Yes. I did wild things when doctors "treated" me with azaleptine (clozapine). then I got all the positive symptoms of schizophrenia and I was completely inadequate during my schizophrenic psychoses. The worst part was that I was vulnerable to feelings of shame and guilt. when my psychosis ended, I recalled my schizoadventures with shame and felt guilty about my attempts at suicide, but then the doctors prescribed me the antipsychotic fluanksol and it helped me a lot. Then I lost my sense of shame and guilt and the facts from my fucking biography stopped hurting me. happy end. :)
Dima79
I’ve had dreams about the things she’s talking about
I know, that's why I wanted to post it.
I didn't want you to feel alone anymore.
This.. sounds like ill bill
1:57 "Like Uncle Howie shooting up when you're tweleve"
IT IS ILL BILL
Edit: nvrmind according to wikipedia Necro is Ill Bill's brother
You may fascinate a woman by giving her a piece of cheese.
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That's Necro doing the music, right? And that documentary is on Bellevue hospital in NYC, that shit was wild. Kitty from way back on here and I used to laugh hard about the one dude. "NOTHING WORKS HERE."
The weirdest part was there was a dude who thought he was God, and he was the most sane-seeming.
I must say that you keep your schizophrenics in very good conditions. I see good wards and medical equipment in this video. even poor Russian farmers keep their pigs in much better conditions than state psychiatric clinics keep Russian schizophrenics. :) this is a real nightmare for Russian schizophrenics and oligophrenics if they live in subsidized Russian regions. in beggarly state clinics, orderlies are busy only tying violent patients to their beds and drinking tea in the kitchen. all their work is performed by weak-willed mentally ill people. they make them wash floors and toilets. they force them to wash away crap and piss patients and do all their dirty work. :)
Dima79