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First, I’m flattered you care enough to write an essay about me :) 

Doesn't take much to flatter you then, but I suppose that fits the narc cope of haters being lovers. 

Second, I told Jim to go do it with other people because I’m not evil and I didn’t want to do it with him anymore. He got fat.

He didn't just pork out once you two got together, something about your perceptions changed. 

Does this mean you won't like your daughter as much once she begins to show his weight? 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Splitting_(psychology)#Narcissistic_personality_disorder

She hated me for not liking her as a person (finding her personality repulsive) and preferring skinny white twinks over her, also I kicked her out because she was too annoying, then she decided to hate me. She is now also seething at Tryp for refusing to meet her again because she is annoying (and she lacks character according to what she said). Homegirl just can't deal with people not wanting her, NPD. And she was also seething at me in chat for not talking to her months ago (nothing personal, i just love white and asian girls with pretty faces, and i dont do male/female friendship)

Third, Tony is black and fat. I’m black, so I need different genes to make my child more likely to survive. It’s why we reproduce. And I ditched Jim, mostly because he was fat. He also hit me and kicked me in the face with his shoe on, so...

It could be his diet and lifestyle more than genetics, look how lazy that dude is. 

You could also count on him being the more motherly one of the two, which seems to be what you've been looking for. He's already had a prior girl ask him about it, it must be something he's built to do. 

I think he would have a chance if he did not act like a passive woman, he is unassertive (not forward enough, beats around the bush) and kinda weak, which is weird for a nigger. Look at tryp and chapo for ex, they are cum white but they don't act it, super confident and forward with women. 

 Liar! You let me back in. Also, I was never mad at you for not talking to me. I was weirded out that you still hold a grudge when I’ve been over your existence for over a year now. You loved me so much that you asked me ever two seconds whether I loved you or not.

That’s what made me start to hate you, not anything else, other than the fat. If you were skinny, I would have tolerated you and we would be married.

You asked me to marry you several times because I suck at recording stuff. You went on one knee like a little girl and tried to suck my imaginary thing by giving me a ring.

But anyway, we discussed this already, but just to let everyone else know, I wrote it here too. I don’t hate you and never did. You don’t mean enough to me for me to waste time and energy hating you. So please stop lying to people.

I never asked Trypt to meet me again and he never said no. I’m not mad at Trypt. I don’t even care for him anymore. I cut off feelings like it’s deadweight because it is.

He crossed me by saying that he is good at stringing chicks along, but I already decided not to wait for him before that, because I have mental issues and need stability ASAP, which means marriage.

I don’t hate Trypt, I just don’t feel like waiting for him, and now, I don’t feel like being strung along either. It disgusts me that he would even say that, honestly.

He’s not the person I would like him to be, so he isn’t the one for me. I think he enjoys being treated the way Blanc treats him and I wish him luck with that. I’m sticking with Chapo and his adorable self. He is pretty great and very fun. 

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 Liar! You let me back in. Also, I was never mad at you for not talking to me. I was weirded out that you still hold a grudge when I’ve been over your existence for over a year now. You loved me so much that you asked me ever two seconds whether I loved you or not.

Does it not hurt your pride to beg and need the attention of someone you broke up with a long time ago? You should not be bothered by being ignored by an ex, you should grow up and deal with it, be strong and independent, that is hot, not clingy and desperate. It's kind of sad that you are getting so little attention from guys that you have to resort to an ex.

It's vicarously painful to watch you repeatedly get dumped, replaced, stood up from dates, rejected etc, and generally be an undesirable reject,  plz become more attractive or whatever

That’s what made me start to hate you, not anything else, other than the fat. If you were skinny, I would have tolerated you and we would be married.

Or because I could not tolerate your depression and bipolar rage, your constant sadness and anger were a burden impossible to deal with so I kicked you out and left numerous times, you realized I was only with you out of loneliness and desperation so you decided to find someone who would tolerate you.

You asked me to marry you several times because I suck at recording stuff. You went on one knee like a little girl and tried to suck my imaginary thing by giving me a ring.

