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Chapo said: 

Med said: 

People think I’m a narcissist. If I say I’m a narcissist does it invalidate that claim.

I always had this same question about sociopathy and there is literally a part of me that thinks I might be a psychopath on the basis of myself calling myself a sociopath all the time. I used to say sociopaths aren’t as violent and have more effect on your emotions but really I’m plenty violent and only god knows how much control I have over your emotions compared to a psychopath.

  I was looking for something to say here.
Perhaps you really are a sociopath. Owing also to your recent admission that sex is a sociopath's game, could be narc "fatal attraction" for sociopath.
Have thought about it like this, but I don't let that occupy me much ;)
I'm also not necessarily saying I want to be seen as a narc.

NotImportant said: 

ManchesterUnited said: 

NotImportant said: 

How can I be defensive by saying the person actually likes me when we all know it’s true. Take TC as an example. He is pretty obsessed with me in a negative way, but he’s like kkk in that regard or whomever is being psycho and hating on me for not liking them. Once rejected, they pretend to hate or actually start hating and that’s what people see. They don’t get to see the private convos we had where they were all into me before I ditched. Even TC once asked me why I didn’t like him. We had an entire gender convo and he went back to hating. 

Turncoat said: 

Med said: 

So narcissism to you is ‘undeserved’ entitlement.

It's like how CS claims to be 'everyone's type', and gets more defensive about how much people, even the one arguing with her, must actually really like her. 

 It's funny to see you doing the exact same thing TC accuses you of doing, completely on auto-pilot, totally lacking self-awareness, and being completely predictable as a narcissistic defense mechanisms machine. You have to have some sort of intellectual disability at this point, do you just not see yourself doing the "they are criticizing me because they are in love with me and are hating, not because they have any valid points, therefore I can dismiss their points and protect my fragile ego" thing? Hello, is anybody there? *knocks on CS head*

He accuses you of doing a certain action, and you come to try to disprove him by doing the exact thing he is accusing you of being guilty of, how do you not see this? I doubt you had only a rape, you must have had a serious blow to your head as a child or something. I am bewildered.

 You’re an idiot.

 

I know but holy fuck I feel like Einstein for a minute when around you, thank you.

I never said they don’t have valid points. They bring up the same things I say about myself and the same things everyone knows about me. I literally self reflect daily, on here. You must be blind to not see that. All I do is figure myself out on here. I literally never said they loved me or are in love with me. No one loves me. You are psycho because you pull stuff out of you ass and pretend I said it. They liked me at one point and now they don’t.

But you were saying that they ARE in love with you, not WERE. Past vs present. You constantly change the things you said and events that happened in order to fit your argument, and what is more concerning is that you seem to believe em, which goes from simple lying to mental illness levels of reality distortion.

It happens, but I’m saying it happened for reasons that were not public or spoken about openly and honestly. You have to remember what site this is and the type of people here. They are the ones afraid of self reflection.

You travelled countries and cities just to run away from yourself.

 

 

They are the ones who don’t want others to hate them because they already hate themselves.

 

You try to make people hate you so that everyone feels the same way about you as you feel about yourself. 

They say things that probably didn’t even happen, just because they were the only people there other than me. They also never own up to how they felt because they want to be “alpha” and are afraid they won’t be seen as that and instead will be seen as mean.

But sometimes you yourself claim that those things happened, especially when drunk, you let out that those things did happen because you are not in ego defense mode anymore.  

They want to play the victim to make me look like the monster. You have to look at everything that’s going on before you judge me for the small amount that I say.

You do not need their help in making yourself look like a monster. You do a good job on your own. c4 claims you hit him, jim says you stabbed him and posted pics, you flexed on med that you are fucking the man she loves, and you are such a shitty mother that you let your kid see you get fucked by other men and also let it get drug poisoned because you are an irresponsible shitty mother. so everyone can already see what you are, how can you be so delusional as to not perceive what we can see or how do you manage to convince yourself you are a good person? Oh wait no, you already know you are evil too. But this does not matter, this is a sociopath website and morals do not really matter, I do not care about your nigger spawn but...

what I care about is that you actually change facts on the spot (things you said, things that happened) and you actually seem to believe them yourself too, that's very concerning, your reality test is broken. Give that child in the care of someone who is mentally right before you hurt it or yourself, that kid almost died. She does not deserve to die because her mother is a delusional mentally ill failure.

