Not really "not important"
In the end, you are the one who picked the worst possible people for relation ships due to your own mental illness and desperation
And in the end, you are the one who reportedly took advantage of their desperation to both lie/abuse them and evidently (right now) put them down through altering the events of the past.
Is bpd jim a good source of data? Certainly not
Was he fair with you? Most likely not
But the fact that you had such a horrible experience with such person, and returned to the same site to find another date proves three things:
You got no self respect
You are drawn to mentally ill rejects for some reason
You don't learn from your mistakes
Based on this information and your inability to self reflect and take responsibility, including how you orbit chapo another mentally ill person.
You deserve all this.
I do deserve it, but I don’t orbit Chapo. What in the world! I can’t do anything but orbit people and be the one who gets dumped when it’s actually the opposite! So annoying. I left everyone except C4. Even Trypt, but I did ask him what I could do to get him to marry me and he said he wouldn’t do that, but in a nice way...
