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Shiftycunt said: 

Turncoat said: 

Shiftycunt said: 

Turncoat said: 

Shiftycunt said: 

I felt responsible for my friends little sister's safety and she told me she was suicidal so I only let her have the heroin if she took it with me.

This is where you accepted personal responsibility over your own intake, no one forced you to do it and no one forced you to purchase more the following week. 

There's hundreds of ways that you could have chosen to handle it, and instead you chose to take one of the hardest drugs. If this was really about her safety and you knew the risks involved with it, then wouldn't you have instead tried to steer her (and yourself) away from Heroine? 

I did try but she would have just gone to someone else who wouldn't have cared that she might kill herself with it, wouldn't have cared about the quality of the shit, would have taken advantage of her.

That first stint of us taking heroin, after a couple weeks I said enough and sold it. But she kept wanting it and she wore me down.

Why did you have to take it with her, and how do you figure she'd have gotten Heroine without the money to pay for it? 

 Pretty little thing like that could get it no sweat

But she was scared to take it alone, and went for you because of the association she already had with you through her older brother, your best friend, right? 

If you hadn't taken it, her odds of chickening out would have been significantly higher and you would have avoided "ruining your life" or whatever. You could have talked to your best friend about what his little sister is trying to do to herself to get her the help she needed, you could have turned her down and then did creepy stalker shit to make sure she doesn't take Heroin with someone else, it didn't have to go down like this. 

Turncoat said: 

Shiftycunt said: 

Turncoat said: 

Shiftycunt said: 

Turncoat said: 

Shiftycunt said: 

I felt responsible for my friends little sister's safety and she told me she was suicidal so I only let her have the heroin if she took it with me.

This is where you accepted personal responsibility over your own intake, no one forced you to do it and no one forced you to purchase more the following week. 

There's hundreds of ways that you could have chosen to handle it, and instead you chose to take one of the hardest drugs. If this was really about her safety and you knew the risks involved with it, then wouldn't you have instead tried to steer her (and yourself) away from Heroine? 

I did try but she would have just gone to someone else who wouldn't have cared that she might kill herself with it, wouldn't have cared about the quality of the shit, would have taken advantage of her.

That first stint of us taking heroin, after a couple weeks I said enough and sold it. But she kept wanting it and she wore me down.

Why did you have to take it with her, and how do you figure she'd have gotten Heroine without the money to pay for it? 

 Pretty little thing like that could get it no sweat

But she was scared to take it alone, and went for you because of the association she already had with you through her older brother, your best friend, right? 

If you hadn't taken it, her odds of chickening out would have been significantly higher and you would have avoided "ruining your life" or whatever. You could have talked to your best friend about what his little sister is trying to do to herself to get her the help she needed, you could have turned her down and then did creepy stalker shit to make sure she doesn't take Heroine with someone else, it didn't have to go down like this. 

I was still young bro, and she a hot lil teenager asking me to take her virginity. If any man says they would have turned her away they're lying. 

I didn't think I'd get addicted at the time.

Shiftycunt said: 

Turncoat said: 

Shiftycunt said: 

Turncoat said: 

Shiftycunt said: 

Turncoat said: 

Shiftycunt said: 

I felt responsible for my friends little sister's safety and she told me she was suicidal so I only let her have the heroin if she took it with me.

This is where you accepted personal responsibility over your own intake, no one forced you to do it and no one forced you to purchase more the following week. 

There's hundreds of ways that you could have chosen to handle it, and instead you chose to take one of the hardest drugs. If this was really about her safety and you knew the risks involved with it, then wouldn't you have instead tried to steer her (and yourself) away from Heroine? 

I did try but she would have just gone to someone else who wouldn't have cared that she might kill herself with it, wouldn't have cared about the quality of the shit, would have taken advantage of her.

That first stint of us taking heroin, after a couple weeks I said enough and sold it. But she kept wanting it and she wore me down.

Why did you have to take it with her, and how do you figure she'd have gotten Heroine without the money to pay for it? 

 Pretty little thing like that could get it no sweat

But she was scared to take it alone, and went for you because of the association she already had with you through her older brother, your best friend, right? 

If you hadn't taken it, her odds of chickening out would have been significantly higher and you would have avoided "ruining your life" or whatever. You could have talked to your best friend about what his little sister is trying to do to herself to get her the help she needed, you could have turned her down and then did creepy stalker shit to make sure she doesn't take Heroine with someone else, it didn't have to go down like this. 

I was still young bro, and she a hot lil teenager asking me to take her virginity. If any man says they would have turned her away they're lying. 

I didn't think I'd get addicted at the time.

You were dealing drugs and you had no idea about the addiction risks of Heroin? Why'd you strongly advise against it then, because needles scare you or something? 

You've had access to TV, the Internet, PSAs that require actual effort to avoid, and your peers. You did deal drugs, and could find a guy to get Heroin from in what sounds like short notice, so you probably knew some addicts before you even started. 

Turncoat said:

You were dealing drugs and you had no idea about the addiction risks of Heroin? Why'd you strongly advise against it then, because needles scare you or something?

You've had access to TV, the Internet, PSAs that require actual effort to avoid, and your peers. You did deal drugs, and could find a guy to get Heroin from in what sounds like short notice, so you probably knew some addicts before you even started.

Some misinformed people act like heroin is this instantly life changing experience, it's not. Being in that community I knew it was possibly to recreationally use occasionally and not fall down the rabbit hole.