NotImportant said: 

I’d call you a psychopath. I don’t think you plan things out enough to be a sociopath. Also, sex isn’t a game, it’s a tool. The game is making the operation fall for you. If sex was the game, it would be easy for anyone to play and win. We are very similar, but I’d say our differences probably align with the differences between psychopaths and sociopaths, however, I’m not sure about that because I see right through your manipulation techniques and you don’t seem to tailor them to fit the person you’re with, namely me. I feel like I’ve provided every bit of info someone would need to easily manipulate me, but you haven’t picked up on it at all. You seem set in your ways a bit too much to be a sociopath. It seems more like a frenzied attempt to do what has always worked for you. Maybe I need to brush up on my sociopath versus psychopath traits, but this is what I have seen so far. I’ll research and comment again.

 

Chapo said: 

Med said: 

People think I’m a narcissist. If I say I’m a narcissist does it invalidate that claim.

I always had this same question about sociopathy and there is literally a part of me that thinks I might be a psychopath on the basis of myself calling myself a sociopath all the time. I used to say sociopaths aren’t as violent and have more effect on your emotions but really I’m plenty violent and only god knows how much control I have over your emotions compared to a psychopath.

 Maybe it’s the opposite. I don’t know man. It’s weird because I have traits from both categories, but anyway, I think we are similar because we both have some of the same traits at our core.

Chapo said: 

Med said: 

People think I’m a narcissist. If I say I’m a narcissist does it invalidate that claim.

I always had this same question about sociopathy and there is literally a part of me that thinks I might be a psychopath on the basis of myself calling myself a sociopath all the time. I used to say sociopaths aren’t as violent and have more effect on your emotions but really I’m plenty violent and only god knows how much control I have over your emotions compared to a psychopath.

  I was looking for something to say here.
Perhaps you really are a sociopath. Owing also to your recent admission that sex is a sociopath's game, could be narc "fatal attraction" for sociopath.
Have thought about it like this, but I don't let that occupy me much ;)
I'm also not necessarily saying I want to be seen as a narc.

ManchesterUnited said: 

NotImportant said: 

ManchesterUnited said: 

NotImportant said: 

How can I be defensive by saying the person actually likes me when we all know it’s true. Take TC as an example. He is pretty obsessed with me in a negative way, but he’s like kkk in that regard or whomever is being psycho and hating on me for not liking them. Once rejected, they pretend to hate or actually start hating and that’s what people see. They don’t get to see the private convos we had where they were all into me before I ditched. Even TC once asked me why I didn’t like him. We had an entire gender convo and he went back to hating. 

Turncoat said: 

Med said: 

So narcissism to you is ‘undeserved’ entitlement.

It's like how CS claims to be 'everyone's type', and gets more defensive about how much people, even the one arguing with her, must actually really like her. 

 It's funny to see you doing the exact same thing TC accuses you of doing, completely on auto-pilot, totally lacking self-awareness, and being completely predictable as a narcissistic defense mechanisms machine. You have to have some sort of intellectual disability at this point, do you just not see yourself doing the "they are criticizing me because they are in love with me and are hating, not because they have any valid points, therefore I can dismiss their points and protect my fragile ego" thing? Hello, is anybody there? *knocks on CS head*

He accuses you of doing a certain action, and you come to try to disprove him by doing the exact thing he is accusing you of being guilty of, how do you not see this? I doubt you had only a rape, you must have had a serious blow to your head as a child or something. I am bewildered.

 You’re an idiot.

 

I know but holy fuck I feel like Einstein for a minute when around you, thank you.

I never said they don’t have valid points. They bring up the same things I say about myself and the same things everyone knows about me. I literally self reflect daily, on here. You must be blind to not see that. All I do is figure myself out on here. I literally never said they loved me or are in love with me. No one loves me. You are psycho because you pull stuff out of you ass and pretend I said it. They liked me at one point and now they don’t.