Is that how you cope now as you got discarded by your married guy because he realized his pretty faced white wife is more important to him (and he is not embarrassed to be seen with her), and Tryp realized that he loves his pretty faced sweet personality white loli Blanc even more after meeting up with you,  always a second choice and a last resort, disposable throwaway girl, hidden because they are embarrassed to be seen with you and kept at an arms length because nobody thinks you are good enough to be a main chick or to commit to, and now not even worth kept as sex slave and used as a free Vegas trip because your face is so ugly and you are so annoying that a man will skip on free sex and a vacation. Waiting all day on the phone to get a text reply and nothing comes...while he hits up blanc asking for sex..

I guess you can pride yourself in the fact that you are a homemaker, when you try to homewreck you just bring the partners come closer by helping the guy realize how better the girl is in comparion, then get dumped, which makes you useful.

(btw, maybe get into sales, as you are a pro at getting rejections in a row)

 

But anyway, we discussed this already, but just to let everyone else know, I wrote it here too. I don’t hate you and never did. You don’t mean enough to me for me to waste time and energy hating you. So please stop lying to people.

Except for throwing a BPD tantrum and leaking personal info over me ignoring you because you can't live without my attention and are obsessed lol. I enjoy that I can hurt you and have power over your feelings enough to make you do that ;)

I never asked Trypt to meet me again and he never said no. I’m not mad at Trypt. I don’t even care for him anymore. I cut off feelings like it’s deadweight because it is.

You are starting to hurt my narcissistic ego by making me feel like I dated an ugly reject who can't get any guy to like her and choose her, giving me embarrassment by proxy. Please stop constantly getting rejected and dumped, think about my self-esteem too....

I came through that girl puppet, warned you to not do your jealousy plan (as Tryp is socially aware and it will only push him away), tried to tell you how to behave more pleasant, even told Chapo to meet you so I can scam Med using her jealousy, but I can't hide your face or your personality, I am sorry..You should come to our discord and fix the male to female ratio by doing your magic and running the extra guys off.

He crossed me by saying that he is good at stringing chicks along, but I already decided not to wait for him before that, because I have mental issues and need stability ASAP, which means marriage.

Damn, so you got an owner who does not even consider you worth of owning and keeping, arent you a hot commodity? xd...

I don’t hate Trypt, I just don’t feel like waiting for him, and now, I don’t feel like being strung along either. It disgusts me that he would even say that, honestly.

So he does not even bother to lie to you? Damn, I am really jealous by how much you are valued by guys and everyone's fighting to make you theirs pfaahahah

My Russian twink fucked me up by telling me that he is in Britain with a rich faggot who is planning to own him and maybe marry him, seeming happy. Why can't you be a desirable wanted loved succesful ex like him and rub it in my face? I hate you for being such a loser and reject literally.

You were saying something about being scared of me, do not have to worry about me coming after you to hurt you because I am not sure what I could do to make your life anymore painful or miserable xD if I killed you that would only be a favor as it would end the romcom rejection drama your life is...

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last edit on 5/21/2021 5:31:12 AM
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He crossed me by saying that he is good at stringing chicks along, but I already decided not to wait for him before that, because I have mental issues and need stability ASAP, which means marriage.

I don’t hate Trypt, I just don’t feel like waiting for him, and now, I don’t feel like being strung along either. It disgusts me that he would even say that, honestly.

He’s not the person I would like him to be, so he isn’t the one for me. I think he enjoys being treated the way Blanc treats him and I wish him luck with that. I’m sticking with Chapo and his adorable self. He is pretty great and very fun. 

 So he did not even bother to hide from you that he would string you along, sounds like he is softly rejecting you, and you know why chooses blanc too, and its not about the treatment, you and I both know the answer even though you do not want to accept it and think about it ;) Like I said, face surgery and jaw/chin surgery in korea is cheap, take advantage (but maybe you are on a secret mission to get dumped and rejected by as many men as possible to break some guiness record, i have tight lips shh)

this will be the last message I respond to you with because I am very much looking forward to watching you crumble when I take away the one thing you so very much crave. Attention.

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last edit on 5/21/2021 4:56:32 AM
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 Liar! You let me back in. Also, I was never mad at you for not talking to me. I was weirded out that you still hold a grudge when I’ve been over your existence for over a year now. You loved me so much that you asked me ever two seconds whether I loved you or not.