We successfully took heroin here and there for a couple years before we got addicted, and she was the driving force behind every time. Always pushing for more. 

Shiftycunt said: 

Turncoat said:

You were dealing drugs and you had no idea about the addiction risks of Heroin? Why'd you strongly advise against it then, because needles scare you or something?

You've had access to TV, the Internet, PSAs that require actual effort to avoid, and your peers. You did deal drugs, and could find a guy to get Heroin from in what sounds like short notice, so you probably knew some addicts before you even started.

Some misinformed people act like heroin is this instantly life changing experience, it's not. Being in that community I knew it was possibly to recreationally use occasionally and not fall down the rabbit hole.

We successfully took heroin here and there for a couple years before we got addicted, and she was the driving force behind every time. Always pushing for more. 

So why'd you strongly advise against it if you were knowledgeable of it's recreational capacity through peer modeling and confident about both of you not getting addicted to it? This makes it sound like the drug didn't even seem that scary to you. 

Turncoat said: 

Shiftycunt said: 

Turncoat said:

You were dealing drugs and you had no idea about the addiction risks of Heroin? Why'd you strongly advise against it then, because needles scare you or something?

You've had access to TV, the Internet, PSAs that require actual effort to avoid, and your peers. You did deal drugs, and could find a guy to get Heroin from in what sounds like short notice, so you probably knew some addicts before you even started.

Some misinformed people act like heroin is this instantly life changing experience, it's not. Being in that community I knew it was possibly to recreationally use occasionally and not fall down the rabbit hole.

We successfully took heroin here and there for a couple years before we got addicted, and she was the driving force behind every time. Always pushing for more. 

So why'd you strongly advise against it if you were knowledgeable of it's recreational capacity through peer modeling and confident about both of you not getting addicted to it? This makes it sound like the drug didn't even seem that scary to you. 

 I was confident that I wouldn't get addicted, but I could tell she had very little self control. And I was right. She sank the ship and being an honourable captain I kept trying to bail water until we both went down.

She's literally a child. If you don't give her rules and discipline she'll sleep all day, game all night and eat like a toddler. 

She's too much work for most men. I know what she needs and I'm willing to give it to her. She's afraid to die alone so she'll be back.

Shiftycunt said: 

Turncoat said: 

Shiftycunt said: 

Turncoat said:

You were dealing drugs and you had no idea about the addiction risks of Heroin? Why'd you strongly advise against it then, because needles scare you or something?

You've had access to TV, the Internet, PSAs that require actual effort to avoid, and your peers. You did deal drugs, and could find a guy to get Heroin from in what sounds like short notice, so you probably knew some addicts before you even started.

Some misinformed people act like heroin is this instantly life changing experience, it's not. Being in that community I knew it was possibly to recreationally use occasionally and not fall down the rabbit hole.

We successfully took heroin here and there for a couple years before we got addicted, and she was the driving force behind every time. Always pushing for more. 

So why'd you strongly advise against it if you were knowledgeable of it's recreational capacity through peer modeling and confident about both of you not getting addicted to it? This makes it sound like the drug didn't even seem that scary to you. 

I was confident that I wouldn't get addicted, but I could tell she had very little self control.

So you saw that she had shitty self control and decided to go for it anyway? 

Turncoat said: 

Shiftycunt said: 

Turncoat said: 

Shiftycunt said: 

Turncoat said:

You were dealing drugs and you had no idea about the addiction risks of Heroin? Why'd you strongly advise against it then, because needles scare you or something?

You've had access to TV, the Internet, PSAs that require actual effort to avoid, and your peers. You did deal drugs, and could find a guy to get Heroin from in what sounds like short notice, so you probably knew some addicts before you even started.

Some misinformed people act like heroin is this instantly life changing experience, it's not. Being in that community I knew it was possibly to recreationally use occasionally and not fall down the rabbit hole.

We successfully took heroin here and there for a couple years before we got addicted, and she was the driving force behind every time. Always pushing for more. 

So why'd you strongly advise against it if you were knowledgeable of it's recreational capacity through peer modeling and confident about both of you not getting addicted to it? This makes it sound like the drug didn't even seem that scary to you. 

I was confident that I wouldn't get addicted, but I could tell she had very little self control.

So you saw that she had shitty self control and decided to go for it anyway? 

 I didn't know how manipulative, insidious and relentless she was at the time.

Shiftycunt said:

I know what she needs and I'm willing to give it to her.

I didn't know how manipulative, insidious and relentless she was at the time.

Actually, it sounds like you're a helpless enabler to whatever her appetites are, that despite you "knowing better" that she can make you do whatever she wants. Maybe the distance between you two's the best thing for escaping this rut. 

If this is really how you think of her, why do you even want her back so badly? 

Turncoat said: 

Shiftycunt said:

I know what she needs and I'm willing to give it to her.

I didn't know how manipulative, insidious and relentless she was at the time.

Actually, it sounds like you're a helpless enabler to whatever her appetites are, that despite you "knowing better" that she can make you do whatever she wants. Maybe the distance between you two's the best thing for escaping this rut. 

If this is really how you think of her, why do you even want her back so badly? 

 If I was a helpless enabler then I would have let her walk all over me. I disciplined that bitch. The heroin was my only downfall and it was her fault. Even pimped her out for a while lol how is that helpless, she feared and respected me as a wife should.