But you were saying that they ARE in love with you, not WERE. Past vs present. You constantly change the things you said and events that happened in order to fit your argument, and what is more concerning is that you seem to believe em, which goes from simple lying to mental illness levels of reality distortion.

It happens, but I’m saying it happened for reasons that were not public or spoken about openly and honestly. You have to remember what site this is and the type of people here. They are the ones afraid of self reflection.

You travelled countries and cities just to run away from yourself.

 

 

They are the ones who don’t want others to hate them because they already hate themselves.

 

You try to make people hate you so that everyone feels the same way about you as you feel about yourself. 

They say things that probably didn’t even happen, just because they were the only people there other than me. They also never own up to how they felt because they want to be “alpha” and are afraid they won’t be seen as that and instead will be seen as mean.

But sometimes you yourself claim that those things happened, especially when drunk, you let out that those things did happen because you are not in ego defense mode anymore.  

They want to play the victim to make me look like the monster. You have to look at everything that’s going on before you judge me for the small amount that I say.

You do not need their help in making yourself look like a monster. You do a good job on your own. c4 claims you hit him, jim says you stabbed him and posted pics, you flexed on med that you are fucking the man she loves, and you are such a shitty mother that you let your kid see you get fucked by other men and also let it get drug poisoned because you are an irresponsible shitty mother. so everyone can already see what you are, how can you be so delusional as to not perceive what we can see or how do you manage to convince yourself you are a good person? Oh wait no, you already know you are evil too. But this does not matter, this is a sociopath website and morals do not really matter, I do not care about your nigger spawn but...

what I care about is that you actually change facts on the spot (things you said, things that happened) and you actually seem to believe them yourself too, that's very concerning, your reality test is broken. Give that child in the care of someone who is mentally right before you hurt it or yourself, that kid almost died. She does not deserve to die because her mother is a delusional mentally ill failure.

 I literally never said love. I said like, retard. Like is not love. And I never said anything with C4 happened because I literally have no memory of that drunk or not. I have never said that happened and I did hit him because he hit me several times first and I never stabbed him. I pretended to to scare him. He must have done the rest himself. I am not a good person, but I’m not as bad as people make me out to be. I admit I’m a terrible mom, but I’m working on it and I always work on myself. My morals come from God, but now that I’ve done terrible things that are directly against God, I have dropped those and am now free falling into my own world of evil. This is what I’m talking about when I say you never have the full story. Med told Trypt that I was going to use Chapo to make him jealous before I visited Trypt because I said that in passing in private and told her I wouldn’t do that actually because I would never manipulate Trypt. She took that private convo and told him that my goal was to manipulate him, which was a lie because I literally told her the opposite. He tried to cancel our meetup because of it. He actually did cancel it and then he decided to show up anyway. She almost made it so I didn’t have those amazing weeks with him. That’s why I rub being with Chapo in her face. She likes Chapo a lot, I liked Trypt a lot. I’m just getting back at her in that regard. I actually think Chapo is amazing because he’s like me, but stronger, which is pretty sexy. 

NotImportant said: 

ManchesterUnited said: 

NotImportant said: 

ManchesterUnited said: 

NotImportant said: 

Turncoat said: 

Med said: 

So narcissism to you is ‘undeserved’ entitlement.

 

He accuses you of doing a certain action, and you come to try to disprove him by doing the exact thing he is accusing you of being guilty of, how do you not see this? I doubt you had only a rape, you must have had a serious blow to your head as a child or something. I am bewildered.

 You’re an idiot.

I know but holy fuck I feel like Einstein for a minute when around you, thank you.

I never said they don’t have valid points. They bring up the same things I say about myself and the same things everyone knows about me. I literally self reflect daily, on here. You must be blind to not see that. All I do is figure myself out on here. I literally never said they loved me or are in love with me. No one loves me. You are psycho because you pull stuff out of you ass and pretend I said it. They liked me at one point and now they don’t.

But you were saying that they ARE in love with you, not WERE. Past vs present. You constantly change the things you said and events that happened in order to fit your argument, and what is more concerning is that you seem to believe em, which goes from simple lying to mental illness levels of reality distortion.