Does it not hurt your pride to beg and need the attention of someone you broke up with a long time ago? You should not be bothered by being ignored by an ex, you should grow up and deal with it, be strong and independent, that is hot, not clingy and desperate. It's kind of sad that you are getting so little attention from guys that you have to resort to an ex.

It's vicarously painful to watch you repeatedly get dumped, replaced, stood up from dates, rejected etc, and generally be an undesirable reject,  plz become more attractive or whatever

That’s what made me start to hate you, not anything else, other than the fat. If you were skinny, I would have tolerated you and we would be married.

Or because I could not tolerate your depression and bipolar rage, your constant sadness and anger were a burden impossible to deal with so I kicked you out and left numerous times, you realized I was only with you out of loneliness and desperation so you decided to find someone who would tolerate you.

You asked me to marry you several times because I suck at recording stuff. You went on one knee like a little girl and tried to suck my imaginary thing by giving me a ring.

Is that how you cope now as you got discarded by your married guy because he realized his pretty faced white wife is more important to him (and he is not embarrassed to be seen with her), and Tryp realized that he loves his pretty faced sweet personality white loli Blanc even more after meeting up with you,  always a second choice and a last resort, disposable throwaway girl, hidden because they are embarrassed to be seen with you and kept at an arms length because nobody thinks you are good enough to be a main chick or to commit to, and now not even worth kept as sex slave and used as a free Vegas trip because your face is so ugly and you are so annoying that a man will skip on free sex and a vacation. Waiting all day on the phone to get a text reply and nothing comes...while he hits up blanc asking for sex..

I guess you can pride yourself in the fact that you are a homemaker, when you try to homewreck you just bring the partners come closer by helping the guy realize how better the girl is in comparion, then get dumped, which makes you useful.

(btw, maybe get into sales, as you are a pro at getting rejections in a row)

 

But anyway, we discussed this already, but just to let everyone else know, I wrote it here too. I don’t hate you and never did. You don’t mean enough to me for me to waste time and energy hating you. So please stop lying to people.

Except for throwing a BPD tantrum and leaking personal info over me ignoring you because you can't live without my attention and are obsessed lol. I enjoy that I can hurt you and have power over your feelings enough to make you do that ;)

I never asked Trypt to meet me again and he never said no. I’m not mad at Trypt. I don’t even care for him anymore. I cut off feelings like it’s deadweight because it is.

You are starting to hurt my narcissistic ego by making me feel like I dated an ugly reject who can't get any guy to like her and choose her, giving me embarrassment by proxy. Please stop constantly getting rejected and dumped, think about my self-esteem too....

I came through that girl puppet, warned you to not do your jealousy plan (as Tryp is socially aware and it will only push him away), tried to tell you how to behave more pleasant, even told Chapo to meet you so I can scam Med using her jealousy, but I can't hide your face or your personality, I am sorry..You should come to our discord and fix the male to female ratio by doing your magic and running the extra guys off.

He crossed me by saying that he is good at stringing chicks along, but I already decided not to wait for him before that, because I have mental issues and need stability ASAP, which means marriage.

Damn, so you got an owner who does not even consider you worth of owning and keeping, arent you a hot commodity? xd...

I don’t hate Trypt, I just don’t feel like waiting for him, and now, I don’t feel like being strung along either. It disgusts me that he would even say that, honestly.

So he does not even bother to lie to you? Damn, I am really jealous by how much you are valued by guys and everyone's fighting to make you theirs pfaahahah

My Russian twink fucked me up by telling me that he is in Britain with a rich faggot who is planning to own him and maybe marry him, seeming happy. Why can't you be a desirable wanted loved succesful ex like him and rub it in my face? I hate you for being such a loser and reject literally.

You were saying something about being scared of me, do not have to worry about me coming after you to hurt you because I am not sure what I could do to make your life anymore painful or miserable xD if I killed you that would only be a favor as it would end the romcom rejection drama your life is...

