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I am crying right now because I am so scared but so thankful it was discovered. thank god for technology discoveries otherwise my life and this brain tumor would've taken me down a black hole.

 If this were true, I hope you die from it. But sadly you're lying.

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Yeah man, frontal lobe is where our personality gets organized and comes together, it basically shapes who you are. That's where planning happens too. You're at least not fucked, and the doctors said it can be fixed. If I were in your position, I would be doing a lot of writing right now. That way you can look back afterward and see the difference.

 yes this should be interesting.  I wonder after this brain tumor is removed i think i will recover the good parts of my personality. Not that they didn't exist while i did have my brain tumor. But I definitely think i will feel good after it's removed.

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I had a ct scan today. and i just got diagnosed with a benign brain tumor. Doctors said it isn't life threatening and if they had found it in my 40's or 50's i would've not survived. It's the size of a golfball and is sitting on my frontal lobe. this must explain all the weird symptoms i've been having. 

 

They believe it's been growing for 5 years now and want to take me to surgery to completely remove it. I'm scheduled to have surgery within 4 months to completely remove my tumour. wish me good luck everyone. i hope once this tumor is removed it will be a turning point.

 Pathetic excuse to wipe your reputation, lying bitch. You desperately want to be accepted, robin.

If we treat every possible lie or story this way, nothing even moves along. I remember for years people said Mika was lying about having kids. I voice chatted with her and actually talked to the kids...it's just silly how people doubt everything. This happens to Jim a lot too. Dude does lie sometimes, but not in significant ways.

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Yeah man, frontal lobe is where our personality gets organized and comes together, it basically shapes who you are. That's where planning happens too. You're at least not fucked, and the doctors said it can be fixed. If I were in your position, I would be doing a lot of writing right now. That way you can look back afterward and see the difference.

 yes this should be interesting.  I wonder after this brain tumor is removed i think i will recover the good parts of my personality. Not that they didn't exist while i did have my brain tumor. But I definitely think i will feel good after it's removed.

You will definitely feel more stable. Left frontal lobe damage or tumor is going to fuck with your mood a lot, probably making you feel low mood. This is a really good opportunity to gauge your consciousness before it changes more to where you have more control. Why did you end up getting a scan?

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Your typing style doesn't sound legit worried about it. 

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Yeah man, frontal lobe is where our personality gets organized and comes together, it basically shapes who you are. That's where planning happens too. You're at least not fucked, and the doctors said it can be fixed. If I were in your position, I would be doing a lot of writing right now. That way you can look back afterward and see the difference.

 yes this should be interesting.  I wonder after this brain tumor is removed i think i will recover the good parts of my personality. Not that they didn't exist while i did have my brain tumor. But I definitely think i will feel good after it's removed.

You will definitely feel more stable. Left frontal lobe damage or tumor is going to fuck with your mood a lot, probably making you feel low mood. This is a really good opportunity to gauge your consciousness before it changes more to where you have more control. Why did you end up getting a scan?

 I told the doctors my symptoms and they did and eye check. After that the doctor willingly signed me up for a ct scan. This was a couple a months back. tl;dr I told the doctors I haven't been feeling well and have been getting headaches. They seemed concerned. I asked them for a ct scan and they agree'd.

couple months later I get a CT scan and the results show I have a benign brain tumor in my frontal lobe that is the size of a golf ball.

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Your typing style doesn't sound legit worried about it. 

 I am worried but not worried at the same time. It's like an emptiness inside of me but yet I am still very very worried and anxious. Yet again after being told my chances of survival is very high and i will not die from this I am very calm and relaxed. 

If death does come to me however I remind myself that it will eventually happen to everybody and I will not be the only person in the world to have died.

 

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lesson's to learn from this. If you have a headache and your hearing voices and your vision is getting worse and worse everyday. Talk to a doctors and tell them your concerns. Where I live CT scans are for free I'm not sure about america. This tumor would've never been discovered if it wasn't for ct scans existing.

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I just mean that it sounds empty of real feeling. People freaking out tend to bring up irrelevant shit in the same stream of consciousness as their conscious worries, typically from said worry amping them up. 

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I just mean that it sounds empty of real feeling. People freaking out tend to bring up irrelevant shit in the same stream of consciousness as their conscious worries, typically from said worry amping them up. 

 That sounds more like panic. I'm not panicking i'm concerned.

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