It happens, but I’m saying it happened for reasons that were not public or spoken about openly and honestly. You have to remember what site this is and the type of people here. They are the ones afraid of self reflection.

You travelled countries and cities just to run away from yourself.

They are the ones who don’t want others to hate them because they already hate themselves.

You try to make people hate you so that everyone feels the same way about you as you feel about yourself. 

They say things that probably didn’t even happen, just because they were the only people there other than me. They also never own up to how they felt because they want to be “alpha” and are afraid they won’t be seen as that and instead will be seen as mean.

But sometimes you yourself claim that those things happened, especially when drunk, you let out that those things did happen because you are not in ego defense mode anymore.  

They want to play the victim to make me look like the monster. You have to look at everything that’s going on before you judge me for the small amount that I say.

You do not need their help in making yourself look like a monster. You do a good job on your own. c4 claims you hit him, jim says you stabbed him and posted pics, you flexed on med that you are fucking the man she loves, and you are such a shitty mother that you let your kid see you get fucked by other men and also let it get drug poisoned because you are an irresponsible shitty mother. so everyone can already see what you are, how can you be so delusional as to not perceive what we can see or how do you manage to convince yourself you are a good person? Oh wait no, you already know you are evil too. But this does not matter, this is a sociopath website and morals do not really matter, I do not care about your nigger spawn but...

what I care about is that you actually change facts on the spot (things you said, things that happened) and you actually seem to believe them yourself too, that's very concerning, your reality test is broken. Give that child in the care of someone who is mentally right before you hurt it or yourself, that kid almost died. She does not deserve to die because her mother is a delusional mentally ill failure.

 I literally never said love. I said like, retard. Like is not love.

Like, love, whatever. What matters is that you were claiming that they were feeling the emotion in the present (i.e obsessed with you), and now you are saying they did in the PAST. Some wobbly reality you got there. 

And I never said anything with C4 happened because I literall....

Your full story is justifications and excuses over you being an irresponsible violent psycho lol. You are doing law right? How many witnesses is it required for someone to be considered guilty? You have a bunch of people who confirm you are a violent psycho. 

Med told Trypt that I was going to use Chapo to make him jealous before I visited Trypt because I said that in passing in private and told her I wouldn’t do that actually because I would never manipulate Trypt.

You were already messaging guys in a transparent attempt to make him jealous, which he came to chat and talked about, saying "she is trying to make me jealous talking to other guys", being fully aware of it, and pissed off you thought he was stupid enough for the "i was just asking him a question" excuse. What would say you are beneath fucking Chapo to make Trypt jealous? He sent you away and this is your last attempt at trying to get his attention.

She took that private convo and told him that my goal was to manipulate him, which was a lie because I literally told her the opposite. He tried to cancel our meetup because of it. He actually did cancel it and then he decided to show up anyway. She almost made it so I didn’t have those amazing weeks with him. That’s why I rub being with Chapo in her face. She likes Chapo a lot, I liked Trypt a lot. I’m just getting back at her in that regard. I actually think Chapo is amazing because he’s like me, but stronger, which is pretty sexy. 

You are a pretty shitty manipulator anyway, look at your results. You fail pretty hard at getting what you want. People see what you are trying to do then get annoyed you thought they were dumb enough to fall for that, and you end up played yourself. Get your shit together.

And I never said anything with C4 happened because I literall....

Your full story is justifications and excuses over you being an irresponsible violent psycho lol. You are doing law right? How many witnesses is it required for someone to be considered guilty? You have a bunch of people who confirm you are a violent psycho. 

Med told Trypt that I was going to use Chapo to make him jealous before I visited Trypt because I said that in passing in private and told her I wouldn’t do that actually because I would never manipulate Trypt.

You were already messaging guys in a transparent attempt to make him jealous, which he came to chat and talked about, saying "she is trying to make me jealous talking to other guys", being fully aware of it, and pissed off you thought he was stupid enough for the "i was just asking him a question" excuse. What would say you are beneath fucking Chapo to make Trypt jealous? He sent you away and this is your last attempt at trying to get his attention.

