Oh no. Could you imagine this fucking drone splitting hairs with you every day of your life because she really thinks she's smarter than everyone else? Ha. I bet it looks something like all the beatings you claim to have had. Your parents should have executed you. I don't blame your ex for beating you up and I doubt that was even a first for you. It's clear to see from your painful responses and general presentation that your atrophied little brain, bruised and broken from all the beatings all your exes so kindly gave you in a vain attempt to fix it, is incapable of processing emotion, or anything else, at a level beyond that of a small child. If children grew up physically like the rest of us, but never mentally, you'd definitely be the result. Even the way you speak is like a child's essay, but a thousand times more repetitive in a pathetic and obvious attempt to change the subject of argument to something so stupid even you could handle it, such as the meaning of your username. I suppose this is what happens when you send a toddler from primary all the way to college?
The thing is, you're the type of fool where what it looks like you're doing, is exactly what you're doing. You're not complex. Have you noticed your thoughts and feelings manifest like those of a child who never got to grow up? I wonder what happened to you back then. You're just too stunted to process these things like someone with a fully developed brain, so nice people like me have to let you know what you're failing to understand is happening inside of that small little noggin of yours. That childlike "you don't know me" thought process is also what lead you to think no one would laugh at the garbage you were about to share here, and it's the same reason I know you deserved everything you claimed to have received. This is not the behavior of a victim, but of a bottom feeder who attempts to exploit everything it can, and of one to whom words are nothing but a vehicle to get from point A to point B. All things you picked up early on I assume. So meaningless. You're a parasite. You already knew what you wanted to do, you came here to feed off the reactions of the only people who listen to you in your sad life — some fools on a niche message board no one goes to. It's clear you think people are worthless and act accordingly, your ex(es) must've seen that and realized you're useless save for having something to finish inside of. Anyway, have fun explaining that proxy suicide and abortion to God. Just remember that any child would kill itself in your care anyway, so not even God would blame you on that one. Hahaha, oh dear.
That said, if you chose to come "home" (obviously you don't feel at home there) to live even more miserably than you already do because mommy and daddy'll bail you out whenever you want rather than doing whatever you actually enjoy doing elsewhere, you'll really cement every single observation I've just made about you. Not that it wouldn't be fucking hilarious hearing you trying to work them the way you think you can work a fucking deity's words. Hahaha.