Turncoat said:No, you did that, and you keep going on about her being all scary and manipulative, talking about how you never had choices of your own and shit. You were how it was bought, you controlled the dosages, and ultimately you chose to take Heroin yourself, she did not force it on you physically.You say she cowed to your displays of power, but your narratives only go on about how she made you do things and how much she ought to be feared. It makes your "discipline" out to be little more than compensation.Yeah you lot should fear her, but I'm the scariest thing here by far. I can handle her now but I was more empathetic to her fake tears back then.
Lol. You really should decide which narrative to go with. You can't both be powerful and in control, while pushing a sob story about how she manipulated you into doing heroin.
Aren't you intelligent enough to comprehend both? I wasn't as much if an alpha when we first got together. I learnt how to break a brat because of her.