I was inspired by Shifty's thread and decided to make my own.
I'm sorry for lying about what you did in chat, I have overgeneralized and exaggerated alot of things. For example I made it sound like you started insulting during arguments out of nowhere when it was because I was not listening to you and talking over you.
I am sorry for trying to treat you like you're some sex object slave and beating you up whenever you did something I did not like like yelling or saying idiot, I realize you're a human being who has the right to do whatever she wants and I can't control what you do.
Sorry for taking away your autonomy and boundaries. I don't own you and you are a human being with free will and I don't have the right to control that.
Sorry for accusing you of things you did not do due to my own paranoia and insecurities like cheating on me or trying to subtly insult / provoke me. Those are things my parents used to do so that's why I'm on the edge.
Sorry for misinterpreting things you said or ignoring you and talking over you. That was due to my own trust issues. You have some of yours so you probably understand.
Sorry for forcing myself on you that morning. I get uncontrollably horny when I smoke weed and don't care about the consequences. I stopped smoking weed so you don't have to worry about this.
Sorry for beating you up. I saw how you cried in the bedroom, it broke my heart. I don't want to be this person. I want you to love me and feel safe around me
I'm starting therapy Thursday and I'll update my progress every week.
Would you please watch my progress and test me until you know you're ready to see me? This is the final thing I ask from you. You can cut me off forever if I fuck this up.