She took that private convo and told him that my goal was to manipulate him, which was a lie because I literally told her the opposite. He tried to cancel our meetup because of it. He actually did cancel it and then he decided to show up anyway. She almost made it so I didn’t have those amazing weeks with him. That’s why I rub being with Chapo in her face. She likes Chapo a lot, I liked Trypt a lot. I’m just getting back at her in that regard. I actually think Chapo is amazing because he’s like me, but stronger, which is pretty sexy. 

You are a pretty shitty manipulator anyway, look at your results. You fail pretty hard at getting what you want. People see what you are trying to do then get annoyed you thought they were dumb enough to fall for that, and you end up played yourself. Get your shit together.

 You have issues. He never sent me away. I had a plane ticket and I had to go because I don’t live there. He stayed with Blanc at her place for months, she didn’t stay with him with a loud baby and his old people suffering. Also, I swear to God I was not trying to make him jealous when I texted that ONE guy. Old Timer texted me at the same time I was texting my political friend. I only texted him because Trypt didn’t believe I could be president, but my friend who is in politics knows my political career and the Republican Party. I was just trying to see if I was just being crazy. I wasn’t. He said I can just deny the bad stuff and would be fine. Trypt just thought I was trying to make him jealous because he was getting jealous. I am not trying to make him jealous with Chapo. I actually like Chapo. He’s like me. I like myself because I’m fun. I get what I want because all I want is a trip where I’m not alone. I get that every single time. I didn’t actually want to be married because I don’t want to be trapped with someone I don’t like. I didn’t like the dudes I was with until Trypt and now Chapo. That’s why it was easy for me to ditch. I left everyone, they didn’t leave me. C4 left me, but that’s a weird situation because I don’t remember. I left Jim, I left About, Spite and I were just an afternoon. Trypt and Chapo asked me to stay longer. I don’t know where you are getting your info from, but it’s all wrong. Maybe you just don’t understand what I’m after. It’s not just any guy. It’s not marriage with any dude. Since I came here I just wanted to find someone who understands me and I found two people now. Mission accomplished. Now I just have to figure out what i want to do next. Like and love are way different, by the way. Love is harder to shake. Liking someone is easy to stop doing. And obsession doesn’t mean they like me, they are obviously obsessed with hurting me. I’m saying that comes from them being hurt at some point. 

NotImportant said:

I feel like I’ve provided every bit of info someone would need to easily manipulate me, but you haven’t picked up on it at all.

If you're providing this info yourself and expecting him to take advantage of it in response to it, that's you trying to manipulate him. 

You're just mad that he can resist your, err, 'charms'? 

NotImportant said:

I’m the person who is most open to honest criticism and who literally talks about themselves with others to get input.

Totes not what a narc would say. 

NotImportant said: 

And I never said anything with C4 happened because I literall....

Your full story is justifications and excuses over you being an irresponsible violent psycho lol. You are doing law right? How many witnesses is it required for someone to be considered guilty? You have a bunch of people who confirm you are a violent psycho. 

Med told Trypt that I was going to use Chapo to make him jealous before I visited Trypt because I said that in passing in private and told her I wouldn’t do that actually because I would never manipulate Trypt.

You were already messaging guys in a transparent attempt to make him jealous, which he came to chat and talked about, saying "she is trying to make me jealous talking to other guys", being fully aware of it, and pissed off you thought he was stupid enough for the "i was just asking him a question" excuse. What would say you are beneath fucking Chapo to make Trypt jealous? He sent you away and this is your last attempt at trying to get his attention.

She took that private convo and told him that my goal was to manipulate him, which was a lie because I literally told her the opposite. He tried to cancel our meetup because of it. He actually did cancel it and then he decided to show up anyway. She almost made it so I didn’t have those amazing weeks with him. That’s why I rub being with Chapo in her face. She likes Chapo a lot, I liked Trypt a lot. I’m just getting back at her in that regard. I actually think Chapo is amazing because he’s like me, but stronger, which is pretty sexy. 

You are a pretty shitty manipulator anyway, look at your results. You fail pretty hard at getting what you want. People see what you are trying to do then get annoyed you thought they were dumb enough to fall for that, and you end up played yourself. Get your shit together.

