NotImportant said:I don’t understand what you mean by “hard claims” and “herpes victim.”You're talking like he's yours.
I don’t understand what you mean by “hard claims” and “herpes victim.”You said it twice yesterday in the chat that he has herpes and 'herpes is for life'.
Oh yeah, the plan is still on. I’m moving there soon and then eventually we shall get married.
He will be mine shortly, is what I am saying.He's married already wtf?
Is he polygamist now?I can’t tell how he feels because words mean almost nothing to me
You're on a forum full of words, wtf?
but he hasn’t thrown me away yet, so I’d say we are on the same page feelings wise, and obviously plan wise.
This must be like what Med tells herself.
It’s the texting issue. I guess I was used to Trypt.’s drunk texting and normal texting adding up to nearly constant texting. He was so affectionate and available and loving and caring and understanding and nice that I felt loved even over text and that’s why I got weirded out by the change from that to a single morning text, a random text whenever and then a goodnight text.
So you're lonely and that's making you act more desperate?
To the point of herpes even eugh.It just got my head all messed up and I got angry and sad, but handled it well, then it happened again and I gave up on life.
You spend a lot more time post-appraising than appraising.
I just went from a dude who was unsure of what he wanted going forward, but was lying about how much he loved and cared about me and doing it well, to a guy who said he liked me and wanted a future with me, who doesn’t make me feel loved, but is sure about what he wants. I guess I just expected the love to come from the one who was sure about me. Okay, well this made me backtrack and now I’m at 85% over Trypt. Thanks a lot.
What's it like being so gullible?
Herpes is for life, but Chapo reminded me that so is marriage and he also said he would be willing to take the herpes medicine that makes it so you can’t transmit it easily. Plus, who knows if I have it or not already? I haven’t had anything show up, but it stays dormant for long periods, so who knows if it’s just hiding forever because my immune system is too strong.
Get yourself tested before you start fucking other people at least.
It feels really good to be this gullible, when person is a good liar. When they don’t even try to lie to you, you wish you were more gullible. I am clean. Just tested myself today.