think, or generally avoid thinking / analyzing is because i used to be very dependent on the said ability

like how do i put this, i essentially shut down my own gift and social IQ completely, despite how it's actually my highest ability, to stop depending on it

gradually that lead up to people depending on me emotionally -seeking understanding in me, which i realized it was a FLAW 

and given how my actual mbti is ENTJ- a, is better if i am based more on pragmatic/ hierarchy approach rather than any type of social-analyzation

see we refer to totally different things/ aims here hence the disconnection

you refer to succeeded as a social - person, as part of a society, as a human being with others

so you believe that what i do essentially defeats the purpose of my own goal

but that's not true

the real strength is capable of being independent from the hierarchy after transcending it, and to do that, you must stop depending on what works on the hierarchy

prove with actions that you're literally- above it (no narc cope)

and all process of training/ evolution are handicapping yourself

which implies that by handicapping myself in my greatest gift, and achieving new strength based on things irrelevant to it, i beat my own reality, my own limitations

💪

btw i think you knew some of this, but i won't say why cause i don't analyze 

kek

AizenTheTitanic said: 

see we refer to totally different things/ aims here hence the disconnection

Well yeah, don't most people have different goals and ideas over what's important and how to handle things? 

I ask these questions because we are different, if we were the same it'd accomplish nothing. 

you refer to succeeded as a social - person, as part of a society, as a human being with others

so you believe that what i do essentially defeats the purpose of my own goal

but that's not true

If you are aiming to not be close with others and entirely self-reliant, isn't that you ignoring it beyond the limits and bounds of your environment? 

the real strength is capable of being independent from the hierarchy after transcending it, and to do that, you must stop depending on what works on the hierarchy

But you still have to observe the hierarchy to then 'transcend' it? 

prove with actions that you're literally- above it (no narc cope)

Above what, the hierarchy? That has me questioning which hierarchies, rather than seeing it as just a single pecking order. A jock for example might be able to beat up lowly nerds, but throw that jock into a D&D campaign and he's going to feel like the idiot. 

It obviously exists, but my peers have always been from multiple walks of life. While we may observe that society has tiers, these are not necessary for us to have an interaction. Beyond that it'd be foolish to claim that I'm above it when it's literally the government sending me my checks. 

Rather than using the hierarchy to see who is "worthy", I more so see others' observance of it and am stuck working within their ideas. I can't just ignore it, but it's hold isn't identical for all across the board. Most use it as an excuse to judge people, but I tend to look more for how well they know themselves and go from there. 

and all process of training/ evolution are handicapping yourself

which implies that by handicapping myself in my greatest gift, and achieving new strength based on things irrelevant to it, i beat my own reality, my own limitations

It sounds more like you threw away your talents when they proved to be too heavy to carry, like a gunman who chooses to never kill again. 

It's a bad approach considering that, if something should require you to use those talents, you'll be both out of the habit of it and out of shape in it's use. Wouldn't it make more sense to hone your greatest weapons, rather than throwing them in the trash? 

if you feel the need to get close to your environment is because you lack the means to dominate it from a higher position

i observed the hierarchy enough, i analyzed every spectrum of pd's/ mental disorders/ points of views/ in real life and online, for years and years and years, i genuinely think there's nothing i don't know about people, and despite how absurd that sounds, i still yet to meet a person i couldn't categorize based on something i experienced before

perhaps... i don't see the person but i see his place, his abilities, but that gets us to "identity" i don't believe in identity, and i have solid reasons that can debunk it

our major difference here is that you apply connection, i apply judgment 

It sounds more like you threw away your talents when they proved to be too heavy to carry, like a gunman who chooses to never kill again.

It's a bad approach considering that, if something should require you to use those talents, you'll be both out of the habit of it and out of shape in it's use. Wouldn't it make more sense to hone your greatest weapons, rather than throwing them in the trash?

that's actually a clever- suave comeback 

at some point it was that yeah, they were too heavy to carry but not anymore

i am just searching for something different, and i believe i am close into achieving it after i do i will merge the two then switch them off and on depends on the goal

and to be real in the end why not do whatever the fuck you want to do? 

i honed them a lot, before this forum and discord i been to many places, colleges, gyms, martial arts centers, even drug cartels at times, i honed it to the point i could make a person irl attached to me even if he was a murderer 

and yes i know this sounds like a fan fiction edgelord type of shit idc

eventually, i depended it on it so much, i bumped into something i couldn't charm into attaching to me

that was the wake up call "you're not invincible, and some times your shit doesn't work"

that happened some years ago, and it was destructive because the chain-reaction cause a shit ton of drama that started from online, and extended in real life

and all that because, i didn't value pride/ position and i valued actual- concept instead, blinded by an idealism that gives you nothing besides a false sense of self - worth