 You have issues. He never sent me away. I had a plane ticket and I had to go because I don’t live there. He stayed with Blanc at her place for months, she didn’t stay with him with a loud baby and his old people suffering.

He spent months with blanc, he spent a few weeks with you, and on your second leaving he let you go, did not resist, that means he got tired of you and shipped you away.

Also, both chapo and trypt claimed to love the baby, and tryp complained about your antics in the chat here all night, how do you manage to make yourself more annoying than a screaming crying baby??

Also, I swear to God I was not trying to make him jealous when I texted that ONE guy. Old Timer texted me at the same time I was texting my political friend. I only texted him because Trypt didn’t believe I could be president, but my friend who is in politics knows my political career and the Republican Party. I was just trying to see if I was just being crazy. I wasn’t. He said I can just deny the bad stuff and would be fine. Trypt just thought I was trying to make him jealous because he was getting jealous.

It's kind of sad that you fantasize about him being jealous here while he is fantasizing about running trains on you with Chapo, because he sees you just as another hoe.

I am not trying to make him jealous with Chapo. I actually like Chapo. He’s like me. I like myself because I’m fun. I get what I want because all I want is a trip where I’m not alone. I get that every single time. I didn’t actually want to be married because I don’t want to be trapped with someone I don’t like.

Sounds like cope to me, you used to post your suicidal ideation on Discord because nobody wanted to marry you. You want to get married but no decent self-respecting guy wants to marry an ugly black pass around and the guys who want to marry you are pathetic, which I understand why you did not want to marry, but still kind of sad how optionless you are.

I didn’t like the dudes I was with until Trypt and now Chapo. That’s why it was easy for me to ditch. I left everyone, they didn’t leave me. C4 left me, but that’s a weird situation because I don’t remember. I left Jim, I left About, Spite and I were just an afternoon.

You were on discord crying begging c4 to return, you wanted Tryp to let you stay longer but he did not let you (he made you pack your shit), About treated you like a whore posting your nudes and reacting just ok with it when you tried to make him jealous with Jim, spite literally said he was disgusted with himself after having sex with you and Jim was in a car with the bleeding on his massive Jew nose, so it seems he ditched you before you ditched him. I need more details on all of these though, maybe I have some things wrong.

Your "dating" experiences are a series of trying to get guys to hold onto you, trying to get guys to care about you talking to other guys, trying to get guys to claim you as theirs and value you, and what seems to end up happening is they just let you go, they run trains you, they do not claim you and pass around, they do not care and just pump and move forward. A lot of them would not even let you stay for a night, and the others either let you go easily without caring, or let you talk to other guys and share you because they just see you as a whore and do not feel possessive or think of you as wife material. They never forbid you from talking to other guys or make a noise about it because to them you are just a whore, as much as you want them to be possessive, be jealous, be attached, you just keep getting passed onto the next guy and used. Your fantasies never seem to really materialize. You are trying to be this catch everyone is trying to keep but ends up passed around like a ticking bomb nobody wants to deal with for more than a few cums. Look how hard trypt held onto you and tried to keep you lol? He was giving Chapo advice with you to help him pick you up so he can get rid of you.

Trypt and Chapo asked me to stay longer.

Tryp asked you to stay the first time, then shipped you away after dealing a bit more with you. He spent months with blanc as reference. He was complaining about you almost nightly here about how annoying you were.

You were here 2 nights ago talking about how you wish he texted you lol. Someone got left on read.

I don’t know where you are getting your info from, but it’s all wrong. Maybe you just don’t understand what I’m after. It’s not just any guy. It’s not marriage with any dude. Since I came here I just wanted to find someone who understands me and I found two people now.

One person, as you are with Chapo, but tryp is not responding to your text or hitting you up apparently.

Mission accomplished. Now I just have to figure out what i want to do next. Like and love are way different, by the way. Love is harder to shake. Liking someone is easy to stop doing. And obsession doesn’t mean they like me, they are obviously obsessed with hurting me. I’m saying that comes from them being hurt at some point. 

 You are fucked if you run Chapo off, try to make yourself as bearable to live with as possible.