 Can’t read all of that, but Chapo and I are still getting married, Trypt and I were never a thing. You and I were never really a thing, so there’s nothing to get over. I leaked your information about your past and email because you kept lying about stuff. You kept saying I was the one who liked you, but the emails I posted say the complete opposite because they tell the truth. You have issues and need to leave me alone because I’m not into liars and I am not into reading lies. It frustrates me and I prefer that you do not speak to me, if I’m being 100% honest. At least if you’re going to lie. 

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 Liar! You let me back in. Also, I was never mad at you for not talking to me. I was weirded out that you still hold a grudge when I’ve been over your existence for over a year now. You loved me so much that you asked me ever two seconds whether I loved you or not.

Does it not hurt your pride to beg and need the attention of someone you broke up with a long time ago? You should not be bothered by being ignored by an ex, you should grow up and deal with it, be strong and independent, that is hot, not clingy and desperate. It's kind of sad that you are getting so little attention from guys that you have to resort to an ex.

It's vicarously painful to watch you repeatedly get dumped, replaced, stood up from dates, rejected etc, and generally be an undesirable reject,  plz become more attractive or whatever

That’s what made me start to hate you, not anything else, other than the fat. If you were skinny, I would have tolerated you and we would be married.

Or because I could not tolerate your depression and bipolar rage, your constant sadness and anger were a burden impossible to deal with so I kicked you out and left numerous times, you realized I was only with you out of loneliness and desperation so you decided to find someone who would tolerate you.

You asked me to marry you several times because I suck at recording stuff. You went on one knee like a little girl and tried to suck my imaginary thing by giving me a ring.

Is that how you cope now as you got discarded by your married guy because he realized his pretty faced white wife is more important to him (and he is not embarrassed to be seen with her), and Tryp realized that he loves his pretty faced sweet personality white loli Blanc even more after meeting up with you,  always a second choice and a last resort, disposable throwaway girl, hidden because they are embarrassed to be seen with you and kept at an arms length because nobody thinks you are good enough to be a main chick or to commit to, and now not even worth kept as sex slave and used as a free Vegas trip because your face is so ugly and you are so annoying that a man will skip on free sex and a vacation. Waiting all day on the phone to get a text reply and nothing comes...while he hits up blanc asking for sex..

I guess you can pride yourself in the fact that you are a homemaker, when you try to homewreck you just bring the partners come closer by helping the guy realize how better the girl is in comparion, then get dumped, which makes you useful.

(btw, maybe get into sales, as you are a pro at getting rejections in a row)

 

But anyway, we discussed this already, but just to let everyone else know, I wrote it here too. I don’t hate you and never did. You don’t mean enough to me for me to waste time and energy hating you. So please stop lying to people.

Except for throwing a BPD tantrum and leaking personal info over me ignoring you because you can't live without my attention and are obsessed lol. I enjoy that I can hurt you and have power over your feelings enough to make you do that ;)

I never asked Trypt to meet me again and he never said no. I’m not mad at Trypt. I don’t even care for him anymore. I cut off feelings like it’s deadweight because it is.

You are starting to hurt my narcissistic ego by making me feel like I dated an ugly reject who can't get any guy to like her and choose her, giving me embarrassment by proxy. Please stop constantly getting rejected and dumped, think about my self-esteem too....

I came through that girl puppet, warned you to not do your jealousy plan (as Tryp is socially aware and it will only push him away), tried to tell you how to behave more pleasant, even told Chapo to meet you so I can scam Med using her jealousy, but I can't hide your face or your personality, I am sorry..You should come to our discord and fix the male to female ratio by doing your magic and running the extra guys off.

He crossed me by saying that he is good at stringing chicks along, but I already decided not to wait for him before that, because I have mental issues and need stability ASAP, which means marriage.

Damn, so you got an owner who does not even consider you worth of owning and keeping, arent you a hot commodity? xd...

I don’t hate Trypt, I just don’t feel like waiting for him, and now, I don’t feel like being strung along either. It disgusts me that he would even say that, honestly.

So he does not even bother to lie to you? Damn, I am really jealous by how much you are valued by guys and everyone's fighting to make you theirs pfaahahah

My Russian twink fucked me up by telling me that he is in Britain with a rich faggot who is planning to own him and maybe marry him, seeming happy. Why can't you be a desirable wanted loved succesful ex like him and rub it in my face? I hate you for being such a loser and reject literally.

