I was inspired by Shifty's thread and decided to make my own.
I am sorry for trying to treat you like you're some sex object slave and beating you up whenever you did something I did not like like yelling or saying idiot, I realize you're a human being who has the right to do whatever she wants and I can't control what you do.
Sorry for accusing you of things you did not do due to my own paranoia and insecurities like cheating on me or trying to subtly insult / provoke me. Those are things my parents used to do so that's why I'm on the edge.
Sorry for misinterpreting things you said or ignoring you and talking over you. That was due to my own trust issues. You have some of yours so you probably understand.
Sorry for forcing myself on you that morning. I get uncontrollably horny when I smoke weed and don't care about the consequences. I stopped smoking weed so you don't have to worry about this.
Sorry for beating you up. I saw how you cried in the bedroom, it broke my heart. I don't want to be this person. I want you to love me and feel safe around me
I'm starting therapy Thursday and I'll update my progress every week.
Would you please watch my progress and test me until you know you're ready to see me? This is the final thing I ask from you. You can cut me off forever if I fuck this up.
I never yelled at you before you hit me. I was talking normally. Also, I never insulted you before you hit me either. I called myself an idiot and then you beat me. You know this because I was telling you before you hit me, while you were hitting me, and after you hit me. Stop pretending I did anything to deserve what you did to me. Again, you are trying to make it look like I played a part in you beating me, when I didn't. I did nothing wrong at all. You hit me because you thought you were being insulted when you weren't. Just like the other times when you thought I was saying something mean to you when I wasn't.
You cry all of the time, so there is no reason to be sad that I cried. You literally beat me up for no reason and my entire body was hurting. What else should I have done? Hit you back? That's not me. I am not violent, so I couldn't bring myself to hit you, even though you tried to make me.