Am I the only alpha here?
Psychopaths are much more alpha than sociopaths.
Yes, but is alpha better than never getting caught? Sociopaths blend in at least and don’t get caught as often. I don’t know, whichever one plans and is typically smarter is the more less alpha one, but alpha isn’t sustainable for them because once you are in jail, you are no longer alpha because you are a prisoner of the state, which turns you into a beta. The alpha people stay out of jail. You are an alpha male only out of jail, which is part of the reason I didn’t talk to you years ago. Jail is a turnoff, but someone who is willing and capable of doing stuff that could land them in jail is a turn on, but only because I like dangerous guys because they can protect me. That will be your job in the future. You’ll have to protect our children too, so no jail for you. Also, if you don’t think you can or don’t think you want to, let me know because it’s the most important thing to me.
Am I the only alpha here?
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Psychopaths are much more alpha than sociopaths.
Yes, but is alpha better than never getting caught?
Arguably, since perception is reality and their perception of events will be more disconnected. If they aren't actively worrying about being caught, then they're living with less fear.
I don’t know, whichever one plans and is typically smarter is the more less alpha one, but alpha isn’t sustainable for them because once you are in jail, you are no longer alpha because you are a prisoner of the state, which turns you into a beta.
There's totally 'alpha' prisoners:
The alpha people stay out of jail. You are an alpha male only out of jail, which is part of the reason I didn’t talk to you years ago. Jail is a turnoff, but someone who is willing and capable of doing stuff that could land them in jail is a turn on, but only because I like dangerous guys because they can protect me. That will be your job in the future. You’ll have to protect our children too, so no jail for you. Also, if you don’t think you can or don’t think you want to, let me know because it’s the most important thing to me.
Damn girl you're laying some pretty hard claims on a herpes victim, you desperate or some shit?
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Psychopaths are much more alpha than sociopaths.
Yes, but is alpha better than never getting caught?
Arguably, since perception is reality and their perception of events will be more disconnected. If they aren't actively worrying about being caught, then they're living with less fear.
I don’t know, whichever one plans and is typically smarter is the more less alpha one, but alpha isn’t sustainable for them because once you are in jail, you are no longer alpha because you are a prisoner of the state, which turns you into a beta.
There's totally 'alpha' prisoners:
The alpha people stay out of jail. You are an alpha male only out of jail, which is part of the reason I didn’t talk to you years ago. Jail is a turnoff, but someone who is willing and capable of doing stuff that could land them in jail is a turn on, but only because I like dangerous guys because they can protect me. That will be your job in the future. You’ll have to protect our children too, so no jail for you. Also, if you don’t think you can or don’t think you want to, let me know because it’s the most important thing to me.
Damn girl you're laying some pretty hard claims on a herpes victim, you desperate or some shit?
I don’t understand what you mean by “hard claims” and “herpes victim.” There are alpha prisoners, but they rape other prisoners and that’s gay. That’s alpha, but not because it’s gay. Anyway, I’m just saying that’s what I need and why I like him for the job. He’s also cool and everything else I’m sure he already knows.
NotImportant said:I don’t understand what you mean by “hard claims” and “herpes victim.”
You're talking like he's yours.
I don’t understand what you mean by “hard claims” and “herpes victim.”
You said it twice yesterday in the chat that he has herpes and 'herpes is for life'.
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NotImportant said:I don’t understand what you mean by “hard claims” and “herpes victim.”You're talking like he's yours.
I don’t understand what you mean by “hard claims” and “herpes victim.”You said it twice yesterday in the chat that he has herpes and 'herpes is for life'.
Oh yeah, the plan is still on. I’m moving there soon and then eventually we shall get married. It’s hard to navigate this situation because of the distance and my insecurities and mental issues, but I love him and I want to be with him and he is okay with that. I can’t tell how he feels because words mean almost nothing to me, but he hasn’t thrown me away yet, so I’d say we are on the same page feelings wise, and obviously plan wise. He will be mine shortly, is what I am saying. I can’t date long distance because it won’t work out. It almost fell apart twice already and we aren’t even dating. It’s the texting issue. I guess I was used to Trypt.’s drunk texting and normal texting adding up to nearly constant texting. He was so affectionate and available and loving and caring and understanding and nice that I felt loved even over text and that’s why I got weirded out by the change from that to a single morning text, a random text whenever and then a goodnight text. It just got my head all messed up and I got angry and sad, but handled it well, then it happened again and I gave up on life. I just went from a dude who was unsure of what he wanted going forward, but was lying about how much he loved and cared about me and doing it well, to a guy who said he liked me and wanted a future with me, who doesn’t make me feel loved, but is sure about what he wants. I guess I just expected the love to come from the one who was sure about me. Okay, well this made me backtrack and now I’m at 85% over Trypt. Thanks a lot.
Herpes is for life, but Chapo reminded me that so is marriage and he also said he would be willing to take the herpes medicine that makes it so you can’t transmit it easily. Plus, who knows if I have it or not already? I haven’t had anything show up, but it stays dormant for long periods, so who knows if it’s just hiding forever because my immune system is too strong.
NotImportant said:I don’t understand what you mean by “hard claims” and “herpes victim.”You're talking like he's yours.
I don’t understand what you mean by “hard claims” and “herpes victim.”You said it twice yesterday in the chat that he has herpes and 'herpes is for life'.
Oh yeah, the plan is still on. I’m moving there soon and then eventually we shall get married.
He will be mine shortly, is what I am saying.
He's married already wtf?
Is he polygamist now?
I can’t tell how he feels because words mean almost nothing to me
You're on a forum full of words, wtf?
but he hasn’t thrown me away yet, so I’d say we are on the same page feelings wise, and obviously plan wise.
This must be like what Med tells herself.
It’s the texting issue. I guess I was used to Trypt.’s drunk texting and normal texting adding up to nearly constant texting. He was so affectionate and available and loving and caring and understanding and nice that I felt loved even over text and that’s why I got weirded out by the change from that to a single morning text, a random text whenever and then a goodnight text.
So you're lonely and that's making you act more desperate?
To the point of herpes even eugh.
It just got my head all messed up and I got angry and sad, but handled it well, then it happened again and I gave up on life.
You spend a lot more time post-appraising than appraising.
I just went from a dude who was unsure of what he wanted going forward, but was lying about how much he loved and cared about me and doing it well, to a guy who said he liked me and wanted a future with me, who doesn’t make me feel loved, but is sure about what he wants. I guess I just expected the love to come from the one who was sure about me. Okay, well this made me backtrack and now I’m at 85% over Trypt. Thanks a lot.
What's it like being so gullible?
Herpes is for life, but Chapo reminded me that so is marriage and he also said he would be willing to take the herpes medicine that makes it so you can’t transmit it easily. Plus, who knows if I have it or not already? I haven’t had anything show up, but it stays dormant for long periods, so who knows if it’s just hiding forever because my immune system is too strong.
Get yourself tested before you start fucking other people at least.
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