You were saying something about being scared of me, do not have to worry about me coming after you to hurt you because I am not sure what I could do to make your life anymore painful or miserable xD if I killed you that would only be a favor as it would end the romcom rejection drama your life is...

 Bro, I ditched my owner. He wasn’t a good owner. He didn’t do anything. He said he wanted to control me and he didn’t make any effort to. I was willing to do whatever, but I couldn’t handle how bad he was at it so I canceled his services. 

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He crossed me by saying that he is good at stringing chicks along, but I already decided not to wait for him before that, because I have mental issues and need stability ASAP, which means marriage.

I don’t hate Trypt, I just don’t feel like waiting for him, and now, I don’t feel like being strung along either. It disgusts me that he would even say that, honestly.

He’s not the person I would like him to be, so he isn’t the one for me. I think he enjoys being treated the way Blanc treats him and I wish him luck with that. I’m sticking with Chapo and his adorable self. He is pretty great and very fun. 

 So he did not even bother to hide from you that he would string you along, sounds like he is softly rejecting you, and you know why chooses blanc too, and its not about the treatment, you and I both know the answer even though you do not want to accept it and think about it ;) Like I said, face surgery and jaw/chin surgery in korea is cheap, take advantage (but maybe you are on a secret mission to get dumped and rejected by as many men as possible to break some guiness record, i have tight lips shh)

this will be the last message I respond to you with because I am very much looking forward to watching you crumble when I take away the one thing you so very much crave. Attention.

 You’re the one who likes attention. I just like guys. Not you, but other ones. You’re rather annoying, honestly. I don’t want to be mean to you because I’m trying to be a better person, but goodness man! You’re married. Focus on your wife and leave my love life alone. I’m working on the husband thing. Chapo and I will be married one day, so it’s okay. Nothing in my past matters because the future is where I am looking. You should do the same. Stop wishing we worked out. We just aren’t meant for each other. It doesn’t matter what you like or didn’t like about me. We are just two random people on a website. I don’t know you and you don’t know me. I get to get paid again today! Oh, sorry got a notification my client paid me. Something about thanks for never talking to me or about me again :) appreciate it!

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Based on how she almost married bpdjim and comes here to find the love of her life I would say she is crumbling btw, too much desperation

Give it a year with no pixel attention karma will run its course 

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Based on how she almost married bpdjim and comes here to find the love of her life I would say she is crumbling btw, too much desperation

Give it a year with no pixel attention karma will run its course 

 What karma? It has to be good karma because I was charitable in my allowing Jim to even touch me, so I guess I should chill and wait for my good karma. 

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Not really "not important" 

In the end, you are the one who picked the worst possible people for relation ships due to your own mental illness and desperation

And in the end, you are the one who reportedly took advantage of their desperation to both lie/abuse them and evidently (right now) put them down through altering the events of the past.

Is bpd jim a good source of data? Certainly not

Was he fair with you? Most likely not

But the fact that you had such a horrible experience with such person, and returned to the same site to find another date proves three things:

You got no self respect 

You are drawn to mentally ill rejects for some reason

You don't learn from your mistakes

Based on this information and your inability to self reflect and take responsibility, including how you orbit chapo another mentally ill person.

You deserve all this.

last edit on 5/21/2021 7:28:33 PM
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Not really "not important" 

In the end, you are the one who picked the worst possible people for relation ships due to your own mental illness and desperation

And in the end, you are the one who reportedly took advantage of their desperation to both lie/abuse them and evidently (right now) put them down through altering the events of the past.

Is bpd jim a good source of data? Certainly not

Was he fair with you? Most likely not

But the fact that you had such a horrible experience with such person, and returned to the same site to find another date proves three things:

You got no self respect 

You are drawn to mentally ill rejects for some reason

You don't learn from your mistakes

Based on this information and your inability to self reflect and take responsibility, including how you orbit chapo another mentally ill person.

You deserve all this.

 I went to Jim to die, it just turned out that he is nicer than he pretends to be, so we we going to get married and it didn’t work out. I still got a baby’s that’s what I wanted anyway. Now I’m looking for someone to marry and not so I die, kind of. 

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